single off my EP, dropping March 26th :)
prod. killedmyself x taylor morgan

lyrics:

[verse]
you shut me out but you’re still talking to him
i know that i just can’t compare to him
no matter how hard i try
i’m not the one inside her eyes

can we try another time
i wish that i could make you mine
i lose my breathe now death seems fine
just bear the burden, you’ll be fine

and when it’s time to leave
i’ll bring you with me
i know you hate me
your enemy

but that’s what i’ll be
then maybe you’ll see
what you could have had
been for me

[chorus]
i’m better now no thanks to you
the spirits haunting down this avenue
and when i return through the summon rune 
i hope you know that i’ll see you soon

im better now, i think (prod. killedmyself x taylor morgan)

for her always.
produced by @killedmyself

lyrics:

i remember all our late night talks and
when we were together 
up until that fated december

you were there on my school bus walks just
haunting all those embers 
in the love that’s warm and tender

and in your smiles there was blood shot eyes that
hid your painful memories
of the man you had instead of me

cause with your absence came maturity
i had to grow up one day
now the roses fading to grey

now i’m alone but am i better now?
when you were gone i had to find out
and if it’s fine then we can talk it out
cause i still love you even here and now

i still love you. (prod. killedmyself)

beat by gonegreen
(meme) music video: https://youtu.be/sOeRWwLa98w

lyrics:

[verse]
yung bitch wanna be on some bull shit
finna push you make ya mf back split 
me and my homies moving clams not no damn bricks
we got skills we got juice we got damn tricks
we gon pull up to ya house just like some christians
ain’t got time to fucking waste we on a mission
i will not succumb bitch you steady reminiscing 
looking through these pictures now you distant 
i don’t wanna talk bitch i’m dead inside
got a pink haired bitch chillin on my side
got a blonde haired bitch and he down to ride
grab a rope grab the body bitch it’s homicide
and i’m sorry to the homies we ain’t mean to lie
it was just an accident, i ain’t think she’d fucking die
in the black space with the demons and we getting high 
Something fucking taking me, eyes just getting really wide

[chorus]
drip drip drip
got omori fucking drip 
inna headspace with the homies 
got a knife right on my hip 
bitch gon wait for something to happen
you get stabbed right in yo shit
on dat drip drip drip
got omori fucking drip

#omoridrip (prod. gonegreen) [VIDEO LINK IN DESC.]

lyrics:

[intro]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed

[chorus]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed
long dark blinding i cannot see
voices inside my head they scream
let me die cause i cannot keep
fighting this pain it hurts please just set me free

[verse]
girl your words they’re just cold like the winter snow
i tried to love you, you hate me i know you do
i keep on trying all my friends say just let it go
she don’t deserve you, you’re better than she’ll ever know
i waste my time to try convince you it hurts me
so many years of suffering this pain it’s agony
i close my eyes and see your face this shit is killing me
just throw me out and i’ll become a distant memory

don’t tell me you’re gone
i waited too long
you’re the reason that i write all these songs
stay here in the dark cause that’s where you belong

[bridge]
it’s where you belong
i hope that one day all these voices just gon be calmed
i hope that one day all these thoughts they just gon be gone
the sacrifice is just correcting all their fucking wrongs
you had your chance but then you blew it just to be wrong
i had to stay away yeah i just had to be strong
this hurt surrounds me like the clouds inside a fucking storm
my brain is damaged and my nerves all fucking worn

[chorus]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed
long dark blinding i cannot see
voices inside my head they scream
let me die cause i cannot keep
fighting this pain it hurts please just set me free

stream!

let me die (prod. mors)

feat. @ih8archie & @decksmusic

prod. @killedmyself

lyrics:

[chorus]
i just really want you love me
i just really want you right here
i just really want you to tell me
cause that all i wanna hear
cause every time you’re around me
baby i barely know
so girl what you wanna do
you just gotta let me know

[verse]
girl what you wanna do today
that’s all that you gotta say
we can run around any way
i’ll make it alright today
to be honest i been holding on
i just let it out in all my songs 
just stay with me all night long
and sing with me all day long 

[pre-chorus]
i wanna be your boy so badly
just say the word and i’ll take you with me
i promise you that i’ll treat you gently
so tell me if you wanna come with me x2

[verse - ih8archie]
i know it’s been rough before
but i promise it’ll be okay
i know there’s been cloudy weather
but it’s followed by brighter days
baby just take my hand
me and you gon make it through this
if you feel like going under
i’ll make sure you keep moving
just stay here in this moment
and i’ll freeze time for us
cause i know you’re gonna have your days but
i’ll pick you right back up
like you’ve done for me so many
so many times before
you’re always gonna have my shoulder
if you ever need to cry some more

