🎵  flickering pictures of my face
dont you fuckin show me what i look like ill get nervous 🎶

PLEASE follow https://soundcloud.com/qwaston. he's a great musician and an ever greater person.

ride&back&home (telemist remix)

qwaston - ride&back&home (telemist's remix)

"ashes" originally made 2-22-21

im over my fears

I'm gonna start this very simple and with absolute truth - im not a pedophile. I barely knew the person who called me out, I didn't even know their name, I had no interest in pictures, no interest in finding out who they were irl, the conversations were short and I forgot about them barely a year later, like most conversations I had at that time with strangers. the second time around they reached out, I didn't even remember they were the same person let alone how old they were. the biggest mistake I made was putting myself in a space and community where there was no age control or consideration of anybody's background on a daily basis. i was maybe a year right out of high school, I am not perfect.

I've spent almost every week of the last year attending behavioral therapy, pushing myself through some very dark spaces addressing my own past traumas. I refuse to spill every detail about my life and childhood, but the biggest thing I've learned is that I'm not a self hating monster who purposefully seeks out hurting children. I refuse to be that image people think I am, I've worked so fucking hard this last year to figure myself out and I have no regrets about where I am now mentally. I made mistakes, I addressed them, I'm very proud of how far I've come. I don't care if anyone believes me or forgives me or whatever! have your own mindset, thats perfectly great. I think being tossed out of the communities I had been involved in like trash was infinitely for the better, looking back at how fucking nasty and awful some of those people are. I'm glad I didn't hurt myself and to be honest, I never will and it only gets better from here.

I'm not a monster, I'm going to continue making what I love, and I'll keep working to be a better person despite the ashes in my past. I probably won't continue omnipony other than small tidbits, but for those that know my truth, I'm happy to have you along the journey

god bless✌️

ashes 3.1

ORG' https://soundcloud.com/anxsound/au5-nytrix-always-in-a-nightmare-anx-house-flip

ぉ─ゑぅぇﾚヽずﾚヽω､ﾅ″ﾅょﾚヽー⊂めぁʚ ♥ɞ

i'm forever grateful, but i still fucking hate you

you ask what's on my mind
like you even care
you say that i seem "a little distant lately"
all the things i keep from you
carry too much weight to bare
so i say "i'm fine" and turn my face away
(ohhh) and i don't wanna hurt your feelings
(ohhh) no i don't wanna be the reason
(ohhh) that tonight you're barely sleeping

WE CAN TRY IT AGAIN !
JUST LET ME KNOW WHEN !
WE CAN TRY IT AGAIN !
CAUSE I THINK I'M SCARED TO BE ALONE, AGAIN
WE CAN TRY IT AGAIN !
WE CAN TRY IT AGAIN !
CAUSE I THINK I'M SCARED TO BE ALONE, AGAIN

by now you've already given up
wish there was something i could say to make it okay, but there's not
and i hope somewhere out there, you find everything you want
so i'll wish you the best as you wait for something better yet to come
lets go!

WE CAN TRY IT AGAIN !
JUST LET ME KNOW WHEN !
WE CAN TRY IT AGAIN !
CAUSE I THINK I'M SCARED TO BE ALONE, AGAIN
WE CAN TRY IT AGAIN !

lmk !

we ball once again

i think I finally found a sound that's me lol

TRACKLIST
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meka - extinction
yax03 - stresstest
trinity megas - ignite overdrive
sandio - look back
type r - id
meka - blood
dreamloader - melodie
kvory - nesiessmég
fallen shrine - kling like a klang
dj sharpnel - 20031023
sanodg - rareheroes
the prodigy - light up the sky (dave skywalker remix)
aiyru - waiting
type r - ione
aero-ji - the sensory order
id - id
betwixt & between - unseen entity
polaritia - gorgon's eye
trinity megas - dash latency
type r - garden of eden
zorza - hyperdream (esteban desigual remix)
geraid - translation of the children of the night
aran - dream coil

TYPE R @ MAGENTA HARDCORE EXCLUSIVE

anticulture

https://impactraves.org/events/spring-breakcore/

SECTION1 - 180
Ziken Akahane - Deck The Footcore
+ Venetian Snares - Vache
Thinktec - Thinkvoid
Flown - The Glare from You
+ Tanchiky - Riot
TOMOSUKE - ACID VISION (Allotropy Artcore Mix)
+ LASTorder - The Call of Spring (feat. Utae)
The Flashbulb - The Bridgeport Run
Frums - Gender and a Metal Bat
かたぎり - Angel's Salad ("Le mythe étendu" ver.)

SECTION2 - 200-α
Terminal 11 - Start Over
+ Rephaim - Tesla Coil
Supire - Circuit
+ Taishi - An Invisible Hand
Richard Devine - Sentik Pin
+ callasoiled - EN. v0.20
Datach'i - EVENT.SLVVVR
+ Ryoji Ikeda - ultratronics 05
Frums - drink-colored eight star
nitro - summersick (@ 150)

SECTION3 - 220
かたぎり - あかず
dandeless - crack in the earth
+ かめりあ - Break The Silence
Miii - Plateau
kamome sano - Lethal Cream
callasoiled - シ
+ かめりあ - [ns]
Venetian Snares - Epidermis
+ Metome - Angel Heart
Frums - NEERWUISSALEARNTD
 
SECTION4 - 240-β
Fugenn & The White Elephants - Gimmick
+ 廻転楕円体 - 白色矮星
Deftones - Knife Party (Final Sketch Remix)
Frums - 欲
+ 蛇塚透花 - 妹
Current Value - Transscript
Supire - Aorta
+ Frums - HALL
Xanopticon - Bedowra
7_7 - புரோஸ்டேட் (@ 95)

[MIX] @ Spring Breakcore (2025-03-21)

♱ I know everything now, about me, about you, about this world ♱

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- Discord
https://discord.com/invite/uXSFY2htn4

- Youtube
https://www.youtube.com/@skaluh

- Bandcamp
https://skaluh.bandcamp.com/track/sewerslvt-inertia-status-skaluh-remix

sewerslvt - inertia status (skaluh remix)

PHNTMZN - empty skies (prod. phntmzn bR)

2025/12/30にC107で頒布するブルアカハードコアコンピ、「GREEN SiGNAL」収録予定の曲のプロトタイプ版です。

twitter：x.com/otama_hardcore

ashes 3.1

OMNIPONY