im learning every day
@kiryano @okeefey @winter

1. fatal
2. daedalus
3. aaaaaaa
4. polar
5. yahweh (with @kiryano)
6. silent
7. bae (with @okeefey)
8. i've been changing (with @winter)
9. rust
10. search for meaning

lmk ur favs 🤘

i love and hate a lot of things

remix of sasaeng - knightsbridge (prod zzdox & yoake)

what u on

im scared of getting sick

@binlorry24

countin all my problems yea
rmbr what they said to me
its my fault baby dont try to get ahead of me
cant absolve me of my sins had to get a settlement
watch the petals of the rose and theyre slowly withering

wither wi- wither
slowly withering
had to turn down all the things that i would bring
blocked at the turnstiles no exception for who ive been
had to forge it out no accepting for all my sins
wi- wi- wi- wi- wither
slowly withering
had to turn down all the things all the things that i would bring
wi- wi- wi- wi- wither
slowly withering
had to turn down all the things all the things that i would-

and its gettin harder
swear im gettin softer
tryna find everything ive wanted
but its never getting closer
find me at the worst
and its slowly tricklin down
flying with the birds
but ill surely come around
its raining but im out
im scared of getting sick
the balls been out of bounds
so im playing with the sticks
drownin in the deep
driftin in the sea
my arms are getting heavy and my heart is feeling weak
were already planting seeds
they left them in the room
all weve grown here is the weeds
gonna suffer off the fumes

wither wi- wither
slowly withering
had to turn down all the things that i would-
wither wi- wither
slowly withering
had to turn down all the things that i would-
slowly withering
had to turn down all the things that i would-
wi- wi- wi- wi- wither
slowly withering
had to turn down all the things that i would-

all the things i would bring (binlorry24)

little monster

hope ballad @rewind214 @recyclexbin @negativecreeper

as always thanks to everybody I've worked with.
mix on some of these could've been better -.-'

0:00・solo
1:15・@restartfebruary
2:23・@issue
3:46・@9ao @brrrumm
4:53・@heavenlate
6:02・solo
7:03・@1jos
8:07・@wannakillyourselfwithme
9:23・@2yves

sprint @9ao @brrrumm @issue @2yves @1jos @heavenlate @restartfebruary @wannakillyourselfwithme

Got carried by this beat fr prod. @okayymax
@chelsea117

Lyrics

Everything I do, Ima mess up/
All that I can do is keep my head up/
Chin up, I got no luck/
I try so hard I still fuck up/ 

Useless, put me on death row/ 
Gotta stay clean I ain’t ghetto/
Racks on me I got bank roll/
Can’t move on, I can’t let go/

You did it again yuh/
She kills me again and/
I’m falling apart now/
I’m stuck with ur essence/
In love from a distance/
My heart feels affection for you/ 

Here I am/
Take my hand/
Swear it’s you that is in my head/
Won’t stop loving you until I’m dead/
Can’t break me but Ill still break bread/
Couldn’t care less bout the shit you said/
Couldn’t care less bro you is not a threat/ 
Blunt movin slow got me feelin like a vet/
You can hate on me but we all bleed red/ 

Hook again

I can’t let go of you/

Cant let go (prod okayymax + chelsea)

with @recyclexbin
tracks 1 & 2 not for sale

dream & gossip

(Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh)
(I've got something beautiful to Tell You)
I've got something beautiful to Tell You
Eventually it Truly does get better.
If I catch us Side to Side (Side by side)
I'm not ever Under the Weather 
So Sorry I Took off I was in a Panic (In a rush)
In my own World but still I'm in Traffic (How?)
Easily distracted I need to Change my Habits
Enough with Drugs man Prada really had it
That shit had me Spazzing

Wondering Did you get my Message? (Oh)
N before that I was doubting to ever Send It
Life Sure is a Blessing (Yah)
No way I would End this (Nah)
You could ask "what's all this for?"
But then You're only Guessing (Only guessing)
If I know the Answer, Baby what's the Question?
Please keep on Talking I love our Conversations

I love just what you're made of
For me You are the Greatest
You're just so Precious 
Actually my Perfect.
You're my One & Only 
Always & Forever...
I know that you Know that You're my One and Only.
You're my One and Only (I fear)
I Fear I might Lose You again
I know I could (So Easily)
The question's when (It's Ahead)
I don't wanna say it Please so Not again (Nuh uh)
If u wna know how I feel Read those Texts again

Remind Yourself to Breathe In and Out
I'm Dry I got myself Down in a Drought
Barefoot when I Step into Practice
Walking in shoes here Would give You Callous (Not so Very Fun)
BDG pulled up and camera's Flashing (Say Cheese)
Screaming Prada Name Like Idk my Status
I was In a Panic (Oh)
(Oh my god)
(Cmon, Guess what)
I've got something beautiful to Tell You
Eventually the Feelings they get better. 
Did I leave you Satisfied?
Or did I leave a Treasure?
(For you to Find)

So Sorry I Took off I was in a Panic (In a rush)
In my own World but still I'm in Traffic
Easily distracted I need to Change my Habits
Do you Agree?
Enough with Drugs man Prada really had it
Hope this Feeling's Ever Lasting.

IWASINAPANIC PROD MANDEM

all beats made from 7th jan - 26th september in no particular order
ft 21, 44y, blxty, rochambeau, meta, cranes, neohn, sochi, live&learn, kuru, dollmaker, pop, extra, mental, thr6x
thank you

[0:00] our end
[1:15] gran
[2:33] urafinale @21js @44yy
[3:30] chaos @blxty @rochambeaubeats
[4:33] crying in the club
[5:24] hexd @pyu
[6:16] fame @21js
[7:48] ICareAboutEverything @cranessssss
[8:36] finale @neohnq
[9:17] royal
[10:16] daedalus @pw4prez
[11:08] school days
[12:10] mirrors @pw4prez
[13:27] favor of fortune @44yy
[14:35] threat @pw4prez @liveanndlearn
[15:22] jasmine @kggn
[16:13] for the moment
[17:13] word @yumenikki
[18:00] lifeline @kggn
[18:37] trust @21js
[20:15] breeze @cranessssss
[21:18] ghosts @44yy
[22:21] grand @21js
[23:35] inferno @blxty @popilization
[24:39] sick of it @pw4prez @44yy
[25:53] finale @rxvg
[27:14] famousdex @cranessssss
[28:08] nis @cranessssss
[28:56] when its over @mental
[30:03] proxywar @pw4prez
[30:55] living&learning @mental @thr6x

oklou fall (ambient)

okmax