Violence (prod. caspr)

suffer like christ for your sins.
Lyrics:
I know why you’re crying
Angels seen are dying
Babies innocent and thriving
Stolen by the hand of violence
I know why you’re crying
Fables loom over the lining
Clouds of death brought upon the dying
Clouds of death brought upon the dying

I hear the demons inside me
Whispers thru my eyelids
Give up they beg thru the lining
Give up they beg thru the lining
Tear me apart from the eyelids
Skin me and show what my insides’
Tell me I’m beautiful in violence
Tell me when the bombs hit the island

I’m pitiful what else you know
Intervene you stop the show
Like what’s the point already know
Our land of pestilence no hope
So I decay into the floor
And I beg and beg no more
But memories what came before
Still live with me forever stored

So my perspective is that of poison
Everything’s so damn annoying
Toxicity from what’s around
The oil rig that side of town

endtime lullaby

hindsight

TAKE MY HAND

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & @demxntia
Instrumental: @trechorboy
Mix&Master: @trechorboy

Lyrics-

Intro- 
"That's a famous jungle demon, that tears living animals to shreds, and then feeds upon them. 
yung van-

No, you can't leave me again
Can you feel my suffering?
Screaming names into the wind
holding onto what has been

Done, alone in a dark room
alone and without you
I've broken my innocence
with no one to turn to
I thought I could trust you
I thought I could
but where are you going?

No, you can't leave me again
Can you feel my suffering?
Screaming names into the wind
holding onto what has been

Demxntia-

I got my head on my desk I'm a mess again
no matter how much I regret it's pointless in the end
I don't think that I could ever fully make amends
for everything I ever done in the time we spent
now every song I hear's all in minor
but nothing will be the same
and the longer that I'm alive
the more I'll drive myself insane

no you can't leave me again

Blackwater

What Has Been

What Has Been ft. Demxntia (Prod. Trechor Boy)

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & @robinlucious
Instrumental: @robinlucious
Mix&Master: @robinlucious & @prodbybrody & @itshuskai

Lyrics- 
yung van- 
When rain turns to snow
I get cold, without you here I feel more alone
I wish that I could ap[olgizie
for all the times I fell in

I know you don't care
Living without you in constant fear
I'm not enough and I'm never near
Hollow inside but I still shed tears

Robin Lucious-

Right now my life's a mess
And I've been going through stuff that doesn't rest
And I've been thinking 'bout it, do you deserve to feel my pain when I'm crying?
We can't run to, another world forever, me and you
then both of our hearts were broken
shooting starts in the sky
I wish the moon made you lie
cause what you said doesn't make any sense
all of these shadows ain't mine
I've got nowhere to hide
all I want, for this pain to end

yung van x Robin Lucious- 

I know you don't care
Living without you in constant fear
I'm not enough and I'm never near
Hollow inside but I still shed tears

Hollow

Hollow Ft. Robin Lucious (Prod. Robin Lucious)

Track 2

[verse 1]
i'm losing it, running out of time
i'm snoozing but I should be out grinding
reminded
that all that I want from life is you
lately been distant to tell the truth
you knew

[bridge]
like where did you go, what did I say
need to get you before you run away
I say her name

[verse 2]
ohh I know that, you can't go back
I want you till we grow old 
pack up our stuff and move it out
I guess that i found happiness in you cause I am reminiscing 

[outro]
one life that I have won't waste that shit
stop fucking around and just commit
that's it

what did i say [prod. GRAVE5]

I've always hated that feeling


(((LYRICS)))
i hate the feeling , 
the feeling of knowing you’re not coming back ,
ever again
i lost a friend,
but i lost the person that i wanna be with forever 
i thought we’d make it work,
but it’s over ,
and we’re getting colder ,
but summer comes
and you’re still not here,
So we can try to pretend that everything’s fine ,
but the way that i see it
is to blur for my mind ,
oh no,
oh no,
so we can act like we never rlly,
met from the start ,
every single word is too hard for my heart,
i’m trying, 
yea i’m trying,
i’m trying to forget about the way that we were ,
but i wanna go back so fucking bad and you know ,
that id do my best ,
id do best ,
i do my best for you cause you did the same for me ,
i miss the talks that we’d have about who we wanna be we were old ,


(SLOW MOTION
ITS LIKE IM LIVING IN SLOW MOTION)

i hate the feeeling ,
the feeling of knowing youre not alone ,
i scratched the ceiling ,
by putting my fist up into the wall,

Sent from my iPhone

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oxytocin my guy w/ beecher

prod. capsctrl
[chorus]
I hear the weepings
I've hit the ceiling
just wanna fight for a feeling, a feeling that's different and fucking completing
~
I hear the screaming
dark out at night for the creeping
asking and asking and pleading
just want a different feeling

[verse 1]
no fuck what you know
you aiming steady but wind blowing low
knocking down everything started but you can't restart it so you play pretend like a show
dimming down lights I ain't guarded my problems discarded when I'm making songs for the low
empty my mind on the paper, thoughts seep out like vapor emotion is moving my flow
smoking that smack of a pack in my room
lungs giving out I think this be my tomb
flowers they blossom yes flowers they bloom
this is the root of the problem assume that
everyone's seeing same matt 
that they will step on but slip off like Teflon
bitch i am ready for combat
imbracing for my impact

(ohhh I dont know where to go vision slowed in the snow) x2

[bridge]
looking right down at a rippled reflection
overthinking the meaning of her inflection
lay on the ground I ain't got no direction
making that sound changing my own perception
its either good or it's bad
yes. guess time will mention
but bad will whisper its tricks to you. it's deceptions
your time will burn like a wick quick choose a direction

[chorus]
I hear the weepings
I've hit the ceiling
just wanna fight for a feeling, a feeling that's different and fucking completing
~
I hear the screaming
dark out at night for the creeping
asking and asking and pleading
just want a different feeling

[outro]
but fuck what I know, I think I'm going psycho
to end it on a high note, hope yes it glistens and it makes the sky glow

Reflection

PROD JODY

old demo i made like 9 months ago. has a Coraline vibe to it and I know a lot of people want more shit like that. just not really my style anymore. either way wanted to give yall this little bop. <3 love yall stay safe stay strong thank you for supporting me <3

lyrics:

I don't wanna live without you
I don't wanna stress you out
But I've been feeling things that I shouldn't
I've been feeling things that you couldn't

And every time I wake up it's the same shit
You always on lame shit
Talk about a bad bitch
I think I had it, yea I think I had it

She said "Wya?"
I said meet me in the back
You know thats a bet, thats a fact
She sittin on my lap
Stg that ass is fat
I guess I'ma roll up some my gas

& I think I'ma smoke
If I want to
And you ain't gonna tell me shit
I can feel my heart when he grabs your hips
Focused on the past and I miss your lips
Swear I'm not a bad guy
I love with all that I got 
Never know when I should stop
Gdamn you'd think that I do this a lot, huh?

I feel the weight of this all
Something I gotta get used to
I still just wait on your call
I know that it's not gonna come through
So I just stare at my phone
Wishing you would come home
I feel the cracks in my bones
I never felt this alone

She said "Wya?"
I said meet me in the back
You know thats a bet, thats a fact
She sittin on my lap
Stg that ass is fat
I guess I'ma roll up some my gas

lame shit

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/ripveins
produced by hazenova x jolst
drums by hazenova
guitar by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst

oxytocin my guy w/ beecher

Oh Summer Days!