lyrics:

[intro]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed

[chorus]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed
long dark blinding i cannot see
voices inside my head they scream
let me die cause i cannot keep
fighting this pain it hurts please just set me free

[verse]
girl your words they’re just cold like the winter snow
i tried to love you, you hate me i know you do
i keep on trying all my friends say just let it go
she don’t deserve you, you’re better than she’ll ever know
i waste my time to try convince you it hurts me
so many years of suffering this pain it’s agony
i close my eyes and see your face this shit is killing me
just throw me out and i’ll become a distant memory

don’t tell me you’re gone
i waited too long
you’re the reason that i write all these songs
stay here in the dark cause that’s where you belong

[bridge]
it’s where you belong
i hope that one day all these voices just gon be calmed
i hope that one day all these thoughts they just gon be gone
the sacrifice is just correcting all their fucking wrongs
you had your chance but then you blew it just to be wrong
i had to stay away yeah i just had to be strong
this hurt surrounds me like the clouds inside a fucking storm
my brain is damaged and my nerves all fucking worn

[chorus]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed
long dark blinding i cannot see
voices inside my head they scream
let me die cause i cannot keep
fighting this pain it hurts please just set me free

stream!

let me die (prod. mors)

new tattoo ft veins

---------------------poison bird---------------------
sitting in the park in the back
ripped jeans, rip bowls, getting back
back home when it all goes black
have fun with ur panic attacks

see the stars when we out in the night
too cold for this shit, hit it twice
no phone, no hold, no ice
get it right, my saddens, alike

im, intertwined and outta focus again
painting my nails with my friends
till i go home, do it again
my life is repeat, gotta whole week, but i do shit,  till i fall bleak
outta motion, fuck a 6 day, got no weekends, work the whole week

im, intertwined and outta focus again
painting my nails with my friends
till i go home, do it again

poison bird came by this week
wait for a moment, get outta the street
said to do shit that ur happy
but what do i do when im not happy with

with myself anymore
got a bottle, do a pour
im gonna vomit, need some more
need you to hold me up, off the floor

ADC
-----------------------------------------------
Falling apart but im lively
A reject thats set in the ivy
Bask in the light
Sat there in sight
But never in mind

So cold so far
Please waste my time

Addict to the fallout
Screaming but not loud
Presence of construct
But im lucky im stuck on my phone

Im sick of people
Cutting my ties

Cant see none
Cover my eyes

Sick sick
Ill puke over bad tricks

Bad things got me thinkin
But i need fix

Gimme some of adavan
Anxious bad again
Fallin off shit
blood it drips let it gets

Never gave you my life
Now my actions they tell me my purpose
To better times

Im in love with the badlands
Feel safe with guns in hand
Kettle with clay bands

Im a god complex
It’s a process
Now im better off dead
But im good with my logic

NAVY
--------------------------

sitting in the park in the back
ripped jeans, rip bowls, getting back
back home when it all goes black
have fun with ur panic attacks

see the stars when we out in the night
too cold for this shit, hit it twice
no phone, no hold, no ice
get it right, my saddens, alike

Poison Bird w/ American Dead Cross (prod. splashgvng)

and its the end, i guess ill see you elsewhere.
-+- mix & master, lyrics by me
prod.pekarot  -+-
(lyrics)
take me away from here
save me from this place,
im falling
its so hard

so far away from here,
i know that i am falling
its so hard
oh
unaware my dear
i will go where the end nears
you see me, and im falling

the pouring rain
and it tears out my heart
i dont know if ill be alive
deep in the sand and ill suffocate
the hourglass spills, i guess time is out
emptying everything i did
and i know that its all for nothing
know that i couldnt ever give,
and im stomping on the help to save me

so far away from here,
i know that i am falling
its so hard
and i dont know where i am heading
i guess its the end of it all

made may 6th 2022

Its So Hard (pekarot)

Check out the producer:
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Lyrics:
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I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go
I don't wanna know
I think I found my place
On this living plane
So when I'm fine
You can take me home
I don't really wanna go
But you wanna go
Take it slow
I've been down for the ride
For the rest of my life
Even if living is living on the road