[verse - decks]
if you ever need to cry i’ll be here for you
anything you want or need imma bring to you
baby you’re a shooting star i believe in you
more than anything i just wanna be here for you
and you know that know that
i won’t fall back fall back
relax relax yeah
i can tell that tell that
you’ve been feeling so bad
so tell me if you wanna come with me

[pre-chorus]
i wanna be your boy so badly
just say the word and i’ll take you with me
i promise you that i’ll treat you gently
so tell me if you wanna come with me

[chorus]
i just really want you love me
i just really want you right here
i just really want you to tell me
cause that all i wanna hear
cause every time you’re around me
baby i barely know
so girl what you wanna do
you just gotta let me know

what you wanna do today pt. 2 (feat. ih8archie & decks) [prod. killedmyself]

lyrics:

[hook]
ugh ugh ugh ugh
ugh ugh ugh
if she wanna feel ill give her that ugh
if she wanna bleed i’ll give her pump
she said ugh ugh ugh ugh
ugh ugh ugh
when she wanna die i’ll give her that ugh
deep inside her love i gave her that ugh

[verse]
she say she hating me
i say you fuck with me
bitch it ain’t crazy see
you just in love with me
she just keep gatekeeping
bitch please just stop faking
i hate the way that you
fuck me without saying
words
you just stay silent while i’m deep inside your world
whenever we link we just do it for the curl
swear we only fucking cause you only want the pearls
deep inside my brain theres visions of the girl

[hook]
ugh ugh ugh ugh
ugh ugh ugh
if she wanna feel ill give her that ugh
if she wanna bleed i’ll give her pump
she said ugh ugh ugh ugh
ugh ugh ugh
when she wanna die i’ll give her that ugh
deep inside her love i gave her that ugh

//

[verse]
tell me no
she wanna get real close
she wanna see my thoughts
she come into my world
i never let her in
yeah my head’s filled with sin
you cannot reason
you cannot weasel in
i’m telling you right now
you’d hate to hear the sounds
the way they wrap around
the cranium that shrouds
the darkness deep within
the silence deafening
i hate the violence
i hate the violence

[chorus]
hate you
hate you
baby girl i hate you
you broke down my walls and
left me at the bay view
hate you
hate you
baby girl i hate you
you left me to rot when
i just tried to save you

ugh // hate you (prod. rollie)

prod. @unaake

[chorus]
i been dying on the inside with the mistreat 
baby tell me how it feels when you’re not with me
are you still in love with him is this shit a mystery 
would you grab the fucking rope hang me on the tree
let the maggots eat me up let them mutilate me
burlap sack on my head let it suffocate me
just deprive me of necessities i barely ever need them
your love was just my drug let me relapse in by the weekend

[verse]
cut
off the rope
broken bottles by my feet
yeah it’s not a joke
incapacitate the wind
and let it snow
i could see your face from miles
it’s like a ghost
and when the winter comes again
baby let me know
are you gonna leave again
babe just let me know
i put faith into my heart 
but i don’t let it show
i don’t cry cause i’m too tough
to fucking let show 

[chorus]
i been dying on the inside with the mistreat 
baby tell me how it feels when you’re not with me
are you still in love with him is this shit a mystery 
would you grab the fucking rope hang me on the tree
let the maggots eat me up let them mutilate me
burlap sack on my head let it suffocate me
just deprive me of necessities i barely ever need them
your love was just my drug let me relapse in by the weekend

burlap sack (prod. bugboi)

[intro]
like oh no
you don’t wanna see me like what’s up though
we gon touch the ceiling go-

[chorus]
like oh no
you don’t wanna see me like what’s up though
we gon touch the ceiling going up hoe
and you was talking shit straight from the back hoe like where you at tho? (we gon hit you up)

[verse]
i got boys who go psychotic like the joker bro
carve your face and now u bleeding in december snow
you go missing now parents wonder where u go
we ain’t nice we just save face and you ain’t even know
we keep the blades strapped to our legs like incognito
we stay stealth like solid snake you ain’t a soldier bro
slaughtering your fucking squad like halal cattle throat
i’ll go the distance just to give you kids a fucking show

[chorus]
oh no
you don’t wanna see me like what’s up though
we gon touch the ceiling going up hoe
and you was talking shit straight from the back hoe like where you at tho? (we gon hit you up)

