Helena Gao & Ryong - Step Back
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Step Back

Helena Gao & Ryong - Step Back

"HOLO is a differential pattern of becoming. 


Situated in a space only accessible through listening; valuing nonhuman forms of knowing and being. HOLO is a series of cuts, punctures, boundaries enacted after ‘listening’ to the agency of sound - momentarily stabilizing phenomena, performing the world. We are speaking to each other, creating our own patterns of difference. Of course, there is something lost in translation and that's what is produced. The ‘song' is a spine to which both the sound and I are threaded. "
@tmurter

Tommy Murter - Splitting A Stone In Two

So, music is a really difficult subject for me. While I‘ve been making it one way or another since I was a child, there have always been dominant people in my life trying to strongly push me into doing what they envision, what they think is good music. This is true for other forms of art as well but in my case mostly about music.

I guess this is why I never really released anything (I did perform tho lol) and also don’t feel happy to listen to my old music. I only hear myself in there partially.

So, over time I very slowly made friends with my occasionally quite odd ears. And managed to find a place where I can touch upon something beyond justification or comparison - it’s fleeting still, I don’t always have it.

This piece was recorded in a single sitting last december and while playing I started crying and I couldn’t stop for quite some time even after I had finished. More composed, less rambly (and also happier/funnier) pieces are coming but this one is really special to me because in playing I managed to open the floodgates and find a place to resonate with my own being, my pain and my joy, far beyond needing to be or do anything other than the music I was touching and being into existence right then and there.

PRAYER FOR A BLUDGEONED CHRYSALIS

crat - A fucking tip

D3VINATION Draconids Meteor Shower hosted by HASTIA on Cashmere radio & Ola Radio

D3VINATION Draconids Meteor Shower Feat. Laura Conant

Played & Recorded at Burnout-Regula by twoets

twoets | Friendzone  by Endless Bazaar  - Radio Bollwerk - 10.09.2022

Mix by @jpwww for Stranded FM's Marathon on December 2nd 2022

TRACKLIST
@iamjenys — Being Here (@pablo_altar remix)
@slim0-music — sol i øjet
@joni_void — un homme qui dort
@ineffekt, Sky Civillian — Vesper
@xeniaxamanek & @ydegirl — Dares Soar
@avastarr — Return to Shore
@Grasps — 100000000 YEARS
@weedkillervalley — The Groke
@weareasj — 恆久 ASSIDUOUS
@alexcompton — Still Alive
@lonelyboys — Quit Playing Games
@baojiaxiang2 — The Birds, Still Bravery Singing, Fly
@tumy06 — Sigh

Selfscare 4.1 (jp'♡) | Stranded FM Marathon

all of my music brought to streaming services (unedited)

IN PARIETEM MURATUS

200 (EXTRA SLOWED)

Dark ambient Dreamscapes for you to enjoy. Relax, unwind, meditate and chillout

DARK AMBIENT - INCUBATION

webradio-communauté hétéroclite, plurielle et singulière 

Label @olga_productions
https://olgaproductions.bandcamp.com/releases

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