is there something that you want
Made a choice that I should have from the start (meow)
Heard a voice that is callings from the dark 
So scared I can feel it in my heart 
So hurt but there's nothing that I... 

Could've went through 
Made this song just to talk about my issues 
"I'm wrong" isn't something that I'm into 
When I fall I just hope I can forget you 

And I know I just went and made a choice I gata focus 
Everyday I always look you never notice 
Forget why I cried but I knew when
Wrote that I'm sorry but it won't send 

I feel so alone I think I need a friend 
Wake up in this pain I guess it never ends 
I wish there was something for us left to mend 
When it's over I won't even leave.. 

Even when I'm hungry I won't take a bite 
If I pass away just lead me to the light 
You can't live in fear you can't live that life 
You can take my hand I can be your sight 
Just give me a sword I can make this right 
I think people still forget that they can do whatever 
Let me live inside your headphone, like a tether 
I just put my blood in this letter..  

choices

just for fun, nothing else (lovid && me)

NOW ON ALL PLATS:

https://open.spotify.com/album/3ttpBWyFOeTT2bT4Vo1llW?si=ZiL5vKn8Si63-axQG44W5A

Prod: x0.HellA

Honored with another banger w/ Tillsterr

Lyrics:

[Tillsterr]

Oh baby it really shows
You're walking in my shadow
I know you already know
How crazy i get when alone

Feel like such a cunt now
Let me show you how
I get down down down 
I get down down down

Hearing your screams and shouts
Makes me so aroused
Your bleeding out out 
Your bleeding out out

[p1urr]

I don’t think you're cunning - shut your face
Such a cuck - now sing
めちゃ goner  めちゃ crunk
戻るな - 敗せ

Do you want to get down?
Let’s pool our efforts
I pull out all your vitals and things
Your so deliciously vain

Oh my god your such a fraud
But you got a pint ね?
めちゃ goner めちゃ 
I’ve got you under my skin

Don’t you call again chud
大丈- nah bitch
You probably can’t get pass
Cause I’m 6 7 yuh

[Tillsterr]

Oh baby it really shows
You're walking in my shadow
I know you already know
How crazy i get when alone

Feel like such a cunt now
Let me show you how
I get down down down 
I get down down down

Hearing your screams and shouts
Makes me so aroused
Your bleeding out out 
Your bleeding out out

CR4ZY ft. p1urr

self prod 

washed up off the vodka
gotta take a bean
bitches on my dick
she tryna fuck
tryna fuck the team
bitch im chasing money 
i wont just let that hoe intervene 
bitch im posted up 
greedy asf
i got hella green
hear u talkin shit
we hit his head 
he up on magazines
hit his ass w magazines 
he up on a movie scene


I'm too lazy to write anymore lyrics ngl


cheap vodka #technosex

SYKO - TRUST

SYKO - 40 BENZ FT. REZLAINE

XD Y'all scared asf

PROD J1PPY

filtered lyrics 'cause soundcloud sucks:

@bubblegum-shawty-640224132

thought you hella slick but we swept you like a broom stick 
bitch i pop shit while you're running out of options, talk shit 
all this for a pedo, bitch you ain't shit 
talking bout my crew bitch we go fucking ape shit 
valentine you fantasize about me and jp
what the fuck is wrong with you, should be on a watch list 
why you tryna lie, what you tryna twist
(tell dekoda being Christian doesn't fix shit)
must've gotten mixed up with that mother fuckers Chris chan
if you're under 18 you gotta keep your fucking distance 
cause dekoda and valentines been on the loose
go get a noose, what's the point of running from the truth 
server like a day care, you can vent but they do not care, they got school tomorrow while your ass been watching minors 
 ,i thinks that shits crazy, bitch you're 32 so stop
JP tell em whats the deal 'cause we not done

@j1pee

Tryna pass the pedo label up to bro 
You projecting ass bitch 
Still live with his mom he’s broke 
32 years of age and dating a 19 year old 
It’s not illegal but I know you want her 2 more years below 
Ah
Cloud
Who tf are you kid? 
All your music’s shit 
Fuck it ima get to pissin
How you making demon summonings when you are christian (take your shit music down)
Soundin like a f## fuck it might as well js be trans
You’re a victim of the daycare
You fucking clown 
Dropped a song and no one fucking cared 
Valentine at this point just say you’re fucking scared 
I’d be 2 if my music made people’s ears impaired
Sayin we got stream bots not my fault that you get no plays
Delete all your songs don’t come back you gon get played
Not my fault your parents found out that you’re fucking (happy_) 
They wanna disown you but they won’t say