[verse]
feel like sewerperson bitch i’m on my comet shit
touching down and scorch the land once the whole album hit
i keep the pressure under water sunken city shit
i keep the ammo keep the words if they gon act a bitch
i don’t say shit i keep it in and move in silence
cause once i pop they gon regret like ski mask album bitch
you emo kids all internet like come and get a grip
bitch this a sample imma tease, you just getting the tip

[bridge]
like ugh drive past
foot on the gas
baby we on telegraph
we finna drive fast
whipping foreign imports
from japan we do that
living in ur head 
rent free, it’s that bad?
and y’all just fake fans
show support it’s for the clout
keep on talking shit
you catching dick in yo mouth
wealthy kids act hard 
until this shit just goes south
and now ya homies acting scared
ya face is showing doubt 

[chorus]
like oh no
you don’t wanna see me like what’s up though
we gon touch the ceiling going up hoe
and you was talking shit straight from the back hoe like where you at tho? (we gon hit you up)

hittt you up (prod. jabarionthebeat x kimpe x 280hix x prodnaji)

[chorus]
i don't wanna hide
i don't wanna hide
i don't wanna shy from you
no
i don't wanna lie
i don't wanna lie
and say that i don't want you

[verse 1]
said i gave up on love
i don't wanna move too fast
i don't want a broken heart
she said it's in the past
don't let it go to waste
scars don't heal with time
they just kinda fade
that's why i'm steady lying
she tell me to open up
i said i'm scared to do it
i can't show no emotions
it's too tough to do it
i keep it all inside
that's why i fucking hate it
i can't trust no one
i just smile and fake it

[chorus]
lay your cards right down
i am waiting at the table
if you can show me love some how
we don't need to have a label

[verse 2]
i was singing, rapping just talking bout love
used to have dreams where i was blowing up
now it's just dreams where it's me and her
throw my dreams out cause they fucking hurt
throw my dreams out now all i do is sleep
cause i'm hard headed like some fucking concrete
baby just cut and detach from me
you gon get hurt if you stay around me
i done broke a few hearts
yeah i feel ashamed that's why i'm in the dark
yeah i feel ashamed cause i fucking played the part
smoking on dat pack yeah we smoking on dat cart
late nights sipping drank
words that cut through me like a mf shank
tears keep on falling like they filling up a lake
girl don't fucking lie i know you acting fake

[chorus]
i don't wanna hide
i don't wanna hide
i don't wanna shy from you
no
i don't wanna lie
i don't wanna lie
and say that i don't want you
lay your cards right down
i am waiting at the table
if you can show me love some how
we don't need to have a label

hide (prod. jabarionthebeat)

[chorus]
and you yeah ohh
every time we’re talking baby, you were against me
cause you won’t take
my heart into fragments baby, it won’t break too easily
reconnect the feelings baby, i don’t wanna see you leave
i know you don’t hate me cause you always tryna check on me
you don’t gotta worry girl i’m begging you i’m saying please
you lighting up my heart it’s like we burning at 1000 degrees

[verse]
they split my heart in fragments
i’ll wake and get them back yeah
they always tryna stop me
but my hearts moving fast yeah
re:mind re:mind, let me get my girl back
dive into your heart and reconnect so we can get back
drowning in the darkness but you always lighting up the path 
i’ll sacrifice my life if that means getting you i won’t fall on back

[bridge]
i don’t care if i fade yeah
for you i’ll do whatever
i’ll die to make you happy
our hearts will stay together

[chorus]
and you yeah ohh
every time we’re talking baby, you were against me
cause you won’t take
my heart into fragments baby, it won’t break too easily
reconnect the feelings baby, i don’t wanna see you leave
i know you don’t hate me cause you always tryna check on me
you don’t gotta worry girl i’m begging you i’m saying please
you lighting up my heart it’s like we burning at 1000 degrees

1k degreez (prod. odece x northeast lights)

[chorus]
she kills me, breaks me, buries me in cedar wood
this coffin can’t hold me down too long
i gotta break out
a heart cannot repair in the same place it broke
the dust settles on these pieces now
and i can’t cope

[verse]
break me down like decay now
the silence breaks the deafened sounds
she rots my core and throws me out
it’s like i never mattered and she doesn’t care now
i never wanna hear those words that’s coming out your mouth
they cut me and these wounds are steady bleeding me out
i gotta leave this fucking life and this shitty town
i cast myself into the river just to fucking drown

[verse 2]
i told that girl that i can’t love no more 
i swear to god you broke me all apart 
i know that some of it was all my fault 
we share the blame and hurt won’t mend the heart
you say you love me but love don’t feel this way
i hide my scars to maybe numb the pain
with no remorse you feel no fucking shame
just play with hearts like this is just a game

