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randie's point of view

MUSIC VIDEO https://youtu.be/hbf6Ly-5wpM

the girl who hates the city

this song means alot to me because i've never talked about growing up like this before :) i hope you guys like it <3

again tyty @kaihaunted for the amazing art, it means a lot to me 
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hometown, head down 
walk around, never make a sound, yeah 
8 now, drugged out
every thought in my head is too loud 
on the corner of stumbling to the fucking bottom 
blue pill, red pill, too many fucking bottles 
gone now, and i found 
that this anxiety is killing me now 
13, no dreams 
just trying to get by by any means 
fake smiles, and routines
no one knows what's going on behind the scenes 
never thought i would end up being so pessimistic 
cause i keep breaking myself just to never go and fix it 
no sleep, and i see 
that all i needed was to go and be free

4000 people out here 
thank god i left it that year 
all keep their heads in the mirror 
and their peaks are closer than they appear 
hometown of zombies and ghosts 
fled west, oh i had to go 
got tired of everyone holding back on finding their growth 

19, come spring
i got stuck in the in-between, yeah 
no job, no keys
but i know i wanna be something 
paying rent with loan, i'm feeling so dependent 
start missing my home, and everybody in it 
pain stings, the sound rings
but back home, at least they're in the swings of things 

4000 people out there
at least their visions are clear 
i keep my head in the mirror 
and my peak is closer than it appears
hometown of zombies and ghosts
at least their heads are afloat 
got tired of looking back, wish that i had kept finding my growth

can i ask u some questions?

hometown

wait, don't tell me that
you think i'm too much
i'm not trying to impress you
i'm just trying to love
and i never took anything
i didn't replace
except the light in your eyes
when you see my face

so if i flinch or i cry
when you get too close
i just want you to listen
so you can know
that it's never you
it's the way you move
yet the things you do are beautiful

stay, i think maybe
you've had too much
cuz you only bend roses
when you're high or drunk
i don't know what i expected
but it wasn't this
you broke the silence in me
with your selfish kiss

i know i'm not
what you expected
but you can't prevent it
honestly
it's always the same thing
it's always the same thing

and i know that now
but i've been knocked down
and i can't get off the ground
fast enough to make a difference
and i know that now
i've been tapped out
i don't have anything to give

Isolation Ft. Aaron E3

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