i miss the old person i used to be i miss her friends her life and most importantly... her happiness

This song comforted me during dark days back in 2020... Thank you for this. 💖

how many years has it been since i last heard this song? 6 years? all i remember was that the last time i heard this song, i was at my lowest and i considered ending it all. but yeah, here we are. i just graduated college and now working as a guidancr counselor. life really gets better

Support yourself. Don't carry somebody elses quilt.
Lyrics, melody, performing: Aili Avi (9.10.2025)

Enesele/ To myself

"stuck" was originally released on youtube. some of you may have already heard it, and the plan was to include the re-recorded version on my upcoming album "plum blossom" but alas, i felt the need to release it to you all earlier. lately, the support i've been shown and the kindness that you all have given me has been crazier than i could have ever imagined, and i owe it to you all, so thank you!

i'm also curious to know what you all think it's about, i think the song can be applied to a bunch of situations but i'm wondering what YOU think :-)

here are the chords and lyrics:
Capo - 2nd fret 
G Gmaj7 C Cm

i’m stuck
in the middle of two places
the more i try to think about it
my mind just overwhelms me 

then i’m stuck
in the middle of two places
i thought i understood myself
but i stray farther from that everyday 

my feelings confuse me
and i don’t think i could foresee
another split in my identity
can i really accept this reality

maybe i suppressed it
and bottle it up
is it time for me to tell them all
and finally grow up…

i’m stuck
in the middle of two places
i know others are okay with this
but i’m still grappling with feeling

oh so stuck
in the middle of two places
it should be easy to admit
but i just don’t feel like i quite fit.

am i enough
am i enough
i don’t know
i don’t know i tidon’t know if i’m enough

if i’m enough
would i be happier with who i am
but then again,
 what’s enough to them?

(Bridge) G Gmaj7 Am D

i find myself 
laying awake at night
with hypotheticals 
erasing feelings of being alright 

maybe it’s okay
that i can’t quite label it 
i’m sure i’m not alone
in the fact i can’t admit

that i’m stuck
in the middle of two places
but that’s fine, i guess it’s fine
cause maybe one day i’ll be 

okay
in the middle of two places
just like others i’ll accept
that i don’t need to be perfect-ly whole.

that’s okay. 
that’s okay…
it’s okay that i’m in the middle of two places

plum blossom

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stuck

in honor of Selena finally getting a Hollywood star

lyrics:
tanto tiempo disfrutamos de este amor
nuetras almas acercaron
tanto así
que yo guardo tu sabor,
pero tu llevas también
sabor a mí

si negaras mi presencia en tu vivir
bastaria con abrazarte y conversar
tanta vida que yo di
que por fuerza tienes ya
sabor a mí

pero ay ay ay
cómo me duele
pero ay ay ay
cómo me duele

yo sé que tienes un nuevo amor
sin embargo te deseo lo mejor
sin en mí no encontraste felicidad
tal vez alguien más no puo dará

como la flor
con tanto amor
me diste tú
se marchitó
me marcho hoy
yo sé perder

pero ay ay ay
cómo me duele
pero ay ay ay
cómo me duele

pasarán más de mil años y mucho más
pero no sé si tenga amor la enterinidad
pero allá, tal como aquí en la boca lleverás
sabor a mí

sabor a la flor

are you alive or just existing?

forgotten files

rose thorns - sophie meiers

stranger to myself

another day to stay alive

tiffany day - find my way

unsaid ways

fuck u, next.

lyrics:

i don’t want to lose someone like you
they say ur bad but what harm could you do
i let u drag me through the street at 3
now when i drive down ur all that i see

i want u out of my head
i want u out of my mind
i wonder what ur doin
i think of u all the time

but i still know i don’t need u
I’m better off without
but do u still think of me
not something i would doubt

i hear ur name and i still turn my head
do u really think i’d be better off dead
i can’t wait for the day i see u again
so i can ignore u and show u how good I’ve been

i got u out of my head
i got u out of my mind
i don’t wonder what ur doin
that’s just a waste of my time

and i know i don’t need u
i’m better off without
i can’t believe that i missed u
u were nothing to cry about

nothing to cry about

nothing to

nothing to cry about

nothing to

nothing to cry about

nothin to

nothin to

Nothin 2

Olivia Ruby- without words

ᵂᴱᴸᶜᴼᴹᴱ ᵀᴼ ᵀᴴᴱ ᴹᵁˢᴱᵁᴹ ᴼᶠ ᴹᵞ ᴹᴵᴺᴰ·.°·.

another day to stay alive

olivia ruby

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