writing this piece coincided with a moment in my life where waiting has been the sole intention of my everyday.
I haven't seen my parents for a very long time due to the political climate and have reached a surreal point in my life i which my every day is filled with waiting. the waiting has brought a sense of immobility and stuckness accompanied with anger.
this waiting no longer contains a peaceful negative space but a sense of overflowing emotions with numbness.

premiered by SMASH duo at Gaudeamus festival, 2025
                                    
         


10 am is when you come to me

phd fellow in multimedia composition @ brown university
mm royal conservatory of the hague '23

Sarah Nemtsov - composer (*1980) - Germany, Berlin

10 am is when you come to me

Golnaz Shariatzadeh