fallout ft flesh (p. bloodcryy + ryan kelly)

lyrics

sifting thru the dark
in the midst of a storm
i had seen the marks
bb i dont wanna die alone
i had seen a spark
followed by a fire
i got two weeks
till i disappear forever

i sat thru months of bad weather
i had lived thru u
its better now
i collapse
in front of u 
but ur used to it
im too useless

i see you in my doorframe
at night when i cant move
i take your words as truth but
you never tell the truth

i think it’s better if i
jus listen to you
i split my head to get you
out of my thoughts for good

sifting thru the dark
in the midst of a storm
i had seen the marks
bb i dont wanna die alone
i had seen a spark
followed by a fire
i got two weeks
till i disappear forever

sat thru months of bad weather
i had lived thru u
its better now
i collapse
in front of u 
but ur used to it
im too useless

trial by_fire (p. sorrowbringer)

forgetme (p. ryankelly + nihil2free)

highway (p. ryankelly + nihil2free)

trying sum dif wit this enjoy <3 first single off my album "losing myself again"

produced by Marzada
shoutout jer for the picture

lyrics;

yea
I’m just floating...
In the haze...
Yeah,
Fading out, fading out, fading out...


Floating through the air, but I can’t escape this fate.
Chasing all the memories i see in the night sky,
But I’m stuck in the echo of a faded high.
I’m lost in the smoke, tryna find my reflection.
Thought I’d find peace, but I’m caught up in the noise,
All the voices in my head, they don’t really give me a choice.


I’m drifting slow, yeah, just let me go,
Fading through the static, but I’m barley keeping control.
I’m drifting slow, yeah, just let me go,
im not going home anymore, so just let me go
Fading out, yeah, I’m barely here,
Chasing the sound but I can’t make out the static.
Fading out, I’m losing grip, im hearing things i dont wanna hear

I’ve been searching, for a way to feel whole,
But the pieces don’t fit, and I’m losing control.
I’m tryna find peace, but it’s never in my reach.
smoke in my lungs, i always fill up my chest,

I’m drifting off slow, yeah, just let me go,
Fading through the static, but I’m barley keeping control.
I’m drifting away slow, yeah, just let me go,
im not going home anymore, so just let me go

keeping ctrl

lyrics

lay me down
to sleep it off
i take your words as facts
all for this 
i cant gather what you want from me
i doubt you give a shit
issa party in my room all by myself 
wont let u in
ive been ill a couple weeks
i think im sick of being sick

i dont wanna do this anymore 
i feel like giving in
its much worse than what ur seeing 
i retreat into my skin
let the buzzards eat my bones
be honest i wont make it home
in the heat im still so cold
i lose the weight
i need to hold 

lay me down
to sleep it off
i take your words as facts
all for this 
i cant gather what you want from me
i doubt you give a shit
issa party in my room all by myself 
wont let u in
ive been ill a couple weeks
i think im sick of being sick

my skin is a prison (prodsecre)

lyrics 

i never wanted to be your savior 
looking back 
im jus an entertainer for you
centered on you
centered on you
need to matter to u
are you happy now 
happy now 
im bleeding out in front of u
if i could id rip that smile off ur face

if i had a chance id kill u
and id eat ur skin
if i had a choice
id back out
back inside my ritt
i just punched the wall so hard 
i damn near broke my wrist
it gets harder breathing out
with a broken rib

and i claw out my eyes
so i cant see what i’ve done 
and i rip out my throat 
so i cant speak to anyone 
oh im starved
oh im starved
oh im starved
oh im
oh im
oh im

what would it take 
for u to listen when i warn you
im in the party bleeding out
in the corner
is it me 
or are the lights shutting off
pls check my wrist so that im truly gone

i never wanted to be your savior 
looking back 
im jus an entertainer for you
centered on you
centered on you
need to matter to u
are you happy now 
happy now 
im bleeding out in front of u
if i could id rip that smile off ur face

