whxami, if you ever read this. I love you big g keep your head up and move forward. also what happened to the endersfall album? I helped me so much with daily anxiety and depression. I'd be totally willing to buy a copy of it.

thank you. I love you. this song is true art. never give up on your craft. 

Listen to whxami Don t Worry l m Sorry Prod KAMAARA.mp3 by Rylan Steggell on #SoundCloud https://on.soundcloud.com/Cvsdq

Is there a dropbox of the deleted stuff for sale?

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i remember you were lookin at me something kinda strange
you said you got something that's on your mind and you don't want me to be
offended at all by the shit you think and what you say
girl you're talkin to the wrong one, girl you know i wanna stay
but i can't for long, i don't care at all, i don't wanna be happy i don't wanna be sad
i don't want a thing, i just wanna be, in my own little world feelin like i'm mad
girl i think i'm crazy, you think so too, won't you be my baby, no i don't want you
anymore, out my door, i see you lookin at me i'm dead on the floor
wanna die, every day, i'm alive, so i pray, someone take me away from this shit, life's a game

i don't wanna hurt you (but i might have to) (prod. by drksprk x ggrim)

Ridin' round with the blunt lit, no clip,
Just the butterfly blade on my, hip
City lights flash as I take a hit,
Now they on my dick like, ohhh

but they said I wouldn't make it, nooo
Now every day I'm faded, ohhhh
I don't wanna be famous, nooooo
I just wanna stay jaded, ohhhh

Now everybody hate me, ohhhh.

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Obsidian (Prod. notmorgn & OmenXIII)

A single off the upcoming EP titled AsWeGrieve
Prod. by @ghostemane
Enjoy.

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Highschool in class think of droppin out,
But that be somethin I could never really talk about,
Everybody always said it aint an option how,
I could walk up in the office sign the doc and bounce,
Cuz 9th grade when the drama would rise up out,
The fuckin ground like a zombie I'd walk around,
And people eye me down,
Its like they talk about me without givin a fuck bout what they talk about,

(Chorus)
Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side,
While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night,
And I aint tryna justify shit,
Can't provide with empty pockets,
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop,

(Verse 2)
I grew up around an abundance of,
Preppy motha fuckas never been one of em,
So because I wasn't conformin,
Didn't play sports or,
Listen to the stuff they bump,
Or rock the shit they rock,
Or talk the way they talk,
I was an easy target so they always pickin on me,
I had to brush it off like a dusty mop,
I let it slide givin time Ida got fed up,
Cuz I be walkin in the hallway hearin this shit all day,
There's a limit that come with the shit that yall say,
People callin me a faggot for rappin and tellin me to kill myself like it don't even matter,
One day I said fuck it,
Threw a middle finger up,
At one the bullies on the bus when I was walkin way from it,
At first I was pissed that I been learnin to live with these people tellin me that I aint worthy of shit,

(Chorus 2x)
Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side,
While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night,
And I aint tryna justify shit,
Can't provide with empty pockets,
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop,

(Verse 3)
Then a year later same deal but I started to smoke,
Chillin with my homies turned into us tryna get stoned,
Fridays were the days we would always wanna buy eights so we get high then buy food to keep us full,
I was smokin for a minute I dont know how often,
But my mom knew I was so it was causin problems,
I would always call her out like no your wrong its not a big fuckin deal I can do what I want,
And I regret that shit,
Soon enough a bad experience put me in depression wishin it would just end,
Used to wonder was it dust but it probably wasn't,
Coulda been that it was strong shit that I couldn't fuck with,
So I quit,
Bout 2 years later started smokin again,
And the same shit happened,
Landed me in therapy the first time around thankfully was already in a better program at the school the people there for me pushed for that,
So I would go to class in the afternoon until Im done and graduate,
All I have to say,
That Ida made it too far just to throw it all away and thats the thing,
Yeah we all feel lost sometimes but Im back up on the path I made,
Don't give a fuck what you have to say,
Makin music and improving on my craft can be challenging,
But Im trying hard thats the key,

(Chorus 2x)
Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side,
While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night,
And I aint tryna justify shit,
Can't provide with empty pockets,
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop

HIGHSCHOOL (prod. GHOSTEMANE)

RiverKinn
"Asthma"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

Thank you for 500k ♡

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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My friend
I'm all alone
I'm always on the fence
I can't go on like this
I'm too spent
I've obviously gone too far again
I can't go on like this
My friend
I know you've read the letters that I sent
I'd wish you all the best
But I'm dead
From all the words I wish you'd never said
You ripped my heart from my chest

