‘I’ve had a dream. And in that dream, the sky was horribly dark, but one could distinctly see tattered clouds, and between them fathomless black patches. Suddenly I noticed in one of these patches a star, and began watching it intently. That was because that star had given me an idea: I decided to kill myself that night.
It was as if that great rush of anger had washed me clean, emptied me of hope, and, gazing up at the dark sky spangled with its signs and stars, for the first time, the first, I laid my heart open to the benign indifference of the universe. To feel it so like myself, indeed, so brotherly, made me realize that I'd been happy, and that I was happy still. For all to be accomplished, for me to feel less lonely, all that remained to hope was that on the day of my execution there should be a huge crowd of spectators and that they should greet me with howls of execration. Sorrow compressed my heart, and I felt I would die, and then . . . Well, then I woke up.
But they won't understand that. No, they will not understand. Because I dreamed it. Yes, I dreamed a dream, my dream of the fifth of September. They tease me now, telling me it was only a dream. But does it matter whether it was a dream or reality, if the dream made known to me the truth? If once one has recognized the truth and seen it, you know that it is the truth and that there is no other and there cannot be, whether you are asleep or awake. Let it be a dream, so be it, but that real life of which you make so much I had meant to extinguish by suicide, and my dream, my dream — oh, it revealed to me a different life, renewed, grand and full of power!’

Enter the Lude

Prelude

Four four demon Got em leaking from my head
Fore fore leaving Got em teeming fulla lead
From my two two Make a move 
The juice loose Shit i'm used to 
Disappear like deuce deuce


I'm a pharaoh decepticon
Metamorphosize into the face of God
And cheat em all
The shit I give is
Hotter than Vesuvius
Your gluteus I kick it 
Then beat it
Then I fuck em all
Bitch don't get involved
Or you bleeding
Hanging from the ceiling
Your Wrists open 
Your Screaming but your choking
I'm fast awake while yall wide asleep
The shadows hide my creep
And the shades they hide my peeps
Jinx was swimming in the deep
Swinging no retreat
There's about to be
Bodies topping bodies
Pistol whip papi
Guts up on the shotty
Money tried to play me
So I do the right thing
Stab and wiggle around
Until the knife sinks
Got gutted for your
Rings and your ice creams
You pray to God 
But I don't give a damn
Jinx don't give a damn
I'm the Son of son of Sam
Mr Mr killer man


Four four demon Got em leaking from my head
Fore fore leaving Got em teeming fulla lead
From my two two Make a move 
The juice loose Shit i'm used to 
Disappear like deuce deuce

Four four demon Got em leaking from my head
Fore fore leaving Got em teeming fulla lead
From my two two Make a move 
The juice loose Shit i'm used to

Jinx - Four Fore

i want you [speed]

RadioFG 93.8 Live(17.08.2022)“HYPERION” Series with CemOzturk - Episode 137 "Presented by PioneerDJ"

Turn around the Levels with S&M! - ℂΛLI𝕏

Call Your Bluff

The Outer Realm Welcomes Guest Kevin Dermot O’Doherty, and he will be discussing his book “Secrets of the Egyptian Nag Hammadi" , a book loaded with knowledge on Gnosticism, Demonology ETs, Human Genesis and much more.
BRIEF DESCRIPTION OF THE BOOK
My book is an analysis, re-translation and revision of two of the books of the Nag Hammadi library found in Egypt in 1945. They are late antiquity texts that have escaped any modification. The book is aimed squarely at those with an interest in Gnosticism, demonology, ETs, human genesis, and the true origins of modern divinatory tarot. It will also gratify the interest of those dissatisfied with the orthodox religious and scientific models. This fresh approach counters the sterility, confusion and, dare I say it, derision that is offered by orthodox scholars whose interests in them, if any, lie against them and, further, ignore their warnings and messages to mankind. That is why this book will sell. It offers clarity to those willing to persevere.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Kevin Dermot O’Doherty was born in Liverpool, England. He first became interested in the Nag Hammadi Codices (NHC) in 1997 following a BBC documentary which featured the origins of the Coptic Church in Egypt. Like many who encounter them, he found the NHC writings almost unfathomable but felt the need to reveal their strong and relevant messages for modern mankind. Invisibly guided, he embarked on a literary journey to unlock their secrets.
Kevin (formerly West) laid the foundation for the understanding of these texts through his forty-two years’ experience as a Spiritualist medium and healer. His comprehensive knowledge and ability in the fields of psychic and spiritual science have helped him bring clarity to what these texts say and teach.
He was a Spiritualist church president in Waterloo, Liverpool, UK, for many years but is no longer attached to any religion or organization. He is also a multi-award-winning filmmaker with many hours of broadcast experience to his credit, including managing a TV studio. He was a regular on Liverpool’s City Talk FM as an esoteric pundit. He holds two black belts with the World Ju-Jitsu Federation
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The Outer Realm Welcomes Guest Kevin Dermot O’Doherty,  - Book  Secrets Of The Egypti

...throw roses into the abyss and say: 'here is my thanks to the monster who didn't succeed in swallowing me alive.'

Enter the Lude

Old Man's Library