tell me how pretty how i am

the rain will stop soon

i guess this the way that it goes
i’m study walking over eggshells 
leaving stains on the road 
i cut em off i push ‘em off 
i’m like the thorns of a rose 
they tried to push me in the dirt 
and now they watching me grow 
i started doing all this shit 
i’m not the same as before 
know all they wanted was my downfall 
i kept it all inside my head there ain’t no outcry
i always keep on all the times that someone did me wrong
‘cause i know when i do this shit they’ll wanna get along 

talk too much but that shit ain’t ever phased me 
but this the only way i know to keep it under my skin
i gave you way to many chances so now this is the end 
how could you try to come and play me when you say you're a friend 
but i know i’m all alone in the end
so every time there being nice i know its always pretend
so i can’t trust no one i'm sorry just the way that it is 
and i know when i’m gone they’ll throw my ashes into a ditch

this ain't what i want 
but everybody come around and try to do me wrong 
don't you try to say that you where ever there for me
'cause there was no one ever with me when i fell 
went to far down the freeway now i'm lost
every place i look is just another dead end
i'm so full of the sorrows to my gut
everyone is just an actor i don't wanna play pretend so i 
don't 
and i make my bad decisions so i 
cope
i don't wanna think about it again 
and all these people talking shit like do i know you at all?
and i gotta keep my distance 'cause i know you would

talk too much but that shit ain’t ever phased me 
but this the only way i know to keep it under my skin
i gave you way to many chances so now this is the end 
how could you try to come and play me when you say you're a friend 
but i know i’m all alone in the end
so every time there being nice i know its always pretend
so i can’t trust no one i'm sorry just the way that it is 
and i know when i’m gone they’ll throw my ashes into a ditch

skin

lilac

yeah right w/ whiisp (neverforever)

lyrics<3

I've got scars she's got the blade

I'm not tough I'm not hard yeah it's fake

Ask one question "are you okay?"

You'll see the heartbreak right in my face

Take me away from all of this

Baby give me one more chance

Maybe I could have this dance?

But you don't understand

I'm tryna fight for my life

Her words cut deep like a knife

She's like a thief in the night

The way she steals my eyes

I'm tryna fight for my life

Her words cut deep like a knife

She's like a thief in the night

But I can't see you tonight

You didn't leave me alright

I couldn't breathe when you lied

You felt like leaving is right

But baby I'll be alright

But you don't understand

Beating my face numb hope I forget

All of the pain all my regrets

Just take out your anger and leave me a mess

He must be better I'm takin a guess

Take me away from all of this

Baby give me one more chance

Maybe I could have this dance?

But you don't understand

I never wanna see your face again

It's killing me slowly taking my breath

You know I treated you the best

Maybe I'd be better off dead

Maybe I'd be better off dead

Maybe I'd be better off

I'm tryna fight for my life

Her words cut deep like a knife

She's like a thief in the night

The way she steals my eyes

I'm tryna fight for my life

Her words cut deep like a knife

She's like a thief in the night

But I can't see you tonight

You didn't leave me alright

I couldn't breathe when you lied

You felt like leaving is right

But baby I'll be alright

But you don't understand

I've got scars she's got the blade

I'm not tough I'm not hard yeah it's fake

Ask one question "are you okay?"

You'll see the heartbreak right in my face

one more chance

then, i saw myself

a collection of songs that you maybe will see yourself in

dedicated to rose and onlyfriend, two people that see in me what i can't always see myself

huge thank you to shizukesa for providing a beautiful verse on revisionist

thank you for listening

to grieve [prod eeryskies]

[chorus]
i don’t wanna be alone
on a cold summer night
you’re the only one i have
the only one i have, the only one i have, the only one i have
i’m scared of ending up alone
but that is how it’s always been
and now you’re leaving me again
you’re leaving me again, you’re leaving me again, you’re leaving me again

[verse]
solitary confinement
i’ve always been stuck here
been always left to grow on my own
so why did you come if you’ll just leave
i can feel the love is fading
i think i’m better off staying on my own

[chorus]
i don’t wanna be alone
on a cold summer night
you’re the only one i have
the only one i have, the only one i have, the only one i have
i’m scared of ending up alone
but that is how it’s always been
and now you’re leaving me again
you’re leaving me again, you’re leaving me again, you’re leaving me again

a creature returns to solitary confinement (prod. moneo)

Day I Die

azarath metrion zinthos

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a creature returns to solitary confinement (prod. moneo)

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