[chorus]
she kills me, breaks me, buries me in cedar wood
this coffin can’t hold me down too long
i gotta break out
a heart cannot repair in the same place it broke
the dust settles on these pieces now
and i can’t cope

cedar wood (prod. killedmyself)

prod. oldskie

[Verse 1]
So pretty
Unconventionally pretty, yeah
Had to work twice as hard
To never hurt your feelings
No entry
Trespasser of the century
Trusting me is twice as hard
I can help you if you let me

[Chorus]
Either way, either way, either way, either way
You would've been fine
Write a page, write a page, write a page, write a page
I'ma write a long time
Please survive, live your life
Mine are wet, yours are dry
Can you say, can you say, can you say, can you say
I'm not the right type

[Verse 2]
Oh, really
You don't notice that I'm ugly
They don't know
I'm not afloat
Appreciate the silence
Nothing here on my end
Please feel free to send a signal
Please feel free to miss me a little

[Chorus]
Either way, either way, either way, either way
You would've been fine
Write a page, write a page, write a page, write a page
I'ma write a long time
Please survive, live your life
Mine are wet, yours are dry
Can you say, can you say, can you say, can you say
I'm not the right type

love us again (joji cover)

[chorus]
bouncing here back and forth yeah
taking no more yeah
got nothing in storage
yeah my heart is cold
cause girl you took my life away
and now i just sit here every day
while i writhe in pain
watch me decay

[verse]
girl don’t ask how i’m feeling
staring at the ceiling
mind just going blank while i think of you
cause i am not the man that 
i used to be
since you left i been hurting

[bridge]
sitting in silence
i been trying
not to make contact but
november was so long ago
don’t tell me you forgot me
baby please don’t let me know

[chorus + bridge]
(sitting in silence)
bouncing here back and forth yeah
(i been trying)
taking no more yeah
(not to make contact but)
got nothing in storage
yeah my heart is cold
(november was so long ago)
cause girl you took my life away
(don’t tell me you forgot me)
and now i just sit here every day
(baby please don’t let me know)
while i writhe in pain
watch me decay

[chorus]
bouncing here back and forth yeah
taking no more yeah
got nothing in storage
yeah my heart is cold
cause girl you took my life away
and now i just sit here every day
while i writhe in pain
watch me decay

homecoming (prod. killedmyself x singular balance) [AMV IN DESC]

stared into the abyss, and it stared back.

lyrics:

[verse]
i can not get you out of my whole system cause you’re
stuck here no matter how hard i try to get rid of
your marks they stay here on my skin embedded in flesh
are the words that you said when you vacated
my life
so i’ll keep them close to my heart you’ll see me again
this present tense futures you lost

[hook]
i can’t hold on
i can’t hold on
i can’t hold on
i can’t hold on
i can’t hold on
i can’t hold on
i can’t hold on
i can’t hold on

the abyss (prod. saint mike)

prod. @idealismus
cover art by jenny yu

[verse]
and this pain sits right beside me
ignore it? oh it’s not likely
or just like me to forget it
in this darkness i find solace
and it’s taken from me so quickly
a monster born from his humanity
will he breath or succumb to the fighting
taking hits every night but still smiling
bare his teeth show his fangs as a warning
oh his loved ones can’t save him he’s folding
he’s a danger to all those around him
lock him up and just keep it confined in

[chorus]
solitary confinement
isolated, he suffers in silence
but my face always shows my emotions
try to hide it even for a moment

a creature lays in solitary confinement (prod. idealism)

[chorus]
i put my head underneath all of my bed sheets
i’m feeling it deafen the world around me
she said i’m a lost cause i think that that’s perfect
they’ll lower their expectations cause
they’ll know i’m not worth it
what was the purpose
taking a back seat
calling me worthless
babe you’re not helping
you’re fucking selfish
i should’ve never have loved you
i can’t help it

[verse]
she speaks in some whispers
should’ve known we were cursed now
you tore out my heart
you left me distant and cold now
oh baby i’m sorry i can’t be the best
no matter how hard i tried
you loved me less and less
i could never live up to your tests
and every night i’m reciting the texts
you fucking sent the night you left

