NO GOD CAN SAVE YOU FROM DEATH . . IF ONE COULD THAN THAT WOULD BE EVIL

музыка моего нынешнего состояния, да и вообще всей моей жизни в целом. спасибо.

still one of the most beautiful songs i know

"IS EVERYBODY I SEE ANOTHER VERSION OF ME?
WHAT IF MY REALITY IS DEEP INSIDE OF A DREAM?
WOULD IT BE HARD TO BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING THAT I'VE SEEN IS JUST A FIGMENT OF MY IMAGINATION? I'M ASLEEP

I'VE BEEN FALLING DOWN
I'VE BEEN FADING OUT
SEEMS LIKE ALL WE HAD IS OVER
SO I'LL LEAVE WITHOUT A SOUND
YOU'VE BEEN FALLING DOWN
YOU'VE BEEN FADING OUT
FEEL LIKE I NEVER SEE YOU SOBER
SO I WON'T BE BACK AROUND"

killstation - delusion (prod. killstation)

mAyEkEyE - Unstable

forgotten faces ft. killstation (prod. chromakey)

https://youtu.be/2y32BppowzE

ft. https://soundcloud.com/tirednyx
prod. https://soundcloud.com/notvhappy

GHOST FT. NYX [PROD. YUKARI] MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION

Ridin' round with the blunt lit, no clip,
Just the butterfly blade on my, hip
City lights flash as I take a hit,
Now they on my dick like, ohhh

but they said I wouldn't make it, nooo
Now every day I'm faded, ohhhh
I don't wanna be famous, nooooo
I just wanna stay jaded, ohhhh

Now everybody hate me, ohhhh.

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Obsidian (Prod. notmorgn & OmenXIII)

http://www.mediafire.com/file/rm8netx2tx8tr51/OmenXIII_-_DECODE.zip

Smokin blunts on the comedown, why?
Just to get back up now, life
get's me down when I just can't, fight
The pain of everything I keep in-side.

Self-hate and I can't control,
My emotions when I lose control.
Wanna die, but I don't wanna die.
Wanna try, but I don't wanna try.

Live my life, I don't need to lie,
I be inside by myself every night,
with the glass on the dresser I could never get enough.
I been drinkin too much and I know it's fucked up.

Smokin' so much and I know I'm fucked up.
but everybody that around tell me things are switchin up.
Nah, Nah, not me lil bitch, bitch it's OmenXIII fuck your team lil bitch.

Smokin blunts on the comedown, why?
Just to get back up now, life.

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MUSIC VIDEO

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http://www.mediafire.com/file/rm8netx2tx8tr51/OmenXIII_-_DECODE.zip

A lot of things change on the daily,
Loved ones, lifetimes, ain't no safety.
If the world was anything then it would be dangerous,
not cuz of violence, not cuz of anger,
bitch it's nature to have friction, we would not be if we didn't
we would be a single image, no atoms no civilization.
We have love so we have pain, no ones perfect we make mistakes
,When the urge we feels too great and emotions get in the way.
,Believe me I've made my own, but that's life so don't let drown you,
The flood is still coming down, if you don't swim it will surround you
   if Your demons are in the water there's no hope of getting out,
When your screaming at your the top of your lungs, 
but there's no one that you could reach out to.
theres nobody there the in the end,
but you are so that's your best reason
to believe in just yourself,
Other options are for the weakened.

Don't prospect on other people, they're not you so they can't be you.
You can try but you can't be them, be like them and you'll being seeing
the results of mimication, forsaken by other people, no god could save you from death
if one could then that would be evil.

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destination

killstation & joei razook - cracks (prod. killstation)

A single off the upcoming EP titled AsWeGrieve
Prod. by @ghostemane
Enjoy.

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Highschool in class think of droppin out,
But that be somethin I could never really talk about,
Everybody always said it aint an option how,
I could walk up in the office sign the doc and bounce,
Cuz 9th grade when the drama would rise up out,
The fuckin ground like a zombie I'd walk around,
And people eye me down,
Its like they talk about me without givin a fuck bout what they talk about,

(Chorus)
Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side,
While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night,
And I aint tryna justify shit,
Can't provide with empty pockets,
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop,

(Verse 2)
I grew up around an abundance of,
Preppy motha fuckas never been one of em,
So because I wasn't conformin,
Didn't play sports or,
Listen to the stuff they bump,
Or rock the shit they rock,
Or talk the way they talk,
I was an easy target so they always pickin on me,
I had to brush it off like a dusty mop,
I let it slide givin time Ida got fed up,
Cuz I be walkin in the hallway hearin this shit all day,
There's a limit that come with the shit that yall say,
People callin me a faggot for rappin and tellin me to kill myself like it don't even matter,
One day I said fuck it,
Threw a middle finger up,
At one the bullies on the bus when I was walkin way from it,
At first I was pissed that I been learnin to live with these people tellin me that I aint worthy of shit,

(Chorus 2x)
Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side,
While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night,
And I aint tryna justify shit,
Can't provide with empty pockets,
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop,

(Verse 3)
Then a year later same deal but I started to smoke,
Chillin with my homies turned into us tryna get stoned,
Fridays were the days we would always wanna buy eights so we get high then buy food to keep us full,
I was smokin for a minute I dont know how often,
But my mom knew I was so it was causin problems,
I would always call her out like no your wrong its not a big fuckin deal I can do what I want,
And I regret that shit,
Soon enough a bad experience put me in depression wishin it would just end,
Used to wonder was it dust but it probably wasn't,
Coulda been that it was strong shit that I couldn't fuck with,
So I quit,
Bout 2 years later started smokin again,
And the same shit happened,
Landed me in therapy the first time around thankfully was already in a better program at the school the people there for me pushed for that,
So I would go to class in the afternoon until Im done and graduate,
All I have to say,
That Ida made it too far just to throw it all away and thats the thing,
Yeah we all feel lost sometimes but Im back up on the path I made,
Don't give a fuck what you have to say,
Makin music and improving on my craft can be challenging,
But Im trying hard thats the key,

(Chorus 2x)
Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side,
While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night,
And I aint tryna justify shit,
Can't provide with empty pockets,
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop

HIGHSCHOOL (prod. GHOSTEMANE)

It's the same thing time and time again.
Put my life on the line to find a means to an end.
It's all in my mind, it's all in my head.
Should I still be alive or am I better off dead?

We dont gotta live, I think we all gotta try.
we ride through the night whether we live or we die,
it's all in our  heads, It's all in our minds.
We live in the dark just so we can see the light.

I get the feeling that there's noone watching me,
I hear whispers I feel something's calling me.
"You're all I need,
If anything.
Remember me
Remember me..."

A slave to the blood that I release with my knife.
I keep turning away, until there's nothing in sight.
feels like there's nothing inside, and so I swallow my pride.
But that can't just subside the hunger I have of time.

It's the price that we pay, that measures all our success.
Trust me, I've seen it all, so I know what to expect.
How the fuck can you give, what you can't even accept.
Don't look into my eyes, unless you're ready for death.

I get the feeling that there's noone watching me.
I hear whispers I feel somethings calling me.
"You're all I need,
If anything.
Remember me
Remember me..."

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OmenXIII

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