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440 Smitty - Blind Spots

Finessin Hearts Pt.2

Lost lost 
I kept calling the collapse a mood swing
kept naming the drowning a regular Tuesday
Kept running from everything burning wondering why everything smelled like smoke

I forgot how to speak when it felt like angels 
only visited the stable ones
Like they  wouldn’t know what to do
with someone like me

I kept thinking
this would pass
that I could sleep it off
that there was a version of me
buried somewhere
beneath the noise
a girl with a soft morning voice
but I’ve only ever woken up
to earthquakes

So much fire
embers in the air
never prepared 
I didn’t know it’d be this hard to live for myself 

you told me once it’s kinda Icy when I’m not there 
was it the absence 
or the chaos that caught you up

I’m told I’m lucky to feel this much
to burn this bright
but it doesn’t feel like magic
It doesn’t feel like magic 

so here I am
bones scorched
lungs half-ash
but alive

I’m alive 
I’m alive

I’ve Only Ever Woken Up To Earthquakes

You make the bad thoughts fade into the atmosphere …

Atmosphere (ft. Ojisunshine)

tears

Produced by: Letters In Lullaby

Lyrics ->

you look at me like you forgot
not like amnesia 
but like a memory that wasn’t worth keeping


no wonder I get anxious 
it’s a tragedy being  misunderstood
by the one who once knew How to translate every unsaid thing i meant with my eyes

you used to trace my body
every inch you knew by heart
now your hands hesitate
Then I go dissociate 

I want to scream 
I want to scream 
“do you remember the boy who eyes who reflected the sun when I read him my dreams?
he still lives in your chest
I still write for him

Maybe he still hears me somedays 
I send him letters in my head 

I don’t want your nostalgia
I want your recognition
It takes everything in me not to beg to be remembered correctly

sometimes late at night when you think I’m asleep
I wonder if your memory ever aches
the way I do

Now Your Hands Hesitate

no questions left that we haven’t asked 
connections gone how’d die so fast 
your in my head got a blast from the past 
I got two open hands one for drinks and her hand 
but it’s not what I planned 
you were all of my eyes put it all in my face 
you believe all your lies probably practiced for days 
I got shit I’m my head I can’t hold all that weight 
i might sleep in your heart but I don’t have stay 
hard to have it your way 
when I’m not playing games 
then there’s not much to say 
cuz I’ve already left and I’m bout to again 
I hope you had your fun out with all of your friends 
when you wake up the next day in somebody’s bed 
and there’s not much to love so it’s already dead 
and the bandaids don’t work so bleed where you bled 

I was dreaming of you when we fight and we fuck 
I was thinking of you this is not what I want 
so I went to her house she waved her magic wand 
I’ll be her confident this is not what I want 
but I’ll act nonchalant 
Is she brunette or blonde I don’t care not at all 
yes I know how this works 
I got drugs let’s do dirt 
let’s get high then we flirt 
I won’t stay the whole night but I’ll put in some work

two hands

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two hands

Ojisunshine

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