bye bye :)

prod. blank

lyrics: 
maybe this is the point
where all of it happens 
i look at the rest 
and leave my dreams in the past tense
i lost my affection for it 
and it don't want me back

all because i want it and you don't
you just say that i ain't bout it 
you're dead wrong 
but im letting go
im letting you take what i call home

taking everything i wanted
yeah
only one step away from 
stepping my ass away from 
every little thing 
that i've been laying on 
maybe it's too late for me
since i dropped epiphany oh 
its been a daze to me
an everlasting haze to me i 
thought i was right 
i'll get away for a while 
that's how im feeling right now
thought i was good as it gets 
so i just wasted my time 
now all those choices are locked in 
and i can't bear that i'm down
conscious thoughts of mine 
get in my way and 
i've been taught to lie
my brain caves in
i can't take it
so i just waste it 
pedal to the floor 
fuck the world
fuckin hate it

all because i want it and you don't
you just say that i ain't bout it 
you're dead wrong 
but im letting go
im letting you take what i call home

( goodbye )

home ( the end )

prod. alisynn + vaeo
mix and master by KBL + anem0s

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

Bitch im the one
Why you never wanna make time for me
Stuck to my guns
All i ever wanted was honesty
Bite all on my face, baby
Don’t do me that way
You know I love you
No offense
I liked fucking you more as a friend
Out my body
Don’t care where it ends
This shit killing me slow and I love it
I been a petty bitch since you met me, you know i’m not above it
Yeah I got six days till I-
Six days till I say fuck it and vanish
I can’t make no time for that
Say you love me, I’m sorry i dipped off
I just fucked on your friend cuz you pissed me off
only been 3 days, had to cut you off
I got a whole lot of drugs in this room if i take all this shit you won’t see me again 

I can’t move slow
She a bad bitch, I know

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

love actually ft vaeo

not2sober

self prod 
mastered by @anem0s
instrument mixing help from @gasmaskatl
@a1isynn pulled me out the vocal mixing gutter

track 2/2
april 5 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/hr-3 

say something else why dontcha
said what's your problem?
cause if you got one, please dont try to say it to me
i can't say it doesnt bother me
but in all honesty i'm handing out apologies, i'm not even sorry
you say it's all my fault and that you wont back down
say something else why dontcha
but look who's talking like they know so much
as if it doesn't make a difference at all
but if we stayed in touch
we'd have run into a wall
so is that enough for you

to reconsider at all 
if it's just to tell you that I'm sorry I'm not
cause if I hadn't have lost then I
wouldn't find out how much I'm really worth
but I can't say I'm not tired of always feeling hurt
you could say a million words
but it still won't get to me
lacking the empathy you need to feel a little more important dontcha
but there's no need for me to panic cause
I feel it more clearly than you

(4cf)
so why I gotta find a way to get over just saying you're right
got you for closure growing older and freeing my mind
there's something heavy on your chest wanna put me in line
just cause i knew you watch your best i might give it the time
aw but it's alright baby you needed t hat
last shot when you was hurt you know it's a part of the fact
if i had just a little more time I might have something to speak for myself
and no I cant be no one else


https://twitter.com/oldcollin/status/1771246823102972362

reconsider (ft. 4cf)

produced by @nt7e & @zivve17

out on all platforms now

~ lyrics
I woke up at 3am
You're texting my phone again
Tell me that you "wanna be friends"
But I already know

Baby I already know
Can you leave that shit alone?
Kick you to the curb
I can finally move on
I don't owe you anything
But whatchu wanna know?
"Are you comin' over?"
Pft, bitch I'm hangin' up the phone

Yeah I'd rather be alone when the
Bass kicks in
I can scream over a hihat
Voice shifted
I'm gonna take my fuckin' crown back
Do it for the king
And don't call me again 'cause I'm
Hangin' up the phone
(Phone x4)

Hangin' up the phone
And now it's 3:30 in the morning
Still up and I got that liquor pouring
Thinkin' about things that I regret
And memories I wish I could forget

But damn
I still see you everywhere
Makes me wanna disappear
But I know that I can't

Cause in reality, don't wanna lose you
And I kinda miss it, my fuckin' world is you
And I can't face it
I fuckin' hate it
Cause I feel like I can't
Talk to you
Bitch I'm hangin' up the phone

Yeah I'd rather be alone when the
Bass kicks in
I can scream over a hihat
Voice shifted
I'm gonna take my fuckin' crown back
Do it for the king
And don't call me again 'cause I'm
Hangin' up the phone
(Phone x8)

phone w/ zivve

prod 31sentinel + simon m
written by 4cf + angelus + gabby start

carer (feat. angelus)

love u all

okay, darling
if i never see ur face again will u still call me
and it seems like everything's slowing down
but ur still falling
and u say ur just another mess for me to get involved in

mobbin with no belt
legs round my waist say u know me so well
and u dont tell
u dont wanna face anything in ur way 
so u might as well
today & tomorrow
is this forever

okay, darling
if i never see ur face again will u still call me
and it seems like everything's slowing down
but ur still falling
and u say ur just another mess for me to get involved in

slow down cowgirl
dont go too fast we could talk about it
speed down, skip town
i found i can't really live without it
guess i thought this time i'd survive
u think ur loves worth more than mine

say u gotta run soon
trust me, i know how it goes
n ur gone by the morning, where u wind up
baby i don't know
and u said
down the line maybe we could reconnect
but my guess is u got tied up with things
i heard ur killing out west

okay, darling
if i never see ur face again will u still call me
and it seems like everything's slowing down
but ur still falling
and u say ur just another mess for me to get involved in

