prod- @johnnyfriend
mixed- @heyjessee

lyrics:
i try my best not to break down
dont know how much longer i have
think of times when i was so dead
just trying to hold up my head (x2)

break me down
please pick the pieces up
im not okay
i need to distance myself (x3)

break me down + johnnyfriend

sorry, i forgor (frevel)

break me
i like it when it hurts
abuse me
you always were the first
i can’t be left alone without these thoughts invading me
cause you had broke the trust and now i’m broken inside here
my body won’t repair as long as you’re still in this place
abandon me again cause i don’t wanna see your face 

i’m broken now and torn apart since you had gone and left
when distant memories succumb to hurt we never meant
i wish that i could go back and change the things i said
i’m burdened by the past and now it fuels my lament

hurt me
cause i can take the pain 
don’t lie
the message is the same
cause you had turned your back no matter what i tried to plead
but now you’re coming back, it’s only time until you leave
don’t lie and say you’re sorry cause i know that you’re not
you threw me out the door without a second fucking thought 

i’m broken now and torn apart since you had gone and left
when distant memories succumb to hurt we never meant
i wish that i could go back and change the things i said
i’m burdened by the past and now it fuels my lament

stream!

lament (prod. wisssery x lavendertxwn)

beat by metlast and 5head

lyrics:
My car feels like a spaceship flying through space and
With the spacecar take the wallride
In any world you wanna be in

The car feels like a spaceship flying through space and time 
I can't hear no sound no noise
It's just us in the back of the black Cadillac
Stars watching from above out on us

Flying through spacetime with the spacecar 
Take the wallride, a wild ride
The black bird sclicing the time in two 
Just to be a second alone with you
Alone with you
Just to be a second alone with you

Flying to the sky reaching for the stars
Take you out to heaven if it was a restaurant
I would take you there
I would fly you there
I'd be right beside of you babe
Served by Angels you will be standing in a crowd of lost souls
And yet all I see is you 

My car feels like a spaceship flying through space and
With the spacecar take the wallride
In any world you wanna be in

The car feels like a spaceship flying through space and time 
I can't hear no sound no noise
It's just us in the back of the black Cadillac
Stars watching from above out on us

Take you on a ride
You are by my side

a ride by my side

[chorus]
got my heart racing
in your skin tight jeans
all these cuts just bleed
i know
i swear it’s not the first i’ve seen
but you’re all i need
so i’ll stomach it
i know

[verse]
tell me where the love went
i’m complacent 
these sensations
just burn
i’m falling down the basement
where you’re staying
still complaining 
i broke 
tell me have you felt betrayed
cause this mess you made
never seems to fade
existence
won’t ever seem to be worth while
we won’t fake these smiles
cause the damage made
is done

[bridge]
break me down 
i like it when it hurts
cause then i know i feel
you’re not the first
this life has been fucking pain
since my damn birth
girl use me all you want
that’s all i’m worth 

[chorus]
got my heart racing
in your skin tight jeans
all these cuts just bleed
i know
i swear it’s not the first i’ve seen
but you’re all i need
so i’ll stomach it
i know

stomach the pain (prod. jolst)

[verse]
take me back to the moments that we saved
i don’t know who i am cause you took it all away
and all my life i’ve been waiting for this day
don’t say you’ll miss me when you pushed me all away

[chorus]
time won’t heal 
all wounds 
but i hope you’ll 
see me soon

[verse]
don’t tell me you second guessed it
when i know you learned your lesson
you cannot trust
decisions will rust
still ill go and deliver my message 
can i just get your attention 
it’ll only take a second
just give me call
i swear we won’t fall
yet you’re still just leaving me here restless 

[chorus]
time won’t heal 
all wounds 
but i hope you’ll 
see me soon

visit me in the afterlife, when we're both wiser and older (prod. killedmyself)

#glasshouse

@sinnagacci
@cboy1
@1angelwingz

sinna x cboy1 x angelwingz - quit [prod. siem spark x ayoley]

koju22 ft. scøøb + weepings (love race x lvnar)

lyrics:

and you told me
things would be different in the long run
i'm stuck here waiting for the changes
i can't believe your eyes were fixed on no one
and you showed me
life will feel different when it's no fun
i'm stuck here facing all the changes
i can't believe our eyes are on the same sun

we were carefree
then you wanted to go
and the lesson learned
is how it hurts to know
i was carefree
then i wanted to go
and the lesson i learned
is how it hurts to know 

(chorus)

same sun

prod farber <3

[lyrics:]
baby im in love with your flaws, with your eyes
would you mind if i come over tonight?
cus i miss you
it makes me so happy when you call me  at night
its alright, no you never bother me
let me kiss you

fall in love with me again 
i dont want to be just friends
fall in love with me again
why did it have to end

@caspywaspy
pretty eyes pretty face
u got me addicted 
both my hands on ur waist 
while i whisper
how much i love you 
but baby idk what to do 
should i go
should i stay 
maybe leave
or simply wait 
cuz i know every night turns into a day

fall in love w/casperrr (farber)

wonder the woods singing sad songs
rarely am happy when i am it dont last long
only am here because i promised my mom
when i zone out i swear to god time stops
my chest just locked
my breathing has stopped
waiting till i pass so i gaze at the clock
dont wanna talk 
only gets rougher and rougher 
bracing myself for the future 
but honestly 
i dont think ill have one 
i sit in a closet complaining about problems 
on ass songs
you think your perfect your not and i hate it
you want me to leave please dont stall and just say it
you want me to leave please dont stall and just say it

wander the woods (prod. irby)

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alternative R&B, midwest emo, rap. 
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visit me in the afterlife, when we're both wiser and older (prod. killedmyself)

oni boy