my life is in ruins

https://spirame.bandcamp.com/album/lifewaste-demos-unfinished

Lifewaste (demos/unfinished)

spira me - Hide

https://genius.com/Spira-me-cherished-lyrics

spira me - Cherished prod. with3r

prod @lyn_u
cover art @trustt

@lyn_u
i got 2 racks on my body i got 2 racks for my twin
i cant switch up on nobody thats a mf sin
i feel like im chosen bitch all i do is win
dropped a bag on these jeans then i do that shit again
i just walked right out the bank boy i dont gotta play pretend
i got money coming fast bitch i cant even count to 10
i just walked right out the bank boy i dont gotta play pretend
bitch dont hit me up again boy im not ur fucking friend

@trustt
if i cut you off throw you out and you still complain
this is why i dropped you little bitch  don't taint my name
showing my true colors i hope god decide my fate
breaking through the canvas when i spray em i see paint
i got jewels on my body and especially my waist
that percent of hating i got all of in my bank
all that time you wasting i can tell you got no play
im so done with winning i got nothing left to say 

@deepinparis
if you cant catch all this shit im saying you not listening
how am i supposed to count these racks when i cant count to 10
i just took a break to come back better than ive ever been
ive been going too damn hard i need to ease it up a bit
i got so damn rich remember the day it clicked
you said you think its out of reach i know it never is
maybe you wouldnt sound so bad if you put effort in
when i get up on the mic im leaving an impression bitch

prod me art by me

lyrics:
feel so malnourished
cuz i cant get you out my mind
things i do for I lost my mind
what'd you do for it?
its a crazy way to end our lives
should've known, there's no surprise

hold me close
let me know
I'm not the same
you know what I want
so please let me know
its hard to go home
its getting old
the story's told

I lost my way
I cant find my face
its hard to misplace
am I going insane?
i cant get you to stay
I cant choose who to save
x2

I've lost my train of thought 
I've lost my brain in an instant
if I tried to talk it out
would you even try to listen?
hold on again
just wait til may
you'll feel again
just one more day

malnourished

prod me n advxrse

the long awaited @deepinparis collab

lyrics:
you wanna see who goes the farthest
i done fucked up my whole life i wont restart it
got your girl in the whip she push the start in
why do the fuck do i end back up where i started?
do it when u want girl i know youre a poser
i said i wanna be different but im a loner
nothing special she wondering why i chose her
 need to get my shit together bitch im older

I got gas inside my lungs I'm never sober
I'm still waiting for the weather to get colder
fucked up one too many fucking times, like is it over
yea just know its not ur fault that's what I told her
why ur squad they always do the most bruh
how the fuck u 25 and wear a choker
yea I'm in her bed but I don't really know her
yea u wake up and ur hating do ur homework
want a feat u cant afford it
sorry I cant answer ur call I'm too busy I'm recording
please do not hit my line if you got no gas I'm in a shortage
my bros ride around the town we run it up like we some tourists
I might follow u on ig just know I wont view ur story
I cant hang with no one new cuz I think they all boring
I don't keep up with ur music cuz that shit it got me snoring
crack the seal we circle round just know that my squad we gon pour it
we got good ass fucking gas u know we get that shit imported

restart

with @h3artch3rades prod @hdbn2 n naggens 
Lyrics:
I wanna turn up with my bros
Already wasted all those nights 
Spent 3 bands just to rock these clothes
On my soul imma live my life
She tweaked out, boutta blow my high
Boutta turn up, sip the ‘pagne on ice
Ain’t pay no mind when you said something once
So why you tryna come back tryna say somethin twice

And we up all night, like, til the sunrise
Can’t stop til the top floor of the high rise
Say that you love, look in my eyes
What you want from me, should I just die?
Woah
I can tell that something not right
Flash on the cam, now my wrist look bright 
Show cash for the gram, you ain’t got it real life
You should go chase yours, quit tryna get mine

