See the lights in your window shining <3

Feat:@DecksMusic
Mix and master: @Feelnum
prod:2001 & Deadspyro

lyrics:

Ichorus:
see the lights in your window shining
everyday you tell me let’s stop fighting
stuck in hard times 
lay awake dark nights
let me go
feel my heart 
it’s beating slow
trying not to feel alone
just call my phone 

baby your at his though 
i don’t wanna go home 
always callin your phone 
never felt so alone 
find me in the back of the benz again
crying on all these remixes
but i still see you

Decks:
just call me back
every time u don’t i get a heart attack
i don’t deserve that
but you know im not the type to fight back

i can still feel u here
but ur not with me
and i can’t believe
that i can still feel u near
and honestly
you’re what i need

See the lights w/Decks (2001xDeadSpyro)

will u be there w/ wavylouii

Zero G / Freefall

A true story of when my husband left for Desert Storm December 1990. I was 5 months pregnant with my daughter, Heather. 

A Soldier's Goodbye (Remastered).mp3

Provided by Biteki

Lineup:
@lullabyboy
@lilskeleskrrt
@itsyungvan
@sleyeofficial
@kingtheta
@d1vv
@erisu-san
@darkblu10314
@ohsobrkn
@brushogun
@lilgloom
@kaiesofly
@yvngaxstn
@frvrndalwys
@deadbrokeofficial
@thatonexguitarist
@deadfishpoland
@t_shan
@cruelife
@irby314
@diamoonofnhg
@lilduckk

Tragedy - Mental Health (ft. Erisu)

mess w/ froppy (prod. caspr x irby x remghost)

Sorry i bin so fucking toxic i really hate this hole fucking world and wish every thing will just end 
i dont trust my self or any one els 
no matter what any one says i dont know if they really mean it 
fuck fuck fuck i hate this stupid fucking life fuck this shit

Wind Down

-CREDITS-
PRODUCED BY DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS & CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN
LYRICS BY CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN & ZACK "4LORN" DUNBAR
FEATURING ZACK "4LORN" DUNBAR (@4lornmusic) & DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS
ART BY DEAD & DETACHED (@deadanddetached)

-lyrics-
will i be like this forever or will this one day pass
will i ever get better of will i just stay trapped
In this cycle of fear and regret
will i ever get better
or am i better off dead

(4lorn)
sometimes i try to find love in this place
with my heart on my sleeves and a gun to my head
try to make my own happiness without you in my arms
since i met you i just wanted you to love me in the end

i wanna feel whole again
maybe i just need a friend
can i recover from this
or am i better off dead

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Better Off w/ 4lorn (Prod. Horosha)

- CREDITS -
PRODUCED BY CURTAINS (@MOONNSTONES) & VENDR (@VENDR)
MIXED & MASTERED BY DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS (@HOROSHAMUSIC)
LYRICS BY CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN & QUENTIN "WETHHER" DICKEY (@WETHHER)
ART BY MELMIGE (@MELMIGE)

- lyrics -
wake up in the morning feeling like shit
wonder why i'm like this
leaning on my vices
i've got no motivation
desperately in need of a vacation
from my own skin
i wanna sleep all day like i don't exist
wake up in the morning wishing that i never did
i don't like myself when im like this

don't put me on a pedestal 
as if i'm something special
no i’m no better than any other sad kid rappin’ ‘bout the same sad shit

(Wethher)
and we take our time
it's never seemed fine
another day's gone by
know this feeling isnt right
so helpless
mindless
i really can't change this
like this
fill this bottle 'til i'm drowning
out all the sorrow
i don't even wanna wake tomorrow

i want it all with no cappin’
never wait around rather make things happen
looking in the mirror
make myself sick
i fucking hate myself when i'm like this

mess w/ froppy (prod. caspr x irby x remghost)

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