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Track 01 from 'Everyday I Get Closer To The Light From Which I Came' LP Avalanche Recordings 2013 / AREC027 / Sept 24th Worldwide release Vinyl/CD/Digital

Homesick

-Sweet home studio-



Makes me think

Autumn leaves on the inside of your eyes
I only know what you feel
I wanna live in the bright side

Run with you in the rain
get your wet clothes
dry your hair
feel the kisses on my temple

only makes me think that i'm dead
only makes me think that i'm dead
only makes me think that i'm dead
only makes me think that I

only makes me think that i'm well
only makes me think that i'm ok
only makes me think that i'm well
only makes me think that i'm ok
only makes me think that i'm well
only makes me think that i'm ok



Makes Me Think

Hazy Youth

Greener Grass

Sorted

Dropped

Fleshwater - This, If Anything

Trick

16 Mirrors

It's in the air, the scent of all the things you do
And I know that all I want to do with you is gaze out
At the stars and lay with you any night.
Can I stay here for a few, then head out?
I'm hanging on to your red

I'm vapor drunk with you

How I wish that we were there right now.

I'm vapor drunk with you

I spit out, it only decays
I wish that it could replay

Vapor Drunk

Narrow - Head In Slow Time

Wasteey Monroe - Get it (feat. Tay-K)

nervous  tellinm3 cover x.scruffy

This is a 10-part series where I REMIX a collection of classics by a selected artist.

Beginning with Series ONE

Starring the incomparable ALLI CAT 

Produced/Remixed by Yours Truly 


3 Eyez (HWV Remix)

Farewell To This Beautiful World

Lost Again..

Velvet's debut album Romance. Originally distributed by Candlepin Records, secondarily distributed by a La Carte Records.

Staring

BAND: TREMENTINA
ALBUM: ALMOST REACH THE SUN
LABEL: VINYL JUNKIE RECORDINGS / BYM RECORDS
YEAR: 2015

KISSES IN YOUR EYES

Souvlaki

When the Sun Hits

Alison

dc snuff film / waste yrself

haunt me (x 3)

Creep

"Awaken, My Love!"

Redbone

Pray I Fade

Reveries

Passing

neat dream pop band i found on youtube.

check out their spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5LkgVE79AHNZN7kMukfJFv

check out their instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/dreamswevehad/

Dreams We've Had - Perfectly Out Of Place

From the Future

Dissolve

Like Always

Sensor

Geostation

Down Through

Leadings On

Out of Reach

The New Abnormal

The Adults Are Talking

[new album when?]]

Verse1:
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
My time is fading (yea)
Soul is waning (yea)
Feeling mainy (yea)
Foggy Cranium
My younger self would hate the person that ive become
Losing rhythm, can't find the beat to my own drum
This world ain't for me, or maybe I don't wanna grow up
But what's growing up? Cause I don't wanna have my soul crushed.

Verse2:
I want to live a life outside this system
Travel to a world outside the solar system
& dance to my rhythm

Verse3:
Still fucked up in the head
Try to make folks accept me
Even if they don't care about me
Maybe it's cause I don't care myself
Wanna be ignored to dig deeper in the well
In The Well
IN THE WELL
In the fucking well I just drown myself in despair
Look at the world the it's so far from here
I'm sinking in my own
Can't climb the walls
It is getting darker
There are no walls
See the lights spotters
In my own thoughts
Cannot move, I'm faltered.

Verse4:
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
(repeated)

Verse5:
I'm not special
& No one really is
And the glass half empty 
Pessimistic little bitch
Always feel so envy
Towards every human
Don't wanna feel this empty
And prolonged sadness
What's the point of working
If it leads to nothin
What's the point of something
If there's no fulfillment
Why is life important if I didn't choose it
There's no point of living here if you cannot move it
Move the world, change the world
I can do that in this viddy game, save the world
Get the girl
Live a life, of peace & adventuring
Make a mistake, can go back to where it saved me
"Speaking of saving"

Checkpoint:
21 years old. I feel like I've wasted the past 4-5 years of my life & there's always this feeling that everything I have now will soon be gone. I've been making music for the past 5 years, and I still don't know at times if this is what I want to do. I feel like I'll just be forgotten in the next few years. people and friends I have now will soon just forget about me. I feel like I can't even form good connections with people because I'm in my head too much. somedays I just wake up and the day is already over. I feel trapped in life, and don't know what to do. somedays I just want to end it all but tell myself things will get better. I just don't want to live a life of misery. I can't really open up to people about how I honestly feel a lot of the time cause I think I'll just end up being a type of burden to them. so I'm just expressing stuff here. I hope I can find a purpose in life or just something that brings me long term happiness + fulfillment. I don't want to kill myself or live an a autonomous, autopilot, dead life.

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6:36 AM
Bedroom

21 BIRTHDAY [untitled_0009]]

Evangelion Finally

FLY ME TO THE MOON (2020 Version)

Earth Is A Black Hole

Stella

Feels Like You

Younger Than You

soundcloud:tracks:845599873

Dropped

Old Coke