‘Lonely As I Ever Was’ from forthcoming debut album ‘Are U Down?’. Out September 10th on 4AD

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Lonely As I Ever Was

Apollo

After Midnight feat. Misha & Jussi Halme

WANDERING

Teach Me How To Love

Monday

He finally got what he wanted... but at what cost?

LYRICS:
[intro]
[instrumental]

[chorus]
Don't go and help me
Don't go and save me
I'm just a drop in a puddle
So why would I struggle?

my cries are drowned out
I'm about to pass out
I'm a rain drop on a window
But at least I could be my hero.

[verse]
water feeling shallow
but there's music in my marrow,
I'd be dancing with death
while my hands play piano.

damn, that's a lot to hold...
damn, im feeling cold...
damn, I didn't know...
damn, I don't wanna go...

I leaned for a kiss
and death left through the door
thought I was an apple
she thought rotten to the core,
Maybe doing her work
made her life a bore
Maybe I'm just stupid
but death left me on the floor...

feeling empty
like a big ball of nothingness...
hard to grasp
But isn't that obvious?
attacking you
straight were the money is...
that's what you get
when you damage my happiness...


[chorus]
Don't go and help me
Don't go and save me
I'm just a drop in a puddle
So why would I struggle?

my cries are drowned out
I'm about to pass out
I'm a rain drop on a window
But at least I could be my hero.

[verse]
You put your team first
but left me dead last.
You know that you're the worst
when your team ain't all that
trying to set sail
but I'm crumbling at the mast.
I'm a sinking ship
with every minute passed.
My justice is a medal 
that I wear proudly.
putting you to sleep
makes me sleep soundly
I know, I know,
I can get a bit rowdy.
I get light headed
when my thoughts become cloudy.

I'm feeling a little faint
and a little bit woozy
Was it worth it all
if I'm hanging on loosely
I'm cut by the thread
filled with feelings in my head
raindrops on my skin
think I'm already-

[chorus]
Don't go and help me
Don't go and save me
I'm just a drop in a puddle
So why would I struggle?

my cries are drowned out
I'm about to pass out
I'm a rain drop on a window
But at least I was my hero.

[outro]

(Don't go and help me
Don't go and save me
I'm just a drop in a puddle
So why would I struggle?)

(my cries are drowned out
I'm about to pass out
I'm a rain drop on a window
But at least I was my hero.)


RAINDROP

s'all on me

Honeybloom

Juno

produced with Nick Velez
mixed by David Nakaji

peas//021320

CRISIS

A songwriter blending lo-fi vibes with experimental hip-hop. Exploring sound with a mix of raw creativity and AI tools as I build my skills to craft a unique experience.

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