"ashes" originally made 2-22-21

im over my fears

I'm gonna start this very simple and with absolute truth - im not a pedophile. I barely knew the person who called me out, I didn't even know their name, I had no interest in pictures, no interest in finding out who they were irl, the conversations were short and I forgot about them barely a year later, like most conversations I had at that time with strangers. the second time around they reached out, I didn't even remember they were the same person let alone how old they were. the biggest mistake I made was putting myself in a space and community where there was no age control or consideration of anybody's background on a daily basis. i was maybe a year right out of high school, I am not perfect.

I've spent almost every week of the last year attending behavioral therapy, pushing myself through some very dark spaces addressing my own past traumas. I refuse to spill every detail about my life and childhood, but the biggest thing I've learned is that I'm not a self hating monster who purposefully seeks out hurting children. I refuse to be that image people think I am, I've worked so fucking hard this last year to figure myself out and I have no regrets about where I am now mentally. I made mistakes, I addressed them, I'm very proud of how far I've come. I don't care if anyone believes me or forgives me or whatever! have your own mindset, thats perfectly great. I think being tossed out of the communities I had been involved in like trash was infinitely for the better, looking back at how fucking nasty and awful some of those people are. I'm glad I didn't hurt myself and to be honest, I never will and it only gets better from here.

I'm not a monster, I'm going to continue making what I love, and I'll keep working to be a better person despite the ashes in my past. I probably won't continue omnipony other than small tidbits, but for those that know my truth, I'm happy to have you along the journey

god bless✌️

ashes 3.1

part of MORPHO PARADIGM 4.
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MORPHO PARADIGM 4

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𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯,
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𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘯, 𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥.

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from a young age i struggled with feeling valid. i never found a place in life where i genuinely felt accepted, so i used music as my safe haven. i hope that what our community is doing nowadays helps a lot of people feel more valid and helps them believe that the world is just as open and just as available to them as it is to anyone else. noone should feel outcast for something they cant change, and in a way maybe we should always try to look at the things we cant change about ourselves as our biggest strengths.

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