I don’t need a pep talk, no, pep talk
In the whip and we sped off, woah
And I
Wanna be right, I know I’m dead wrong
Why do we fight? Where did we go wrong?
I don’t know, I don’t know
I can’t let you go
Let me know, let me know
Cause I can’t let you walk away

@h3artch3rades
Let me know, let me know
If you’re tryna give your heart away
Let me know, let me know
In case you’re feeling worlds away
Let’s go, let’s go
Come on let’s push this here all the way
And in case you’re feeling off today
Wanna push that pressure far away

Let’s go, let’s go
Let’s make this something nice
Give you something, feelin right
Give you something that you like today
Go outside and live your life today
This feeling inside is liberation
Ain’t it just the greatest feeling
Ain’t it just the greatest when your heart

Your heart
Ain’t it just the, yeah, ain’t it just the, yeah
Your heart aligns with what you want
Your dreams and wants ain’t miles apart
Oh ain’t it just the greatest
Ain’t it just the greatest feeling, yeah

@cld
I wanna turn up with my bros
Already wasted all those nights 
Spent 3 bands just to rock these clothes
On my soul imma live my life
She tweaked out, boutta blow my high
Boutta turn up, sip the ‘pagne on ice
Ain’t pay no mind when you said something once
So why you tryna come back tryna say somethin twice

And we up all night, like, til the sunrise
Can’t stop til the top floor of the high rise
Say that you love, look in my eyes
What you want from me, should I just die?
Woah
I can tell that something not right
Flash on the cam, now my wrist look bright 
Show cash for the gram, you ain’t got it real life
You should go chase yours, quit tryna get mine

I don’t need a pep talk, no, pep talk
In the whip and we sped off, woah
And I
Wanna be right, I know I’m dead wrong
Why do we fight? Where did we go wrong?
I don’t know, I don’t know
I can’t let you go
Let me know, let me know
Cause I can’t let you walk away

Spotify

LiveMyLife #XO w/ h3artch3rades

Now on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6bqM7kPXrsyBnNRQmqodYI?si=f9941c1c5d93463e

first half prod @erdo + @jaseybounded
second half prod me + serenity

lyrics:
yea i keep it tucked
yea u talkin all that shit
lil bro u doin what?
yea u know i got a temper
boy dont push yo luck
mac11 get to sprayin
jus to teach him sum
im a blind man
keep that cane (K) (caine) and dat stick for fun

glock9 get to pinchin
why they hit me up for fts
i got no interest
fuck what they been sayin bout me
bitch they out my business
i been steady up
bitch lets talk wit my statistics

check, huh, check it
im too fuckin reckless
ha, got designer on my jacket
ha, yea i dont like no fakes round my bread bitch
ion make shit personal
i like to keep it seperate

ha, po po po pour another
ha yea ha po po po pour another
one
ha yea ta ta tab on my tongue
ha yea fu fuck dat function
up

i dont like no extras
boy jus pay attention
i dont like no extras
please jus pay attention x2

yea
i dont care bout brokies
boy what u say dont affect me
i dont got no patience for ts
boy do not test me
im laughin
a&rs be watching all my moves
im attractive
if u were them you'd wanna sign me too
im fuckin active

pack dat blunt
idc if u pass it or catch it
groupies tryna fuck on me
idc they too ratchet
its tragic
take another tab up in the lab
i been crashin
blue bills in the bank
i fuckin walk in and cash in

count it up
i love dat bag
married to the fuckin cash
type shit bitch
i made a rack i dont care
fafafa
u not tuff u play the act
talk dat shit u gettin packed
talk shit u wont leave intact
i know dat

i dont like no extras
i dont like no
yea
i dont like no extras
please just pay attention
margiela on my steppers
please just pay attention
no i dont fw extras
fuck outta my mentions

extras (erdo jasey me serenity)

