IN/TOO/DEEP

Chewlie - Assume Intimacy
BUY LINK: https://crttrcollective.bandcamp.com/album/assume-intimacy
Label: CRTTR Collective (https://soundcloud.com/crttrcollective)
https://www.instagram.com/crttr_collective/
> Chewlie (https://soundcloud.com/juicy_chewlie)
https://www.instagram.com/juicychewlie/
> s8jfou  (https://soundcloud.com/s8jfou)
https://www.instagram.com/s8jfou/

Shattered, I began to turn to the core.
The swirling ease that is shedding its skin to remember me;
In my deepest, I always assumed the intimate. 
Dawning in me gently and unaltered
I can feel you, you unnamed.
Inward, my beloved—are you the world?
Can you touch me with your quiet? 
Me, looking through you; you, nesting in me. 
Naturally, you place your melody in the shell of my ear.
Ever listening, I find myself playing the strings of your instrument
that bodies my imagination. 
Come closer, my perceiver, and break the stream of my thoughts
in this hollow tube pretending to be my mind.
Push me. Wake me up. Unmerge me from the weight of stone. 
How can we be separate?
Peculiar to believe so - when agony is the one
that has never dared to ask.
I acknowledge you now,
so sing me the song
you’ve been sheltering all along.

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PREMIERE : Chewlie - heavy hearted feat. s8jfou

Henry Mancini - Police Woman (DJ VANDAL REMIX)

This album is the manifestation of years of pain, internal suffering, and loneliness.  The emotions never spoken, but seeped into the very core of everything I ever touched.  The loss of my father, the devastating breakup that followed shortly after, the feeling of guilt as if it was all somehow my fault, and yet a glimmer of hope shine through to show the new life I breathed into the world...the beauty and optimism that were born from the ashes of the hollow shell of who I used to be.  I came to terms with loss, grief, and death, we shook hands and made our peace, and now I'm at ease...staring into the eternal abyss and concluding that the only certainty in life...is death.  To pray for anything beyond that is to pray for control over one's existence and eternal well-being which is something we simply will never have.  Sometimes it's nice to recognize your inability to have control...nothingness becomes holy...and you know that Forever Isn't for Everyone!

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Huge thanks to @left-of-field-records for hosting this LP and helping me organize the remix competition, another thanks to one of my best music friends @official-forerunner for his keen ear when mastering my entire album, and lastly thanks to @ghost-van-gogh for the wicked cover art!

You can grab the album for free or name your price here:
http://bit.ly/1KFSepd

Resonata
https://www.facebook.com/ResonataOfficial
https://twitter.com/resonata_

Left of Field Records
https://leftoffieldrecords.bandcamp.com/
https://www.facebook.com/leftoffield
https://twitter.com/leftoffield

@Mauns
https://www.facebook.com/maunsofficial
https://twitter.com/ThisIsMauns

@norielle
https://www.facebook.com/Nori.Music
https://twitter.com/n0ri_nori

Stream/Download

Resonata x Mauns - Mourning Light (feat. Nori)

Free release from Numback for CBNRF004. Just a small taste of what to expect when Numback's LP drops on City By Night Records on January 25th 2016.

Xiah - Don't You Worry

Xiah