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happy birthday lil wet wet <3

written and performed by bedhead, lil wet wet, vito, & eunhae
mixed and mastered by bedhead & lil wet wet
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the batcave 3/16/22

birthday cypher w/ lil wet wet, vito, & eunhae (+ homecomingqueen)

let’s pretend we’re numb. 

lyrics:

[verse]
all those nights you spending mad at me oh oh
girl it’s enough to lose your sanity oh oh
this situation’s such a tragedy oh oh
all this shit just rhymes like poetry oh oh
i kept it in
but i can’t do it no longer
all these feelings got me somber
yeah i feel like cannon fodder
lost my wild youth, no daughter
so i grew up like my father
let my rage out on my partners
but i can’t do it no longer yeah

[chorus]
i ripped the wings off of my fucking angel
oh to watch him bleed, i mutilate and i mangle
turned him into stone and crushed it just like the fables
never one to heal i’ll stay forever unstable

WINGLESS ANGEL (PROD. JAYMUS)

and the truth is
i’m still haunted by my previous actions
you’re never coming back and babe that’s the reaction
and the reality of it all
if i could turn back
the time i’d do it in the quickest heart beat
i’d do it so we’d never have to meet
cause i know you’ll be better off without me

so just forget me
erase the memories
just live your life in perfect harmony no disarray
cause i’ll still be here
amongst it all
i’ll stay alone with pain cause i’ll remember it all yeah

the first time was the worst part
then you brought me back and made me relive everything
i felt the grasp of your hands around my throat
choking my air and almost every single happiness i felt

don’t leave me here to die alone
i’m selfish so you know that i want you right here with me
is it wrong for once to wanna be wanted
you’re far along your path and i’m still here just buried yeah

buried and forgotten (prod. neverforever)

side by side (feat. MXB)

featuring @camertin
produced by @stick2gethr

sobriety w/ camertin (ertu)

prod uhoh and guccig0th
lyrics:

i feel so weak i think i’m done i wanna wanna fall apart
cant even speak i feel so dumb i’m gonna shut my mouth
i won’t make it out 
don’t wanna let you down
stuck underneath a frozen lake 
i think i’m gonna drown

it’s getting harder to breathe when i’m around you 
it’s coming apart at the seams we’ve sown through 
it’s easy loving don’t have to tell me nothing
and if you want it you better go and get it

don’t make a sound 
(i could never really hear you)
we’ll figure this out
(wrote a letter hope you get it)
the rains falling down 
(i’m drowning in the water)
as your tears hit the ground
(better not forget it)

i hear the thunder 
i see the tunnel
ahead
i lost the feeling
pick up the pieces 
you left
i couldn’t reach you
i went to see you instead
i tried to tell you 
i don’t know how to confess

it must be something that i did it wasn’t what i said
i’ll burn it down until it’s ash until there’s nothing left 
i feel defeated 
i think it’s meaningless 
it’s been deleted 
and now there’s nothing left 

don’t make a sound 
(i could never really hear you)
we’ll figure this out
(wrote a letter hope you get it)
the rains falling down 
(i’m drowning in the water)
as your tears hit the ground
(better not forget it)

i’ve been waiting my whole life just wasting away 
i’m sick of chasing these feelings so i can feel okay

light sleepr + sleep talk - rainfall

Pour gas onto the fire
Is that all that you did?
I don't wanna talk
Just let me rot inside of the pit
Take my feelings back
As my heart gets stitched
Just wanna stay inside my room
'Cus I'm tired as shit

No sleep I forgot who I'm supposed to be
Can't see through the lies on your 4k screen
Falling apart at the seams
Its easier when you don't have friends like me
So scribble out my face 'til its all gone
Look around this place
Its apparent that its all wrong (all wrong)
Broken moments pick the pieces off the sidewalk
I don't wanna be here anymore its a lost cause

I can't feel a single thing
It's so cold in these empty halls
Guess it was all just for nothing
Why did I even try at all?

'Cus when you look
I find it hard to breathe
Stuck in my head
I'll bite my tongue 'til it starts to bleed
Wait, do you still care
Do you still think of me
Or am I just another ghost
That's trapped inside your screen
Staying up all night thinking of
Friends I used to know
Never mind they probably forgot me a year ago
In my bed but I still feel so very far from home
And no one stays so maybe I'm just better off alone
Don't fuck with y'all leave the group chat
Just grab the package and I'm gone like its DoorDash
Losing sleep I'm getting sidetracked
So hit me up I need a friend before the format

I can't feel a single thing
It's so cold in these empty halls
Guess it was all just for nothing
Why did I even try at all?

pointless

pointless w/ xobuttoneyes

ninja storm 2 ft. vexle (prod. nightiger x w0kki)

ive been running in circles, baby
just to save the time
ive been wastin my time
i cant waste my time again

they say its hard to miss the people that you dont love
thats a bluff
or else i loved everyone thats ever left
and i bet
that its all my fault again
i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy
i hate to see the way that ive become
i wish that i wasnt so dumb
i wish that i didnt fuck up
i wish that i wasnt fucked up

i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy
i hate to see the way that ive become
i listen to the thoughts, im dumb

i feel my will cant break, i tried to kill myself today
i cut myself, i hurt myself
why wont anybody help?
im begging help
i need some help
i feel like im in my head
i feel like i should be dead
i wish i wasnt but
i am my enemy
i hope that it ends with me
i hate to see the way that ive become
i listen to the thoughts, im dumb
i feel my heart cant break, i tried to kill myself today
its all a fake, theyre all some snakes
they give me drugs that i wont take
i hate the pain, but its the way i cope

i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy
i hate to see the way that ive become
i listen to the thoughts, im dumb
i feel my heart cant break, i been through a lot of pain
i tried to kill myself today

but everything is in the way
im in the way of everybody else
i do my best but i cant help
id take my meds, but they dont help
i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy
i hate to see the way that ive become
i wish that i could just go numb
i feel so dumb and lonely
i cant let more people know me
if i do, than they might hurt me
they might turn around and stab my back
its all a fake, theyre all some snakes
they give me drugs that i wont take
i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy

i hate to see the way that ive become
i listen to the thoughts, im dumb
i wish that i could just go numb
i wish that i wasnt fucked up

WINGLESS ANGEL (PROD. JAYMUS)

oni boy.

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