[chorus]
i put my head underneath all of my bed sheets
i’m feeling it deafen the world around me
she said i’m a lost cause i think that that’s perfect
they’ll lower their expectations cause
they’ll know i’m not worth it
what was the purpose
taking a back seat
calling me worthless
babe you’re not helping
you’re fucking selfish
i should’ve never have loved you
i can’t help it

deafen (prod. mackk)

prod. da homie @noizzbeatz 

[chorus]
i saw her eyes
and all along i knew the fog had lifted
got scars up on her arm, it’s self inflicted
she stays alone and hopes someone would listen
we know we’re cursed
the sins come from the past to wreak their havoc
she screams and yells and pleas but they won’t have it
she cries herself to sleep and some how manages

[verse]
oh darling i’m sorry for things endured
she built up her walls but they slammed down the door
and oh in her sleep she had dreamed of release
had a few lorn attempts but her heart won’t cease
and she cries and she begs and she pleas for the pain
just to stop but it won’t, it repeats all the same
and the cause of it all is a curse so we lay
in defeat by the blade of the girl, what a shame

[bridge]
and i know you’ll recover just as before
the worst has yet to be seen
but soon you’ll find your recourse

[chorus]
i saw her eyes
and all along i knew the fog had lifted
got scars up on her arm, it’s self inflicted
she stays alone and hopes someone would listen
we know we’re cursed
the sins come from the past to wreak their havoc
she screams and yells and pleas but they won’t have it
she cries herself to sleep and some how manages yeah

rika (prod. noizz)

[chorus]
you’re moving on
and i’m stuck here wading through snow
abandoned me, i know for sure
this story’s been written before yeah
and your warmth
is gone and it’s not coming back
we’re both walking down different paths
for better or worse, in the past

[verse]
i’ve been driving down these roads we
used to cross, ain’t been that long
i sift through these memories
you left with me these things i keep
remember nights spent where we were talking
cause over time they happened less often
i feel the cold grow as yellow flickers away
you got your purpose and i had left mine
two broken people lost deep within time
and moments now turned to memories and waves

[chorus]
you’re moving on
and i’m stuck here wading through snow
abandoned me, i know for sure
this story’s been written before yeah
and your warmth
is gone and it’s not coming back
we’re both walking down different paths
for better or worse, in the past
you’re moving on
and i’m stuck here wading through snow
abandoned me, i know for sure
this story’s been written before yeah
and your warmth
is gone and it’s not coming back
we’re both walking down different paths
for better or worse, in the past

yellow (prod. acey)

with @decksmusic

[intro]
i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i don’t wanna fall down onto my knees
but you make it so hard for me just to breathe
i try hard to float but i’m falling in deep

[chorus]
i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i don’t wanna fall down onto my knees
but you make it so hard for me just to breathe
i try hard to float but i’m falling in deep
and i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i go insomniac cause you’re still in my dreams
and you give me heart attacks when i try to gain peace
the ghost of my past that stays haunting me

[verse - decks]
and when i look underneath i'm the reason i rot in hell
i did all i could to help you, never helped myself
i wonder what it would take now to flip it all month
these visions have plagued me i'm tripping
say what you're feeling cause i know it's different
you'll never wish me well
no you'll never wish me well

[chorus]
i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i don’t wanna fall down onto my knees
but you make it so hard for me just to breathe
i try hard to float but i’m falling in deep
and i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i go insomniac cause you’re still in my dreams
and you give me heart attacks when i try to gain peace
you’re like the ghost of my past that stays haunting me

[outro]
i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i don’t wanna fall down onto my knees
but you make it so hard for me just to breathe
i try hard to float but i’m falling in deep
and i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i go insomniac cause you’re still in my dreams
and you give me heart attacks when i try to gain peace
the ghost of my past that stays haunting me

oni boy x decks - zzz (prod. idealism x Lucid Green)

[verse 1]
waking up from this dream
the subtle sun light placed on my sheets
replaced warmth where space is bare
it’s almost like you’re still right here
you say you’re still in love with him
but i can tell you’re wearing thin
you don’t want me out your life
so stop wasting my time
is it apathy or sympathy
can’t see the empathy you have for me
let’s lay it bare i’m fucking stuck
have you had enough of my blood

[bridge]
don’t wanna leave i know my absence would hurt the most
you’re choking me, your presence haunts me just like a ghost
can never speak because my damage would leave you broke
now at this point i think that death is my only hope

[verse 2]
can’t fall in love, the guilt just eats me every damn time
i’m waking up, with broken bones and bags under my eyes
don’t wanna see you ever hit me up
just stay with him, i hope that he’s enough
don’t try to hide your guilt cause i know you can see me hurting
don’t reassure me, i know that my love’s a fucking burden
just leave some flowers on my fucking grave
and wipe those tears off of your fucking face you fucking scum