if i had a chance id kill u
and id eat ur skin
if i had a choice
id back out
back inside my ritt
i just punched the wall so hard 
i damn near broke my wrist
it gets harder breathing out
with a broken rib

wipe that stupid smile off your face (p. wraithontheporch)

how am i supposed to feel 
when you said everything wasn’t real to you 
so i’m thinking now this is the last chance
for my heart to sit down and get thru to you 
middle fingers up to the last man 
that tore u apart and gave hell to you 
now i think about i was that last man
when i think about i don’t deserve you

feelings. erased
3 blunts. today 
i know how you feel now no need to change
exonerate 
my sins to date
i need a fresh start more like to change

i don’t wanna live like this 
getting hella paranoid hearing creaking in my springboards
i don’t really get like this 
making jokes of my pain now she thinking i’m cringe lord
nearly broke my wrist text her every damn day 
not a damn changed 
i don’t think it’ll be the same 
now it’s making me enraged 
i don’t wanna hear your shit i rather blow my fucking brains out 

self meditate while the rain out 
exfoliate all the love from my brain pouch 
no more remnants over here think we’re all out 
i don’t wanna talk about it make a rain check
if you coming over now need some great neck 
break her back in the back of the chevrolet 
outside with the guys know i’m rolling 
so i’m never really worried bout the high

supposed to feel (prod. branwen)

lyrics

you not telling me sum
so whyd u think id trust
i wash off the blood
oh the walls covered in rust
bb whats ur rush
im geeked off what the fuck
youre lying to my face
but hes dead in the trunk
u shuld run
i gave you a head start
its gonna get ugly 
id suggest you stop the front
i step to the back
oh this shit so sad
but you had chose to spew all of the bullshit out your head

i had seen a devil fore i saw you
now i think im the target of a monster
and you could walk the trail but itll haunt you
you look in my eyes but im gone too
i appear at the shrine that you walk to
you seem too equipped for a spawn kill
watch how it permeates the clock room
i think ive given up in a monsoon

oh ur so uptight 
i had lost my way almost every time
gimme one more day to be all youd like
sneaking in my brain and now ive lost my sight
sit inside the studio i burn my eyes
zoning out in place, under LED lights 
i can see ur face in the candle light
u seem to be there every time i die
oh
your too slow
to stop whats fate
oh
let go
i hate the taste
if given a choice i would not change a thing
id let it come and see what my fate brings
inside your head its a dial tone ring
just take a breath and calm down fore we sink

i had seen a devil fore i saw you
now i think im the target of a monster
and you could walk the trail but itll haunt you
you look in my eyes but im gone too
i appear at the shrine that you walk to
you seem too equipped for a spawn kill
watch how it permeates the clock room
i think ive given up in a monsoon

lowest tier scum [single]

lowest tier scum

lowest tier scum (p. sorrowbringer x dash)

lyr


i just sit and rot in the brine
yeah
i just need to shut off my mind
give it time
i cant cus ive been wasting mine
every night
im guided back by scary sprites
you can stay a while
promise i dont mind
can u spare some life i been wasting mine
i should just retire
starting cutting ties
everythings on fire
but it all feels fine

shit in life much different than what i learned before 
hiding so much shit behind a metaphor 
can u let me in im banging on the door
on the door
i been here since half past four

ur asking me to do shit that i cant
theres a reason i keep telling you its out of my hands
i knew you werent listening from way in advance 
i keep writing garbage this’ll probably get canned


i just sit and rot in the brine
yeah
i just need to shut off my mind
give it time
i cant cus ive been wasting mine
every night
im guided back by scary sprites
you can stay a while
promise i dont mind
can u spare some life i been wasting mine
i should just retire
starting cutting ties
everythings on fire
but it all feels fine

a hailstorm of nuclear warheads dropping in my vicinity (sorrowbringer)

22 | songwriter, producer, engineer and vocalist

i make what i want my music isnt for everyone

email - m@scars.online

yea i record pain yea i expose mine..

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i will see it thru


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