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New private playlist

Control- Big Sean ft Kendrick Lamar & Jay Electronica

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RIOT

@1saintmark - SM x DXDDY MXCK - besties (PROD. BY T1)

BROCKHAMPTON - BLEACH (saturation 3)

@1saintmark - SM - Put Up Yo Set Bitch

i hate it + capoxxo (p. mvs)

nite! nite! w/ shattered (p. polar333)

#wow #tru w/ cartoon ben + melting slowly (prod. deegs)

produced by rosesleeves & @ezekiel40

lyrics - 
i waited for days to find out that you lied
i hope you knew that for you i would give my life
but i'm guessing you wouldn't give shit for mine
but everything means nothing why did i think i'd be something

[nic: i understand why i do things, it doesn't make me any different alright? i'm attracted to craziness, and you're just embarrassed because i was like - you know - i was like this amazing thing like your special creation or something; and you don't like who i am now

david: yeah? who are you nic?

nic: this is me dad, here, THIS IS WHO I AM]

spotify

Nothing w/ Ezekiel

thru hell 2 meet me (prod. murder club)

bbylesgo! w/ k3lyxoxx (prod. deegs) 💕🛍

@me
do u know where we are
what were on
dnt look back
just move on
i think abt it alot
though im young
life is fast
almost done
cant think abt it enough

@gangppg
gimme
1 pill
do this shit again
ican not feel
u been in my head
so real
can u tell me wat u said
and my
heart racing
molly what she facing
im on drugs lik a patient
i won talk like a basic
i dnt want no conversation
do drugs
jus to wake up on the pavement

love lost
love cross
n i found it again
wont stop 
cant stop
ima do it again
im addicted to my old ways
take me bak to the old days

prod me :(

think abt it

think abt it w/ppgcasper

my favorite song i made wit one my favorite artists : )@1glaive
prod meeeee

redeyes w/ glaive

late but happy pride? :) produced by me

lyrics-
i want a normal highschool love but i'm only allowed a crush
i've hidden myself for five years and now i'm just lost
everyone's at the end i'm at the start and i know i can't catch up
i'm not the only one i shouldn't feel sorry for myself
in the night my head starts to drown

start to drown, start to drown
(oh no, oh no, oh no)
i stood and screamed for years but nobody heard a sound
(a sound, a sound, a sound)
i let them get to me and they watch me all bleed out
(bleed out, bleed out, bleed out)
so i'll just run away pretend i'm okay in my own house
(my house, my house, house)

i'm just stuck in circles nothing ever change
i self deprecate and hope it goes away
i do this all the damn time
and in the morning try forget what i was feeling last night
i need to get away don't wanna live my whole life on my own
then i start to think so far i've been alright all alone
this world's so fuckin stupid and i swear to god that i'm done
i let my head start to drown

start to drown, start to drown
i can't make it stop when my head gets loud
i stood and screamed for years but nobody heard a sound
even if they did they'd pretend they didn't hear me at all
i let them get to me and they watch me all bleed out
stand over my dead body i'm just gonna lay on the ground
so i'll just run away pretend i'm okay in my own house
but i'm not it's not as easy as i thought it was

start to drown, start to drown
(oh no, oh no, oh no)
i stood and screamed for years but nobody heard a sound
(a sound, a sound, a sound)
i let them get to me and they watch me all bleed out
(bleed out, bleed out, bleed out)
so i'll just run away pretend i'm okay in my own house
(my house, my house, house)

Only Allowed a Crush

give it time

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