[BONUS TRACK] lay me to rest and i'll stay here dead (prod. caves) [ORIGINAL]

[chorus]
it’s so sad to see
you’re my ecstasy
won’t be secondary
won’t be secondary
for you i’d give my heart
til i fall apart
i’m crumbling slowly
you’re watching me bleed

[verse]
nose bleeds, harm scars
watch me fall apart
i’m your rock
and your back bone in the dark
baby i need to know if you’re good too
suffering when i think about you two
swear to god i could drop off and die now
where’s the help that i give out, in time we’ll
break apart til the dogs feast on my
flesh and carcass, body for the dinner time

[verse 2]
fuck you, hate me
you’ll already break me
what’s the point in this
when you ain’t bout reciprocating
stuck in limbo
you won’t let me die now
you’ll die too
so my hands are fucking tied now

[chorus]
it’s so sad to see
you’re my ecstasy
won’t be secondary
won’t be secondary
for you i’d give my heart
til i fall apart
i’m crumbling slowly
you’re watching me bleed

2nd-ary intro (prod. caves)

[verse 1]
how can i say what the heart thinks
when i always repress everything
cause you give me strength to fight
but i lose like every night
yet you bring me to my feet
and you say just fight, don’t think
so i go and put my hands up
‘til i close my eyes and stay shut

[verse 2]
yeah it’s easier to be
dead inside, my lungs don’t breathe
but i don’t think i could leave
my love alone this spring
cause she gives me peace and comfort
when the world is getting colder
she’s my sun when season’s changing
rather burns than winter’s freezing

[outro]
but now the sun is setting, my love where’d you go
can’t find my way back home now in this snow
cut my life too short just to gain some peace
i can’t stand this life when you’re not with me

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sunset (prod. idly blare)

featuring @decksmusic

[chorus]
she says i’m stuck but i don’t say shit
she’s had enough of conversations
she wanna leave, but i ain’t waiting
and after everything my baby’s still complaining
i’ve had enough of all this drinking
i did too much, to have you leaving
so if you leave, i ain’t complaining
cause down by cemetery ave is where i’m staying oh no no no

[verse 1]
too much on my fucking conscience
i don’t wanna leave you baby but i feel too often
it’s all about you and never me like there’s no option
you would never listen to a thing ‘til i’m a carcass, aw shit
so i hope you’re sad in august
every time it passes you’re reminded of my coffin
i’m so sick and tired of this shit, like stop your talking
these useless words ain’t stopping my body from dropping oh no no no

[verse 2 - decks]
you told me i’m better off saving breath
so i just listened as i watched our death
to know my faults was such a waste
i got high off of the chase
and every word was full of deep regret
i never thought i’d see those stars align
we were thriving within borrowed time
its hard to see you in this light
lovers acting out of spite
and like a flame once burning now is dead

[chorus]
she says i’m stuck but i don’t say shit
she’s had enough of conversations
she wanna leave, but i ain’t waiting
and after everything my baby’s still complaining
i’ve had enough of all this drinking
i did too much, to have you leaving
so if you leave, i ain’t complaining
cause down by cemetery ave is where i’m staying oh no no no

cemetery ave. (feat. decks) [prod. irby]

[chorus]
now one thing i know for sure
this distance in between us is such a bore
love talking, but i want more
cause you’re the only girl that i really adore
cause i think fate bound us two
now you’re the only one that i would ever choose
we bonded, like we had fused
and at the altar, baby, i would say i do

[verse]
cause talk is cheap and i think actions speak louder
don’t need nobody else, i’d rather be around her
and if you asked me i’d gladly take your hand in mine
cause baby you’re the only one that’s staying in my mind

[verse]
time ain’t our greatest friend
but time can heal our wounds
just know you’re mine again
and i’ll never let you go
with you i feel so normal
you fixed all my vignettes
girl stay with me forever
so we have no regrets

[chorus]
now one thing i know for sure
this distance in between us is such a bore
love talking, but i want more
cause you’re the only girl that i really adore
cause i think fate bound us two
now you’re the only one that i would ever choose
we bonded, like we had fused
and at the altar, baby, i would say i do

bound2u (prod. michael harrison)

prod. lostcage

[chorus]
hurting’s all i know
but you had freed me from it all
before you sent me right back in
oh you’re a wolf inside sheep skin
i should have never trusted them
cause you had filled my life with sin
and now i’m back to suffering
how could you have had sent me into the darkness