@omgisai
freestyle 👀

walk slow through the city lights
im tryna move but im stuck in time
im w my bros creepin in the night
keep my head down keep my circle tight

tears up on my jeans tears been rolling down my sleeves
aint nobody wanna talk to me i never feel seen
used to pray up on my knees now im quiet when i grieve
aint nobody wanna talk to me u dont know what i mean
tears up on my jeans walls are falling down on me yea
i done fleed the scene came back like a different me yea
fuck all of my dreams i just wanna live in peace yea
slam my fucking head in to feel something underneath yea

grew up on a screen yea
keep my eyes peeled there was too much shit i seen yea
hate to see ur name when im scrolling on my feed yea
its not what it seems woke up crying on my dream yea

its a bloody scene
give a fuck about ur art u just do it for the streams yea

yea i been fallin through routines
u still mad about some old shit theres not fucking beef yea
my true self buried deep
i be acting like i know shit i dont know a thing yea
friends they come n leave
i dont know where their going thats a common theme yea

bandAid✚ prod isai /𝚎𝚡𝚌𝚕𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎\

prod me

you took it all and left
no baby i'm so tired of the way you make me feel
my life has been hella boring
look at me i'm a fucking mess
i lost all capabilities of making something right
i'm starting to think the worst
i know it's not healthy but this feeling is a curse
i liked when we talked about the shit that made you laugh
now i'm stuck on the little things i'll wait until i crash
who will take the blame?
if i look back in two years am i the same?
yeah i love my life because i treat it like a game
everyone that I've ever encountered is insane (but who am i to-)
at the end of the night
i miss how you liked
i know its not right but it keeps me up all the time

took it all

prod me

how'd it all go wrong?
i swear that everything that i love is almost gone
you waited till the fall to tell me how you really felt
i swear that when you looked at me i couldn't tell
all my intentions weren't right
you showed there's darkness in the light
all my intentions weren't right
i tried to make sure you're alright
but it all goes wrong
how'd it all go wrong?
i tried to fix it
but nothing ever works
i feel that when i talk it only makes it worse
tell me all the things
where you go to hide when no ones listening
it's been some months since you came north to visit me
i told bro to signal me

how'd it all go wrong?
i swear that everything that i love is almost gone
you waited till the fall to tell me how you really felt
i swear that when you looked at me i couldn't tell
its not easy but you make it up to be
i wish all my insides weren't ugly
its not easy but you make it up to be
i wish all my insides weren't ugly
but it all goes wrong
how'd it all go wrong?
i tried to fix it
but nothing ever works
i feel that when i talk it only makes it worse
how'd it all go wrong?
how'd it all go wrong?
how'd it all go wrong?
how'd it all go wrong?

all goes wrong

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art by https://www.instagram.com/sixeess
produced by @ssoh
featuring @hiseph @cld @uxiexo @shlain170

lyrics soon ;')

seph, cld, uxie, & shlain - hotline (ssoh)

prod me

im losing all patience
every single thing is after me my heart is racing
i cant erase my thoughts until i face them
its like everyone that i have ever known had to replace them
im losing all patience
she said that i never talk to her i cannot take it
she its the- its the little things that always make it
if i fumble now ill fucking break it

i know that its hard to speak to me
and honestly i dont see what you see
if i had a life id probably end it truthfully
and i dont know why you just wanted me

and honestly this feeling gets to me
why does everything i love just flee
and honestly this feeling gets to me
i dont want nobody to compete

erase

prod me

.
 i'm so nauseous in here i feel like kafka's prophet

i've been lost in my ways that's why i'm locked in often

used love the way it was till you told me that i lost it

i keep two inside the cellar cause the monsters speaking nonesense

and you're everything i want cause you're everything i'm not

do you still think about those days when we used to one on one

and i know that he's the one but i miss it when we talked

you stole everything i want, you stole everything i wanted

i see you in everyone

is it everything you wanted

i try to hide but it's still following me

now i'm just lying on the floor

is it the same for you

tryna find a name for you

i see it when i'm next to you

take me out don't let me breathe

you can find me at the same tree

been walking in the dark, but you're still guiding me

(i've been trapped in, i feel like i'm trapped in)

took it all

isai

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