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Orhan Hakalmaz - Ela Gözlüm Ben Bu Elden Gidersem

Ne gelirse sevdadan gelir

Ne feryad edersin divane bülbül

My biological mother ended her life some time past and It took a long time to be able to talk about it. You know, just like all humans, she started out just a little girl. I do wonder... 

She wasn't all bad I'm sure
its easier to forget the good parts of her
because I want not to see 

the issues with that path 
one that wont diverge 
more of me in here 
than was left in her

creative, kitchen camper, animal lover, emotional napkin
were both sharing of these things
and i cant look at my side profile 
its you 
its her

I had and have a picture in my room, the family home, of you
 a masterpiece of what you could have been
your posed on a bench with your hair in the wind
a model by all means, but a starlet that fell to mean things

I can't help but wonder, who you could have been
could you have been like me? 

It's always the afterthoughts we have 
the ones that have to remain unsettled
we move through life accompanied by ghosts
it should hurt
but i laugh more than I clear my throat

creative, kitchen camper, animal lover, emotional napkin
were both sharing of these things
and i cant look at my side profile 
its you 
its her

I can cook anything, and love all fours, wings, scales and more
Creative? Me, yea just look through my art, music, crafts, and see.
emotional napkin yeah that's the dog pen, but I'm there for anybody
that's me 
that was you 
before you blew 

like a volcano your rumble started slow, an addiction that everyone would know
I'm sorry because what if you had been free
from the chains of that,
would you have been me? 

It's always the afterthoughts we have 
the ones that have to remain unsettled
we move through life accompanied by ghosts
it should hurt
but i laugh more than I clear my throat

creative, kitchen camper, animal lover, emotional napkin
were both sharing of these things
and i cant look at my side profile 
its you 
its her

Not All Bad

Nasıl Yar Diyeyim Ben Böyle Yara 
Mecnun Edip Çöle Saldıktan Sonra 
Alemin Bağına Bülbüller Konar 
Nidem Benim Gülüm Solduktan Sonra ...

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