[verse 1]
what glitters ain’t gold
i thought that you’d know
but i had my thoughts
and you had your goals
and it hurts to know
that you’d always go
you tore out my heart
and used it for show

[verse 2]
the way that you lied should’ve been the discussion
you hiding from me like this love was just nothing
i hope that you feel the same way i discovered
a liar, a cheater, a horrible person
deceit is the game and i never should’ve play it
deception is trickery, oh and im saying
if death should just take me then let him come pay it
a coin for the ferry, this trip that i’m making and

[chorus]
hurting’s all i know
and you had freed me from it all
before you sent me right back in
oh you’re a wolf inside sheep skin
i should have never trusted them
cause you had filled my life with sin
and now i’m back to suffering
how could you have had sent me into the darkness

wolf in sheep skin (prod. lostcage)

prod. caves

[chorus]
talk me in melodies to help me numb the pain
i don’t know how i am ever supposed to fucking change
images i’ve long forgotten have all been locked away
and though i try to erase it all i can still see your face

hum to me so softly so i can finally fall asleep
ever since you’ve left i can’t stop walking empty streets
and chaos comes in to take the place of our vacated peace
you cut my throat and you spilled my guts just to watch me fucking bleed

[verse]
my memories bring back hurt ten fold
you’ve hurt me more than you could ever know
was it worth when you went back to the past
your love was one thing i could never have

[chorus]
talk me in melodies to help me numb the pain
i don’t know how i am ever supposed to fucking change
images i’ve long forgotten have all been locked away
and though i try to erase it all i can still see your face

hum to me so softly so i can finally fall asleep
ever since you’ve left i can’t stop walking empty streets
and chaos comes in to take the place of our vacated peace
you cut my throat and you spilled my guts just to watch me fucking bleed

melodies (prod. caves)

[chorus]
are you with me baby
are you with me
swear we both in love
when we countin up fifties
but you cannot feel me
nah you cannot feel me
only off them drugs
is when you have a feeling
and we so apart
underneath the same ceiling
all these cuts on me
got it looking like a killing
do you still love me?
do you still have feelings
baby i can’t breathe
do you still have feelings

[verse]
she toss the blunt out the pane
she dead inside and i’m the same
she tries to run and i give chase
repeat this shit every day
we do this shit like it’s a game
i crash my whip inside the rain
you watch me bleed, all the same
you wrap me up in cellophane

[chorus]
are you with me baby
are you with me
swear we both in love
when we countin up fifties
but you cannot feel me
nah you cannot feel me
only off them drugs
is when you have a feeling
and we so apart
underneath the same ceiling
all these cuts on me
got it looking like a killing
do you still love me?
do you still have feelings
baby i can’t breathe
do you still have feelings

cellophane (prod. vvvl3nty x indrasarrow)

stfu! (prod. irisv)

[chorus]
shut the fuck up
i don’t wanna talk
yeah you got me in a bad mood
i don’t wanna talk, just stop
this block pops off
when you don’t wanna stop
why don’t you wanna stop
why don’t you wanna stop

[verse 1]
can you just quit your talking
we do this shit too often
like why you blowing up at me
can you just quit your talking
you can’t control ur emotions
and you make that shit my problem
why can’t you just stop talking
can you just quit your talking
this pressure falls on me
your tendencies
breaking down on me
dependency
is such a tragedy
i swear to god ill kill myself
if you don’t you shut the fuck up
so can you shut the fuck up

[bridge]
it goes on and on
and on and on and on (and on and on)
it goes on and on
and on and on and on (and on and on)

[chorus]
shut the fuck up
i don’t wanna talk
yeah you got me in a bad mood
i don’t wanna talk, just stop
this block pops off
when you don’t wanna stop
why don’t you wanna stop
why don’t you wanna stop

[verse 2]
it’s breaking on the phone
i’m all alone
the pressure in my lungs
is set in stone
if you wanna break my heart again
then go
it’s not the first, i know
so why’d you have to go

[chorus]
shut the fuck up
i don’t wanna talk
yeah you got me in a bad mood
i don’t wanna talk, just stop
this block pops off
when you don’t wanna stop
why don’t you wanna stop
why don’t you wanna stop

shut the fuck up
i don’t wanna talk
yeah you got me in a bad mood
i don’t wanna talk, just stop
this block pops off
when you don’t wanna stop
why don’t you wanna stop
why don’t you wanna stop

stfu!

stfu! (prod. irisv)

[chorus]
yeah i think i fell in love
with you, my love
oh and i was feeling stuck
but you pulled me out the mud
and oh i just can’t get enough
of you, my love
yeah i think i fell in love
with you, my love
yeah i think fell in