@remington-51043651

Shoutout JP 
Cooked this beat up in a second just to teach ur ass a lesson
You on the track sounding like ru Paul man that shit really pathetic
I almost feel bad about this one
It's like bullying a sped kid
But fuck it if the boy wants beef then his f##### ass gon get it
He said sneak diss? 
Bro check the title of the fucking song
Here's a pro tip
Catholics and f#####s do not get along
val you're tripping
Tried to apologize but the gloves are off
Careful defending Dakota he gon try to suck you off
You want a verse?
Leviticus 18:22 That shit applies to you
Dakota said you can be gay and Christian that shit Is NOT true
If a n#### says Jesus loves f##s that nigga prolly a jew
Making AI songs AI think we just killed your entire crew
I know JPs 14 well I'm 88 n#### let's get it
Really can't help themselves always talking about fucking ch######
What you say?
Corny ass talking bout some last word?
Bro your song really plopped like a fat turd

@maikotrueromance
All up on my DMs like bro YOU AIN'T TUFF...
You trying to apologize, like that'll change anything¬_¬
You're a fuckin bitch, and a pedo, AND a CUCK
You're defending Dekoda, can you be any slower ? ? ?
"HI MY NAME IS VALENTINE, I'M A FUCKIN DUMBASS !!!"
"I'M SO FUCKING FAT, STEALING FOOD STRAIGHT FROM DOORDASHH!!!!"
"MY NAME'S CLOUD9, AND MY SONG IS SOO ASSSS"
FUCKIN FACTSSS
YOU WISH YOU WERE LIKE US, WE NEVER LACKK
i can sing retarded and i'm STILL BETTER than you (yuh)
Look at what ya started, now you acting like a fool XDDD (huh?, YUH, WHOO)
How can someone be so fuckin stupid ? ? ?
Always when they're exposed, they're so clueless ¬_¬
HaaHAAAA you're so DUMMMMB
HaaHAAAA you'll be gone..
You can't make better songss
Kill yourself like a fawn

ya FUCK Dekoda, FUCK Valentine, FUCK cloud9
They can't make shit, They're FUCKING ASSSS
We make better music than em
And oh, AND THEY'RE PEDOFILES TOOO !!!
FUCK EM.

apeshit CYPHER (FUCK PEDOS LMAO)_

music vid
https://youtu.be/4xPftMMyoa4?si=BweRzMW1rnj8UtDV

i can feel the scars inside of my lip
am i crazy ? or am i losing my grip
cant spend another night alone in this bed
i see red, dont feel like myself again

its hurting
always deserting
but i earned this
i deserve it

i cant take it
you make me feel vacant
you make me feel useless
i dont wanna do this

i'm screaming
nobody is listening
i'm shaking
swear to god i'm disappearing
baby, i'm tired of pretending
didn't have to end it
you let me go so easy

my feelings run so deep
its been a couple months
i can hardly get sleep
i look for you
in every person that i meet
i might like someone else
but they'd never choose me

no one will ever love me the same
so irrational but i raise my walls that way
fucking hate myself that'll never go away
fucking hate this town cuz i never feel safe
fucking hate my body cant attach it to my name

maybe itd be better if i had a thinner waist
maybe itd be easy with a prettier face
wish i could get rid of every fingerprint trace
wish i could remember the simpler days
all i really know is this pain cuz

i can feel the scars inside of my lip
am i crazy ? or am i losing my grip
cant spend another night alone in this bed
i see red, dont feel like myself again

its hurting
always deserting
but i earned this
i deserve it

i cant take it
you make me feel vacant
you make me feel useless
i dont wanna do this

mix + master by crystal ash

scarzz ･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ *6778 [MV IN DESC]

WALK INTO DA PARTY GOT MY FUKKIN SWAG UP!
i forgot the info for @shondoswag fukk it ill upload here
@neuroosamaa @juyaavt
(yes im the shondo voice)
PROD GFELDS

I WANNA BE LIKE DAAATT - shondoswag + neurostackin + juyaarx

MONSTER

Featuring @itsqhostii
Produced by @zigimo and me lol

lyrics soon.

DoyouPlease [w/qhostii] [zigimo me]

Just Somebody Whomst Makes Music For Fun, While trying to find the next step in life. 

Banner Art By Me
Self Produce All Of My Songs, Unless If A Beat Or Co-Prod Is Needed.

DoyouPlease [w/qhostii] [zigimo me]

JThousand