Without a place in mind
Any of the time
I'll make things right
It's everything I owe
'Cause I gave up everything
And I don't mean anything
We don't need wedding rings
On our own
Give me a sign
I just wanna try
And by the end of the night
I promise I'll atone
'Cause I've seen what heaven brings
Spreading your angel wings
Come on and let me in from the cold

I've spent too much of my life just to crawl away
Over saturated
I hate it when it all fades to gray
Everyone I know never knew the pain
Why so complicated
Impatience is boiling blood in my veins
Like why the fuck are they so distant
I've been wishing
I never knew how to wait
When I'm crying
I was hoping that you'd call me back
But I'm scared to ask
Pity love ain't the same
White lying on the prowl but the prey fast
See through it like glass
When I say I'm okay
I don't need to see twenty twenty
My vision keep shifting
'Cause I know Imma change

I think I'm getting the spirit
I hear it here in the hell of a catacomb that I'm fearing
I keep on building myself up
Then I'm down and I'm tearing
Into the depths of my cup
So in the whip I keep veering
I'm nearly crashing while cackling
Smoking packs of the baccy
'Cept I don't smoke 'cept the baggy
So you can tell that I'm mad at me
I let go of the steering
Here you are interfering bringing me right back up
I ain't used to the cheering kinda love

I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go
I don't wanna know
I think I found my place
On this living plane
So when I'm fine
You can take me home
I don't really wanna go
But you wanna go
Take it slow
I've been down for the ride
For the rest of my life
Even if living is living on the road

Without a place in mind
Any of the time
I'll make things right
It's everything I owe
'Cause I gave up everything
And I don't mean anything
We don't need wedding rings
On our own
Give me a sign
I just wanna try
And by the end of the night
I promise I'll atone
'Cause I've seen what heaven brings
Spreading your angel wings
Come on and let me in from the cold

Where to Go

Where To Go [Prod. Scar$]

the cake is a lie ft. epitomeoffailure (prod. jolst x dercept)

I hope you just been sleeping,
I call you on your phone,
your momma says she loves you,
and your daddys' never home,
sometimes when I been sleeping,
I find it in my bones,
to wash away my burdens,
and put it in a song,

(she said)
I bet you got a lotta hoes back at home,
no one else around when I'm not home,
and are you making friends when I sleep?

and girl you don't gotta lie to me, just take yo self back home,
and go to sleep, try to sleep,

When I find,

the drug that hits me best, I love it more than friends, coz it won't leave me behind.

I miss getting high (broken bones)

prod. moneo

lyrics: 

(You know it just sucks like I’m so lost with what to do with my days now. I feel like I’m wasting time and I’m trying to get out of that feeling but it’s hard but eventually I’ll get there. But as of now I feel like I’m like mentally and physically melting, like melting away.)

I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you
I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you
I’ve been trying my best
I’ve been trying to change 
Think about why you left 
Don’t think that I’d be the same
I miss the tone of your voice 
I miss the memories made 
I wish that I could forget 
Make it all fadeaway 
Fadeaway x1000 lol
sorry I’m a fuck up and a mistake
You probably wished never talked to me in the first place 
I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you
I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you

wtf am i suppose to do (moneo)

Lyrics:
Love is suicide 
Say you wanna die
Well baby so do I
I’ve been so high

See it in my face
A prisoner of time and fate
See it in my face 
this void that I can’t escape

Enemy enemy
Why you my enemy
Friend of me friend of me
Are you a friend of me

Enemy enemy
Why you my enemy
Friend of me friend of me
Are you a friend of me

Love is suicide 
Say you wanna die
Well baby so do I
I’ve been so high

Stuck by myself
My thoughts are my hell
Spit the blood out my mouth 
Hope I find a way out

Love is suicide 
Say you wanna die
Well baby so do I
I’ve been so high

Broken heart, broken bones
Smoke till I feel no more
Pain I can’t let go of
pulling me lower

Prisoner of Time and Fate (prod. smokerose)

BROKEN HUMAN BEING

Pretend We’re God.

alternative R&B, midwest emo, rap. 
follow me on all socials <3

@yokai_hub

let me die (prod. mors)

oni boy.

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