[verse]
oh i fell into your heart
and you pulled me out the dark
thought i'd never get it up
but you grabbed me from the start
and when i felt like giving up
you gave me strength of heart
you’re the kairi to my sora
hope we never fall apart

just know that destiny will bind us
if we are ever apart
and when you feel like giving up
just know i’ll be there from afar
you’re the most important person
that i have inside my life
you’re my girl, my heart, my love
and you will always be my wife

[verse 2]
i hope you’re fine with that
you always got my back
i fell in love with you so hard
i had a heart attack
i always love the fact
you keep on coming back
you’re the only girl i love
and i can promise that

i hope you’re fine with that
you always got my back
i fell in love with you so hard
i had a heart attack
i always love the fact
you keep on coming back
and oh my baby
you drive me crazy

[chorus]
i think i fell in love
with you, my love
oh and i was feeling stuck
but you pulled me out the mud
and oh i just can’t get enough
of you, my love
yeah i think i fell in love
with you, my love

yeah i think i fell in love
with you, my love
oh and i was feeling stuck
but you pulled me out the mud
and oh i just can’t get enough
of you, my love
yeah i think i fell in love
with you, my love
yeah i think i fell in love

[outro]
yeah i think i fell in love
yeah i think i fell in love
yeah i think i fell in love
yeah i think i fell in love

ily <3 (prod. saeyxng x kirani)

[verse]
put your hand inside of mine
i won’t ever let you go
you’re the sweetest girl i’ve ever met
and i will ever know
girl you keep me on my toes
got a lump inside my throat
and some butterflies inside my stomach
when we are alone
i can be myself around
i won’t ever let you down
i don’t know what i would do
if you had ever left this town
cause i need you in my life
in this darkness you’re the light
and your warmth is like the summer
for this frozen heart of mine

[chorus]
i love you
i don’t where i would be
if i had never found you cause

i love you
i don’t know who i would be
if i had never met you

some love songs (prod. michael harrison)

[chorus]
there’s this fire in my heart that i can’t blow out
ever since you fucking left i just can’t go out
i stay cooped up in this room like a fucking inmate
girl you broke my heart forever, you’re a fucking ingrate
and i’m going insane i’m going insane
open up both those eyes watch me blow out my brains
i wanna make you watch, as i take my life
matter fact give me your hand, come and grab this fucking knife

[verse]
girl come say good night girl come say good night
oyasumi oni boy, you had a fucking great life
til that cunt came in and made a horrible upset
but that’s what i fucking get for being horribly obsessed
ever since i had regressed
deep into a fucking mess
now i wake up every morning with this pain inside my chest
like i had a heart attack
throw my body in the trash
i can’t walk upon these hollowed grounds
you broke my fucking path

[chorus]
there’s this fire in my heart that i can’t blow out
ever since you fucking left i just can’t go out
i stay cooped up in this room like a fucking inmate
girl you broke my heart forever, you’re a fucking ingrate
and i’m going insane i’m going insane
open up both those eyes watch me blow out my brains
i wanna make you watch, as i take my life
matter fact give me your hand, come grab this fucking knife

oyasumi (prod. luvrenai x warheart)

produced by samashi
featuring sewerperson

[Verse 1]
It’s getting harder breathe
I know you won’t stay here with me
Let me just die in your company 
The feeling of love is deceased 
And I can’t keep doing this shit
I keep lying to myself the feeling won’t dip
It just splits me in two 
Every seconds of you
I keep thinking of you
Can’t stop thinking of you

[Bridge]
Tell me where you wanna go 
Yeah I can take it slow
Girl just let me know
Yeah girl just let me know
Girl just let me know
I can take it slow
Girl just let me know

[Chorus]
Can you keep me talking I been up all night
I can hear them sing and I can see the light
Fall asleep on the call
Please just catch me fore I crash and fall

[Verse 2 - sewerperson]
catch me for i fall
down by city hall
rollin up
service alcohol
bottle waterfall
they aint purchase
i spent all this time preparing for the night now its curtains
why she think im worth it
honestly i dont deserve it
i just got back in town
i just came back around
now she all different
i dont wanna lead you on
i cannot hold you down
she say its like business
i cannot break these locks
she just gon keep me round
this is my prison
quiet gon bring me peace
close my eyes im free
lately im losing my vision

[Chorus]
Can you keep me talking I been up all night
I can hear them sing and I can see the light
Fall asleep on the call
Please just catch me fore’ I crash and fall

crash and fall (feat. sewerperson) [prod. samashi]

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