Go Away

3 Boys

Ribbons

Dispose of Me

God Said No

Done With You

Drama

Learning Me Again

[Verse 1]
Woke up late, forgot to eat,  
A shadow standing on my feet.  
Mirror don’t reflect my name,  
Same skin, but it don’t feel the same.  
I used to dance just down the hall,  
Barefoot, bold, ten feet tall.  
Now I freeze when silence speaks,  
Counting seconds, losing weeks.

[Chorus]
I don’t feel like myself anymore,  
Like I left her crying behind that door.  
She was sunlight, full of fire—  
Now I’m ashes dressed in quiet attire.  
I wear the face, I fake the grace,  
But I miss her laugh, her fearless pace.  
I don’t know where I started to fade…  
But I’d give it all to feel her again.

[Verse 2]
My friends don’t ask the heavy stuff,  
And I don’t tell them when it’s rough.  
I learned to joke, to spin, to cope,  
To wear mascara and give up hope.  
I used to write in purple pens,  
Now it’s deadlines, bills, and “depends.”  
I used to sing like no one heard—  
Now I choke on every word.

[Chorus]
I don’t feel like myself anymore,  
Like I left her crying behind that door.  
She was sunlight, full of fire—  
Now I’m ashes dressed in quiet attire.  
I wear the face, I fake the grace,  
But I miss her laugh, her fearless pace.  
I don’t know where I started to fade…  
But I’d give it all to feel her again.

[Verse 3]
Sometimes I hum a melody,  
And think she’s humming back to me.  
Like if I sing it soft enough,  
She’ll crawl back through all this stuff.  
There’s a photo in a dusty box—  
Eyes that spark before the loss.  
If I ever meet her in this haze…  
I’ll hold her close, and let her stay.

[Bridge]
Beneath the noise, beneath the mask,  
There’s still a girl I didn’t ask—  
To wait this long and still believe…  
But today I felt her breathe.

[Chorus]
I don’t feel like myself no more—  
But I just cracked open that old door.  
And in the quiet, I heard her hum,  
Like sunlight breaking through the numb.  
I wear the face, but now with grace,  
And feel her strength in every place.  
She never left — she lived within…  
And now I’m learning me again.

I don’t feel like myself anymore,  
Like I left her crying behind that door.  
She was sunlight, full of fire—  
Now I’m ashes dressed in quiet attire.  
I wear the face, I fake the grace,  
But I miss her laugh, her fearless pace.  
I don’t know where I started to fade…  
But I’d give it all to feel her again.

Learning Me Again

Hold Me Close This Christmas Night

Hold Space For Me

Ne Me Quitte Pas (Don't Leave Me)

Dispose of Me

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