feat. @diacetyl @veshawnproductions @bradily @cathedrylwho

medicine w/ diacetyl, veshawn, cathedryl & bradily

produced by hollowprpl x tiedforsilver

you dont seem to care at all
you sat there built me up just to watch me fall
u cant even pick up the phone and answer my fucking call
so why should i care at all
you sat there built me up just to fall
u told everyone i changed
that may be true but i dont care at all

ur the reason i dont wanna live at all
we will never be close again
i got these thoughts trapped in my head
you wouldn't even care if i was dead
and i wouldn't care if u where too
i dont wanna hate you 
but i dont have any choice left
i have dreams of me drowning than i wake up in this pool of sweat
waste my time
like how u gonna have a heart intact if u always break mine
im barely getting by
burning everything down
and bottle my feelings up inside 

than everyone will see why
stuck in my head
i take these drugs to avoid it
but this shit isn't fun
i dont even know what i was mixing up
i think im gonna throw up
my visions going blurry im way to fucked up




care at all

lyrics

my insides,
folded up, n all over her outsides
dried blood
i just take the out i
couldnt stick
ive been gutted out i
could never live
i could never sound right
but culd u listen 
i could never live right
i been on the mission
its just such a dull knife
oh it hurts
i had been here in a past life
i shouldve learned

the lights broken out in this storage im in
as im strapped to the chair i see saws and a brick
walking inside and shes getting her licks in
something inside tells me im better living

she smiles a bit as she peels back my skin and is angry a bit when she sees little flesh
oh im so sorry ur doing ur best
u cant fatten me up when a bags on my head

my insides, 
folded up, n all over her outsides
dried blood
i just take the out i
couldnt stick
ive been gutted out i
could never live
i could never sound right
but culd u listen 
i could never live right
i been on the mission
its just such a dull knife
oh it hurts
i had been here in a past life
i shouldve learned

Imstill Haunted By The ppl I ate in Denver in 1979 (hollowprpl)

deadwood until I get torn apart in a paper mill incident

lyrics
(wraith)
I just wanna
figure out a way to die happy
Baby girl I can’t breathe
Can u live without me?
Vomit up the liquor
Head sore while I dry heave
Pop the fucking vessels in my
Neck, unsightly
Mess that I’ve become
I grip with fingers numb
My dear condolences
I think the worst has come

(yungcray)
live my life it’s of this sorrow but it help me cope,
I’ve been contemplating my life whilst smoking in this dope 
and I don’t know if I’ll see tomorrow  I guess I gotta hope 
and I don’t know if ill escape this shit and I just gotta know 

I’m waking up all the time it’s all the same shit
gotta stay up in ur lane cuz I ain’t one to play with 
I got some bruises I got some scars 
I know my way round 
I’m sick of this losing
and I might lose it
how do I win now 

baby girl it’s really hurting me
The way you come into my life
You take my strings out
You tear me apart 
Baby girl it’s really hurting me
I don’t know if I can do this no more

(AVXiD)
and i lied to her
cuz girl i am not ok like i say i am
dont wanna fight with her
i just hit the point of like “ok and”
i just threw this shot back with no hands
i just got a backpack of yellow cans
yellow tape all over my residence
im found dead by the garden plants

dry heave. w/ yungcray + AVXiD (s0ftskelet0ns)

Think I’m good now
Try to pass up on anyone else 
I don’t want that love but I know this one
This one means much n I can’t tell you why I can’t change what
My past is fucked n I can’t fix that 
I’d rather watch as it all just fades to black
I don’t wanna take your time away
But please sit with me while I turn grey and fade away
So is this love or am I hopeless 
When you’re with me I just can’t focus on anything else 
Wanna keep this love all to myself 
I know it’s wasted
I’ve already tasted everything this world can never give me
That’s why I feel so much envy
Maybe that just means I’m guilty 
Guilty of giving to much 
Of lovin to much
Of hearing to much
Of doing this much I can’t 
Keep this up I just want your love

Think I’m good now
Try to pass up on anyone else 
I don’t want that love but I know this one
This one means much try to tell you what I feel but
I just give up
Go on tangents that never mean much 
I don’t know why I never mean much 
I know you hate when I self-deprecate 
I’m tryin to fix the words that I say
It’s easy when you’re with me 
Feeling less empty 
Feeling like my souls just a little heavy 
N those 3 words are a little heavy 
But when you’re with me I feel less hollow 
I feel like I have more time to borrow 
Never let down to see tomorrow 
I don’t wanna stay
I don’t wanna stay this way

time to borrow (flower x ‪‪‪babieyummo )

