Yung Van

Thank you Hk <3
Cover art: @pytn.d on instagram

Lyrics- 

I don't really care
you were never there
Said you had my back
you just never cared
Said I never loved but that shit ain't fair

claiming that you love me but you don't mean shit 
Claiming that you had me but you never did yeah x2
Always wanted somewhere there but you pushed me away
You want me in your bed but I don't want to stay x2

pretty heartbroken


You hit my line,
We're just wasting time
Always on your phone, 
You were never mine
Talking bout your ex almost all the time,
Yeah talking bout your ex he was on your mind

ON SPOTIFY <3

I waited on you, you never came. (Prod. HKfiftyone)

FOLLOW HARUHI

December (Prod. Haruhi)

Sleep well...
Lyrics-

i'm so lost in time
I tried
To heal 
Your wounds
But mine
Are tied
To rough
Your pain
I shared
But now it's mine
You left
Me here
On my own 
All my joy
Has gone
I'm left dry
My hands
No longer soft
But corse
My heart
Beats, but
I'm incomplete
Where'd you go
with my heart 
and my soul
I'm left 
naked and bare 
on your floor
I'm on the floor 
my hands are bare
I'm in despair

FOLLOW DEADFOREST

you'll never know the pain you've caused (Prod. DeadForest)

Go follow my man <3
https://soundcloud.com/fuckhamz

Hammy:
I just wanna know
do you still think of me?
when you're all alone
i hope you still remember me
i don't wanna go
my heart is on your driveway
sitting all alone
they never care what i say x2

never care what i say
driving on the highway
driving on the freeway
you can have it your way
i don't really care girl
look at me and stare girl
i just wanna die now
smokin till i die now
diving on the highway
driving on the freeway
i just wanna see you
hope you want me too
i can't ever think straight
tell em that i feel great
even though i'm lyin
always fucking lying
remember what we had
now i can't stop crying
i just popped an oxy
now i think i'm flying
i just hit the ground
now i'm really dying

Yung Van:
I still have your number in my phone
Sometimes I drive by your home
I think of all the good times
I think we had some good times
I miss waking up to texts
I hate calling you my ex
I should have known this would happen
I should have known this would happen 

I've been driving all night
I'm just tryna feel right
When I think of you though
I don't want to die alone
Thinking bout you all the time
Wish that you weren't getting high
I don't think I'm feeling fine x2
Ive been driving all day
I'm just tryna feel okay
I know I can't run away
Girl you meant the world to me
Think of what we used to be
Wish it was just you and me
Guess we just weren't meant to be
I thought we were meant to be
I just wanna die now
I just wanna cry
I thought you were mine babe
I thought we were fine
Called you every night girl
Cause I thought you cared
Called you every night girl
I was always there
I wish I could walk away from all this pain
I feel like I was cut
I thought you were the one

Wish i was enough x4

FOLLOW HAMMY

i'm not depressed, i just miss you w/Hammy (Prod. Tec)

i'll be here when you are ready ,<3
FOLLOW BOTH DAIVD AND KUROIME
@kuroimetsuyu
@davidentendu

FOLLOW DAVID <3

i tried so hard to love you, but you pushed me away w/ David Entendu (Prod. Kuroime)

@kuroimetsuyu
thanks to @Guardinmusic as well <3

Lyrics-

Angry at myself, but I'll say I'm fine
A smile on my face, but I hurt inside
I'm not feeling great I just wanna die
When I said I loved you it was just lie


I needed someone there, wasn't feeling great
I know now I was wrong, it was a mistake
I truly hurt you bad, now I'm in the dirt
Saying that you hate me, does it soothe the hurt
I never loved myself
And I never asked for help
I'm sorry I resent you for trying
It's impossible to love me when I'm dying

I just wanna spread love
But I can't even feel love


I'm lying to myself when wake up
Cause I don't ever really want to wake up
Living in the dark that's a prefect life
After all this pain, imma be alright

FOLLOW KUROIME

i'm just not the same person i used to be. (Prod. Kuroime)

Love you all <3
Thank you @leansipper for mixing my vocals <3

FOLLOW LIL HEARTBREAK

you can live without me (Prod. lil heartbreak)