I smile while you ripping it out
Get the blood drip taste
What I spit in your mouth
Why I should I worry where I'm headed
When I'm six in the ground?
I've been relatives with the devil
Even lived in his house
But was I singled out?
Yeah, it really seems apparent when I think about it
Maybe I was meant to earn the merit
Feeling so disparaged
Got me tearing out my hair again
I'm cursing and I'm swearing
Get the fuck out my head

My friend
I'm all alone
I'm always on the fence
I can't go on like this
I'm too spent
I've obviously gone too far again
I can't go on like this
My friend
I know you've read the letters that I sent
I'd wish you all the best
But I'm dead
From all the words I wish you'd never said
You ripped my heart from my chest
--------------------

@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

OFFICIAL VISUAL

Asthma

prod. @iamrellim

Lyrics:

(Verse)
I been fed lies so I can sleep at night,
They tell me shits fine we gonna be alright,
While you fantasize about a better life,
Im out here tryin to get it right,
Fuck the conversations I aint tryna pretend I know the meanin of this life once we die in the end,
It seems that everybody blinded by material things,
So take the money and the fame and leave us dying in peace

(Chorus)
You
I never thought about you
Im tryna live it up
You
You got some problems know oh,
You
And I dont give a fuck

(Verse 2)
I been fed lies so I can sleep at night,
They tell me shits fine we gonna be alright,
While you fantasize about a better life,
Im out here tryin to get it right,
Wonder where these songs be spawnin layin in bed,
Its like a pen up in my mental always writing a script,
I got a hunnid million reasons I aint tryin to quit,
But I dont got the time to say em by resightin the list

wasting time (prod. RELLIM)

Two Minutes Four Seconds (prod. Xtravulous)

Contra feat. Killstation (Prod. riverkinn)

Thinking Every Night

Joei Razook - Ripping at the Seams

Produced by Internetboy

instruments by Joei Razook

Ripping At The Seams (prod.  internetboy)

The wind took the smoke, and seperated it all.
I hope my ghost a little stronger than these blunts that I rolled.
Sometime's the shit just bring me back when I can't maintain control,
Independent thoughts just wander in my head when I don't.

most the people that I see are hiding behind a mask,
Because I don't it's even clearer to see they not intact.
Fragments of some dreams that they know they repressed in the past.
Way to scared to take a jump and even give it a chance.

Sometime's I think that some of the things on my mind just ain't alright.
Why do I feel the way that I feel when I look up to the sky.
No dark, no light, it's just a product of my mind.
Any way you can describe and try to twist these fuckin lies,

We just live and die, isn't that the suprise ?
Are expectations necessary to escape a miserasble life?
I represent a million voices that never got a chance,
Only thing that stands between us is their all in my head.

Where do I go when I cannot feel the feelings lost in the smoke.
Where do I go when I cannot find the things that I need to cope.
Where do I go when I cannot reach the people that got my back.
Where do I go when I cannot understand if my mind's intact.

This ink spills across the sky.
What do you see inside my mind?

Where do I go when I cannot feel the feelings lost in the smoke.
Where do I go when I cannot find the things that I need to cope.
Where do I go when I cannot reach the people that got my back.
Where do I go when I cannot understand if my mind's intact.

HACKER

Ink Spills Words (Prod. kryptik)

RiverKinn
"Disguise"
Featuring JESS
Produced by RiverKinn

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RiverKinn:
We came undone
I can't imagine why
We're so far gone
Is it worth it still to try?
Maybe it's fate
Or a blessing in disguise
I learned too late
Even love can be a lie

JESS:
I'm living in your lies
You wore me out
And now you're something I despise
Every time I think of you
You come right back around
When it's just the taste of you
I want to spit you out
You definitely split my heart in two
I've learned to drown you out
And there's nothing that compares to you
But I can live without
I've tried and tried and tried
To keep on going
Even knowing (yeah)
And now I'm growing
You see it showing
You'll die not knowing
(Yeah)

RiverKinn:
We came undone
I can't imagine why
We're so far gone
Is it worth it still to try?
Maybe it's fate
Or a blessing in disguise
I learned too late
Even love can be a lie

(Outro)
--------------------

@riverkinn
@jesshimmelberg

Play Dead MMXIX

HIGHSCHOOL (prod. GHOSTEMANE)

whxami

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