Bite Back (prod. jp)

prod @cyb3rbwoy

eyes don’t close, i don’t notice
when you’re close i feel frozen
days grow old, heart beat slowing
blood running cold

i don’t know where i begin 
i hide behind my mortal sins
rule of life is pay to win
i try, and fail, and try again
curtains on my window, can’t see in
prove to myself everyday this isn’t it
i sold my soul, it made me sick
am i cursed to be alone? 

eyes don’t close, i don’t notice
when you’re close i feel frozen
days grow old, heart beat slowing
blood running cold

i's don't close (sho$ei)

(prod me)

lyrics:

let me be real for a sec
i been dealing with stress
dont know whats gon come next
lock my heart in my chest

i seen close friends succumb to the cold touch of death
and i might be next

it doesn't feel real
burn my skin let it peel
pour a shot of cheap liquor 
and hold in my tears
if i had one more year on this planet i fear i would waste it away doing nothing right here

i can not see clear vision ain't 2020 
like it was back 3 years
you wish you never met me 
i get it 
im not the best at maintaining relations
i never guessed id be in situations of danger
my pen on the paper 
the table i write on it shakes from my anger
i've turned to a stranger to all that had known me
i will be remembered as nothing im lonely

///

the light at the end of the tunnel is dim

produced by @lightsleepr
art by @stale.co on instagram
kratom with the matcha

kratom with the matcha (uhoh)

lyrics:
i keep pushing myself 
but in the end im all alone here with this pain 
im taking pills non-stop 
and you will never feel the same 
you can punch me in my fucking face 
i won’t feel a thing 

i keep pushing myself 
but in the end im all alone here with this pain 
im taking pills non-stop 
and you will never feel the same 
you can punch me in my fucking face 
i won’t feel a thing

non-stop

crystal lake club: ride slow

september rain +mitoriasa(ertu)

prod @fleshgolem & @knotchej
lyrics:
Everyday I'm waking up I'm kissing on the ashfault
& I only feel at all I guess that just my fault 
Imma see how far I fall I'm slipping over my draws 
I been of the molly I been grinding like it's my jaw 
I been catching hatricks I been scoring like im 3 up 
I feel like the plants in my apartment Imma die soon 
I been acting manic I been panicking in my room
If my bitch is padme then I swear thst I'm like Anakin 
No I'm not Christian but I feel I been born again 
Cav empt keep me warm yeah when I saw him he was snoring then 
Everytime you call me it's just static I just disconnect 
(X2) Tell me how to feel I just broke the seal 
I just stepped into the function know that I'm dissocating 
I just told her I'm scholar now she education 
Treat me like her sugar baby paying off my college payment 
And she said she love even when I prolly acting crazy

how to feel (Knotchej + Flesh)

feat. @markuwho
produced by everestdidthis / prod. everest
mix & mastered by marku

(𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂)
baby you take what you want
but not what i need
i try to pay attention and i try to keep the peace 
i can't find a reason why you lie
when i say you don't have to
say you don't have to
and it feels like
you want the pleasure of seeing me cry
you want to show me just what it feels like
baby you don't know low until you've taken a dive

(𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗹𝘆)
and you take what you want
and not what i need
with my bloodshot eyes from tears that i stream
and my cold dead body was stuck in your arms
feeling your touch never caused me more harm

(𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗹𝘆 + 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂)
your love is a trap
i'm a rat
you are the cobra who swallows me whole for a snack 
want to know where i'm at, at all times
telling me that you're all mine
a cold blooded lover 
sinking venom into me
you give me no room to breathe 
your love's like a python
you think that i'm so strong i can handle it
why’s it that you’re hurting me 
when i put you on platforms 
ignoring my bad thoughts like they're never there
your crocodile tears 
that you cry
woke up in a winter morning with you by my side
i'm watching the door slam as you leave
now it's september and you broke me

(𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗹𝘆)
and you take what you want
and not what i need
with my bloodshot eyes from tears that i stream
and my cold dead body was stuck in your arms
feeling your touch never caused me more harm
and you take what you want
and not what i need
with my bloodshot eyes from tears that i stream
and my cold dead body was stuck in your arms
feeling your touch never caused me more harm

i saw a crocodile swim in a river in darwin when i was 15 and now i love reptiles (feat. marku)

Kimberly, oh shawty, why the fuck are you leavin? I'm downin all these pills cuz they ain't ever fuckin leavin, 

Shawty hurt me bad and now I'm feeling like a heathen, 

Shawty why you leaving? 

I'm numbing all the reasons,

Kimberly, oh shawty, why'd you have to go away?

 Said you keep me safe, oh shawty, are you playing games?

Demons in my head don't want me getting any sleep, 

You left me all alone, shawty why'd you leave me?

It's a trip, shawty got me scared sick, 

I'm thinking bout my misery, my sorrow and my death, 

Shawty give me neck you know I miss you and ur texts, 

Left me all along and now my demons want me dead

2020 vision cuz I will not feel a thing, 

Shawty left me crying til' the drugs numbed all the pain, 

Kurt Cobain, cocaine shawty numb the pain, 

Kimberly, oh shawty, were you satan this whole time?

Kimberly, oh shawty, why the fuck are you leavin? I'm downin all these pills cuz they ain't ever fuckin leave, 

Shawty hurt me bad and now I'm feeling like a heathen,

I can't feel a thing I'm tryna numb out all the reasons,  

I can't feel a thing I'm tryna numb out all the demons, 

Kimberly, oh shawty, why the fuck are you leavin? I'm downin all these pills cuz they ain't ever fuckin leave

A Cruel Angel's Thesis (Prod. Kaiser)

@sstarcity07
@garden_avenue
@how-does-it-feel
@galleryart 
oilcolor@outlook.com

non-stop

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