@leansipper is my bro <3

Chorus- 
All my friends they wanna die
I tell them it's gone be alright
We're gone make it through tonight
Everything's gone be just fine
You know that I'll always be there
You don't ever need to be scared
I will never let you cry
I will never watch you die



verse 1-
I know your life's not the best now
I know your feeling depressed now
But even if you feel stuck, just get right back up, cause you'll never disappoint me

verse 2-
I'm working hard working hard too
To Keep your arms free of scars too 
And every night when your crying I'll be right there by your side you'll be fine man

all my friends want to kill themselves (Prod. lil heartbreak)

yake blue x yung van
@itsyungvan
@officialyake
produced, mixed etc by me
sample by kings of convenience

moving past ft. yung van

I love you all! please go check out Lux and Guardin!!
@lux_45
@guardinmusic

LYRICS-

Yung van:
Call me back I need you right now
On the ground as the rain pours down
Where'd you go when i needed you 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Call me back as the rain pours down
On the ground I need you right now 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Where'd you go when I needed you 
I called you but I can't speak
But I can hear you breathing
I'm wide awake cause I can't sleep
and I can only think of you

guardin:
think too much, i'm so lost, where my head go?
 trippin' now, blankin' out to the echo
all i fears finally here, movin' mad slow 
pacing now, trace your frown when i let go 
falling back into the depths of my own mind
 i'd be lying to you baby if i said that i was fine 
i've been rearranging furniture & finding stuff inside 
like the crystals in my pockets that you probably left behind 
i don't wanna be without you 
baby i am not okay without you

FOLLOW MY MAN LUX!!!

you were my best friend w/ guardin (Prod. Lux45)

i love you all <3
@hatefulbeats

Lyrics- 
I've been fighting all alone for while now
Left me here back in June, been some time now
I never thought I would feel this way
I'm knee deep in my shame
I wanna fade away
But
I can't let my family down
They've always had my back 
They've always held me down
I know that you'd be ashamed
If You could see my now
I need to make a change

And I hate the way that I miss you
And I hate the way that I miss you 

I can't pretend that I'm fine
Cause I hate when i smile
I can't pretend that I'm fine
Cause you've been gone for a while now

FOLLOW HATEFUL!! <3

life was easier before you left (Prod. hateful)

Follow both Lanie and Kuroime
p.s. i love you all <3
(Photo is by Forrest Payne)
@kuroimetsuyu
@sadlylanie

Lyrics- 

Yung van:
No baby No
IMMA die all on my own
You don't need me though 
Getting money on your own 
No baby no 
You don't need me in your life
You be living right 
Baby you be living fine

Lanie:

what should i even do
i'm still all alone thinkin what is up with you
yet i can't swallow down my pride
its too late to save me so please stop asking why
and this ain't fair this ain't fair
baby i'm so sorry that's it's easy not to care
no this ain't fair this ain't fair
so leave me to my money watch me throw it in the air babe
dollar signs takin up my eyes i can't believe the green ain't make believe only thing that's on my mind hey
prices high but it ain't a crime yeah this fantasy come true to me is doing me so right babe
now everybody knows
everybody knows
i'm sorry you're alone
but i got it on my own

FOLLOW LANIE <3

i can see you're alright w/ Lanie (Prod. Kuroime)

I hope you all like this one! @tothegood is amazing! 
Mix and Mastered by Hkfiftyone <3
Photo by: @yunghonja

Lyrics-

I've been trapped inside this head of mine
I tell everyone that I'll be fine
honestly I'm bout to take the fall 
Therapy ain't even help at all

I've been trapped inside this place for a long time
I've been contemplating death for a long time
I just don't know where to turn, where to turn now
I guess I've run out of turns, time to fall down
I'm insecure and I'm jealous of my own friends
Looking forward to the day where this all ends
I'm moving to a new town Wednesday
But no matter where I go I'll never escape

I've been trapped inside this head of mine
I tell everyone that I'll be fine
honestly I'm bout to take the fall 
Therapy ain't even help at all

I've been trapped inside these lies of mine
I tell everyone that I'll be fine
Honestly I'm bout to take the fall
I don't even wanna live at all

FOLLOW TOTHEGOOD

The Fall (Prod. tothegood)

I love you all! sorry for being mia recently!
Mix and Mastered by @leansipper
Art is by @fuckgrief on twitter <3
Lyrics-

{Chorus}
I don't know who I am anymore
(Look back, never see my again) 
I don't know who I am anymore
(I tried to run, buts all pretend) 
I don't know who I am anymore
(Look back, you'll never see me again)
I don't know who I am anymore
(I tried to run but it's all pretend)


{Verse}
My mirror's staring back at me
But it's all pretend
This is fantasy
All my friends laugh at me
But it's all pretend
They're all dead to me

MIX/MASTERED BY HUSKAI

illusions (Prod. artax)

Thank you for everyone who has supported me and my friends! i will miss you flowars <3

Links-
@guardinmusic
@daddydandy

flowars x guardin x yung van - lavender dreams (Prod. charlie c)

Thank you all so much for supporting me! i couldn't be more thankful and happy with everything i have been given! I want to thank David Kiernan for the artwork and @leansipper !! Shout out to @cozyboycries for mixing song #7!! Love you all so much <3
<3 Acid Castle <3
Everyone who is on the EP----
@1800entity
@guardinmusic
@prodbyvessels
@artax666
@leansipper
@lilheartbreaker
@prod-trash
@lilhappylilsad
@tothegood

Yung Van

omnia solus