lyrics.

lay me down
see me out 
sorrowful in shame
can u hear me out
i had bleed it out
see the falling out
firsthand
do u hate me now

had to take it to the brain n now i feel it in my ribs
i think i might go insane
if i haven’t already slipped
i had seen the light
ive seen the shape of the angel wings
oh my god
i regret everything 

dead to you
know im dead to u
and i tried to be the only one for u
but failed you
comatose
leave me comatose
take me as i am
how u see me most
days
in 2 weeks ill be erased
im a corpse to u
just shuffle thru my brain
maybe
youll find something thats of use to u
i feel honored to be used by u
you know.

you know (p. cxrter x tiedforsilver)

lyrics


think it thru
its in my head
but im still scared
im scared to death
im so sick of being terrified
horrified, fearful
now im paralyzed 

followed thru the woods by a pair of eyes
im betting my life on a pair of dice
wish i didnt have such a fragile mind
bb hold my hand till we’re in paradise
i know how it goes
its a paradigm
bb
i just ruin it
every single time
lately
its not ur fault
i promise we’ll be fine
hate me
even when ur gone i see u in my mind


ripped apart
but still i breath
and im not shocked
its all on me
i cry in your arms
but still i bleed
i try too hard
from underneath

pulling down
from under me
take me back
to summer eves
i miss the nights
i spent alright
and now i hardly
even think

followed thru the woods by a pair of eyes
im betting my life on a pair of dice
wish i didnt have such a fragile mind
bb hold my hand till we’re in paradise
i know how it goes
its a paradigm
bb
i just ruin it
every single time
lately
its not ur fault
i promise we’ll be fine
hate me
even when ur gone i see u in my mind

paradise lost (p. tiedforsilver)

lyrics

what if the plans we made fall thru 
what is my life outside of u
im picking skin off from under my suit
its imperative now that i hold onto u
i swear
none of this shit seems fair
none of this shit is there
when im ripping out my hair
out all my hair

break me to bits and i promise ill love you
and trust u
i dont know why u love me
im ugly
im stupid
i cant even do this right
im thru this plight
i shut the blinds
i sob
its nothing like i want
i could be wrong
i could be right
it didnt matter anyways
when u look me in my face
i know u see a waste of space
and im sorry
and im sorry

if i dont hear from u tomorrow i hope that ur well
i apologize that i cant carry what u felt
im sure it hurts
but i cant help u out

slow my head
so i stop overthinking
i need it bad
and my circle is shrinking 
again
im the worst that u met
im the worst that i know
so take me out 

break me to bits and i promise ill love you
and trust u
i dont know why u love me
im ugly
im stupid
i cant even do this right
im thru this plight
i shut the blinds
i sob
its nothing like i want
i could be wrong
i could be right
it didnt matter anyways
when u look me in my face
i know u see a waste of space
and im sorry
and im sorry

abyss, part one.

waste of space

waste of space (p. hollowprpl x tiedforsilver)

lyrics 


carry the weight on my shoulders
im crumbling quick
for something like this im unequipped
look in the fog and i see his face
i see his face

but he wont make it out alive 

see this form change right in front of my eyes
see my blood stain in the snow in the night
what a pretty day to go out and die

but he wont make it out alive

feel a parasite take over my brain
left to rot in this cabin in pain
thunderstorms bb can u hear the rain

but he wont make it out alive

i just wanna rip him apart
i wont let him steal ur heart 
i might do something ill regret
i dont regret it
find a clue
oh my god u dont get it

how many times have i fought and i failed
its a waste of time if im wishing u well
id rather see his flesh burning in hell
letting decay lift from both of our cells

he wont (p. tiedforsilver x ryankelly)

formalities + niceties (p. tiedforsilver x hollowprpl)

i'll be fine i just know i don't have time
we can only hope we'll stay alive
i just need you here by my side

i'll be fine i just know i don't have time
we can only hope we'll stay alive
i just need you here by my side
and i'll comply if you need me to sacrifice
i could just bleed out here tonight
you know
i'll waste my life
just rotting here alone
more chemicals i'm chasing hope
i'm cold 

lie down here and age with me
let's practice on our make believe
i'll pretend that i'm still alive
if you pretend you ain't hating me

all i feel is vacancies
and demons make their way to me
tell me all the fables please
it's the closest thing to saving me 
can't catch my breath i'm choking out
and nobody had noticed how
i'm collapsing mentally
and i'm so fuckin broken down


i'll be fine i just know i don't have time
we can only hope we'll stay alive
i just need you here by my side
and i'll comply if you need me to sacrifice
i could just bleed out here tonight
you know
i'll waste my life
just rotting here alone
more chemicals i'm chasing hope
i'm cold 

makebelieve (cxrter x zbeatz)

lyrics 


get slammed
pass out
i was down
im back now
two hands
on my face
in sand
its erased
u dont know
my pain
u dont
know my brain
u wont
try saving me
u cant
try changing me

oh im ripped
oh im gone
welcome to abyss
i hope u continue on
i might flip
i might flip it
tell me what u think when im outside of the living

i
i give up

flip (p. tiedforsilver x jupiter)

lyrics 

ripped out my trachea so i cant scream
i try to visualize what u mean
it feels somebody’s watching me
watching me
followed me
taking me back to the grave
would u hate me if i stayed
had plenty reasons
i lose it in pain
changing the seasons
im changing my fate

all this shit i hear make me nauseous 
room gets pumped with fumes n its noxious
i spent plenty time as home for toxins
i had found myself n then i lost it 

you cannot kill me 
im already dead
i cant look in your face when i see u again
i got ideas just flooding my head
but i cont act on them if i rot in this bed
over again
and over again
im trapped in this cycle
i break when i bend
over again
over again
ill see u tomorrow 
if its not the end

echo chamber (p. tiedforsilver)

Lyrics -

Tell me just where to go
I've got nowhere left to go
I feel the regret my Lord
I wish she was with me here now

2 years I still see your frown
You haunt me at random times my love

Tell me just where to go
I've got nowhere left to run now
I feel the regret my Lord
I wished she was with me here now

My Regret (prod. HELL$HOT) - Winters Devoid

Lyrics - 

Oh God, hear my pain today
I feel like I'm falling out of place
voices in my head today
I'm tired and I surrender today
Take my heart and life, mold it into your ways
In Jesus name we pray

Prayers In Silence (prod. miércoles) - Winters Devoid

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I was never even real in the first place...

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