↓ lyrics ↓
-grimmgem-
Time to go now, baby I feel Imma burnout
Stressed out, all my feelings they be running wild
Getting loud, I can't even hear myself
Bottle it up and that's why now we breaking down

No I'll never talk about the shit that I feel
Cus I know that my emotions they don't matter to you
What's the deal, I'm so confused, tell me the truth
if I don't know what to do just take another blue

So when you need someone to blame you can blame me
Lately I been getting fucked up on the daily
Oh baby I don't wanna hear you say you love me
If you don't even mean it I don't think it means shit

-syon-
I'm burnt out but I can't stop watching you
Everytime that I called you don't call me back

You said you love me but I didn't get anything
I didn't know that you the one to leave me so damn soon
Everytime I tried, baby I'll give you everything
And anytime I die, you don't bring me anything

Time to go now
I'm feeling burnt out
Like my homie said
I am worked out
Time to go now
But I don't wanna go now
I'm feeling burnt out (x2)

Thank you @syon2 for doing this one with me 🫡

Burnout ft. syon [threemvsk]

(AMV)
https://youtu.be/8-7ln6-9J_k?si=GBdeAFg2UkZRKWt8

↓ lyrics ↓
-grimmgem-
Doing this all over again
I don't know what you sayin
I been frying my brain and I don't wanna pretend
That I'm okay but nothing ever mattered to you anyway

Tell me that its all the same, don't wanna talk today
So you can leave again if you got nothing to say
I been running this race inside my head
Run me back to where it all began

Everything remains the same
Make you wanna die, okay 
I know nothing matters anyway
So you can leave and you don't gotta stay

-t3dblack-
Stab me inside the dark, like I don’t know
Kiss me tear me apart, but I’m alone tho
Tell me, what’s in your heart, not in my phone no
Tell me what’s in the dark, yeah I don’t know 

Kill me, tear out my eyes, I see the sun come 
I just wanna find love, but then they run oh
I don’t know what’s the point, I’m drinking, I’m low
Too bad I won’t smoke a joint, it fucks with my hoes 

Tell me what you want baby, you're my enemy 
Doing cocaine, marijuana and ecstasy 
I just can't fuck a bitch, they'd be the death of me
Tell me if I am your drug, you ain't my remedy

Maybe everything will work out fine 🤍
@t3ddyblack killed it 🔥

Tell Me ft. t3dblack [lil nightshift]

lyrics

i got dry rot
in my head
plenty bugs live in my bed
crush my bones with steady hands
i wont give up until im dead
sandy feet
and bloody arches
i could see 
thru what u said
passed off
and passed on
feel like a burden
not ur man

oh
oh
oh
oh

i swear we talked about this
earlier this month but u dont care
aint it funny how u need me
i show up but ur not there
underwater i cant breathe but i still suffocate in air
speaking calmly doesn’t help when u scream fire in my ear 

oh
oh
oh
oh

shoelace belt n a broken bottle (yunnygoldz)

woke up with my head all spinning
in ur backyard
doesn't feel like winning
i can hear the freeway from here
it's 10 am, nothing u said was sincere
are u over me cuz i can't tell
im not over u but i won't tell u
are u over me cuz i can't tell
i'm not over u but i can't tell u

i'm so dizzy from purple cups
my heart's telling my soul just how much i suck
i'm so picky it's not enough
for me to be happy i need way too much
late nite spinning on my king bed
thinking bout the times that i should be dead
are u over me? cuz i can't tell
im not over u, but i cant tell u

i can hear the freeway from here
it's 10 am, nothing u said was sincere

head all spinning
in ur backyard
doesn't feel like winning
i can hear the freeway from here
it's 10 am, nothing u said was sincere
are u over me cuz i can't tell
im not over u but i won't tell u
are u over me cuz i can't tell
i'm not over u but i can't tell u

spinning in circles (chill sebs)

97Kickstvr - Hollow Heart

departing

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Polish music producer specializing in wave, hardwave, and chill trap, creating music perfect for night drives. Known for blending trap, cloud, and trance elements to make the ideal soundtracks for nocturnal journeys. Besides his solo work, he also produces catchy remixes that are well-loved by listeners.

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