BUFFALO

BUFFALO (evan sasha)

out on all platforms 

https://open.spotify.com/album/690ROHhErsz0miOJW49LxF?si=mwg72MuCRH6Yp9y8geSpLQ

(prod. RFM beats and ‪beatsbyshvrs‬)

(mumbling)
(yeah x1 trillion)

yeah , tell me im the worst
baby idk if thats a gift or its a curse
cuz you never wanna make this work out
now all i do is fucking hurt now
yeah
baby do you ever need me ?
yeah yeah
put my issues in a damn shell
they like jayne why tf
do you even need some damn help
baby im just struggling
tryna pour my heart out
and you never listen to me anyways ..

oh oh oh
i been trying so hard
you look the other way
when im even in your arms
i feel like ill never be enough for u
baby i been struggling to love you
oh yeah
throw my life away
they be listening to my songs
but dont know what i say
sometimes i hate my voice
i cant really help it
i only care abt my self
im so fucking selfish

one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?
one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?

look the other way
i dont wanna be seen right now uh
i thought that i lost myself
and then you came and found me out
i just really hope
that you dont ever let me down
then i was so fucking sad
and you turned me upside
upside down

uh yeah
miss the days when you
left marks on my body yeah
miss the day when you
said that you “fuckin love” me yeah
miss the day when you
would look in my eyes
oooh my
god damn think i fell in love twice
god damn think you look so nice
god damn will you be my wife
(wait thats a little bit too fast)
like do you need a hug?
ik that these other guys just wanna
come and fuck
like baby i can treat you right
ik that you want love
like baby i can be someone that you trust.

(someone that you trust x 10 million)

one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?
one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?

(one plus one thats just me and you and were so stuck like what thats glue youll be there if i need)

prod. blank & scro 

lyrics: love it when you say my name 
but i'm tired of all the same shit
so i'm with your friend right now
and she says my name so loud
i say i love her when i'm fuckin it
and she say she love me when 
im touchin' it 
and if im honest bae shes 
better than you
shawty too good
she been doing all of the things 
that you couldn't 
too bad so sad i'm with a new one
and she lovin' it 
she like when im rough with it
like when i pull her hair
and call her my fuckin bitch uh
i know she fuck with it
i'm the man
and she say it while she suckin it
oh man
addicted to her tan
take you back home and 
i'm meeting her again
and i know it's fucked up
but she got me fucked up
i'm just playing with your head
but she's so good leave me no regrets
love it when you say my name 
but i'm tired of all the same shit
so i'm with your friend right now
and she says my name so loud
i say i love her when i'm fuckin it
and she say she love me when 
im touchin' it 
and if im honest bae shes 
better than you
suffocating to temptation
i can't help but play this game
through my lies and blinded eyes
you see i go with no refrain
wasting time 
i know inside that it ain't right
but fuck it's nice 
i'll roll the dice and pay the price
to set my feelings aside. 


i fw ur friend lol (demo)

Lyrics:

[VERSE 1]
Won't lie to you bae
Hard words that I'm trying to say
Lets try this again
Find reason to say you in my grace
Love when she right in my face
Feel lost gotta find my way (way)
Lately tryna find our place
Lets run it up, but my heart my break (no, no)

Want it bad but you don't know
Look back at all these photos
Wishing that time would change
Find out at the end of the day
My minds runnin round for you bae
We can't argue all day
Times running out, too late
Can we do this shit my way

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

[VERSE 2]
You're moving too fast
Open up when I'm faded
I don't want you that bad, no
She want love, she unstable
But she do the things that I say
Can we do this shit my way
Held it down on my own, I did
I did

Had to, hold my breath cause you won't step back
Hunnids on me, imma break that bank
She tryna lie about it, taint that fact
All these snakes I gotta watch my back

[PRE-CHORUS]
(Back)
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my (back)

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

hold my breath

“Blueprints of the soul” is a pretty special song. I made the beat while I was away in a ski retreat, making it while sightseeing the mountains of Valle Nevado was a legally musical experience. I took me no time to finish the beat, to come up with the bridge and the hook. Then I went back to the infamous Cueva because I was staying at my parents’ place for the weekend. I wrote lyrics about some Harry Potter shit that I didn’t like. Then I freestyled the hook and LOVED it, so I went full on writing the lyrics, it took me the usual 10 to 20 minutes to finish of creative writing. Then it came time to record, I recorded it one take on the first try so I left it with all the emotion. Then it was time to mix it. This song is all about automation. I hope you like it. In regard to the lyrics, I rap about finally being on the other side of dreams, to finally have the nerve to play live and to actually have fans. I hope you guys like it as much as I enjoyed producing it.

LYRICS:

HOOK:
I just know that
I’m ready for more
Ups and downs are
Blueprints of the soul

FINALE:
Blueprints of the soul
Blueprints of the soul
Blueprints of the soul
Blueprints of the soul

BRIDGE:
Cause I am now on the other side
No more daydreaming now it’s reality time 

1:
Took the leap of faith for sure 
Grabbed the skies slid down the slope
I hope I’m better than my last load
And I keep my promises to the soul

Cause life can be as cold as Voldemort
Cold resort useful to cohort
Turn people into stone
Oh my God don’t let me be one of those (who)

Whose fame has turned them into beasts
I don’t know if I will ever resist
(What) 
The temptation of following my whim
And become someone I know it won’t be me
Cause

2:
It was about time you know
To be the best version on the stage full show
Cause I got the power to become
My own definition of success in sum

This is the situation
From La Plaza to the standing ovation
Innovation when it comes to the creation
Of something much bigger than my imagination cause

B O T S

@oldcollin
human resources, music trillionaire