a few songs I made this year <3

shoutout @swazyhq

fifty five degrees prod. swazy*

ive made worse mistakes

tiziana

oh are you bipolar one or two?

(prod. johnnyfriend)

Lyrics:
(intro)
you left in the worst way
so you won't hurt me
it's hard to see you clearly oh my visions blurry
and i won't turn away
because i'm worthy
it's hard to see you clearly clearly clearly

(chorus)
oh i need you bad
its all gone black
you put me in your drafts
(i need it bad)
(need it bad)
oh i need you bad
its all gone black
you put me in your drafts
(im in your drafts)
(in your drafts)
i can't lie when your next to me
my mind is full of ecstasy
broken hearts can't get to me
i finally found a way to breathe
moved on so damn casually
i grabbed the knife your stabbing me
cut me up do it piece by piece
and fall apart watching as i bleed

(verse)
and i been taking pill by pill for the hell of it
you think i need no i dont but we can settle it
you said im perfect but that dont make me a better man
i think were missing you U and I go tell the letter man
go to the letter man
tell him what you did again
i got your monsters at my door but i wont let em in
oh i wont let em 
im feining for a settlement
i need it bad
need it bad bad bad

(chorus)
oh i need you bad
its all gone black
you put me in your drafts
(i need it bad)
(need it bad)
oh i need you bad
its all gone black
you put me in your drafts
(im in your drafts)
(in your drafts)
i can't lie when your next to me
my mind is full of ecstasy
broken hearts can't get to me
i finally found a way to breathe
moved on so damn casually
i grabbed the knife your stabbing me
cut me up do it piece by piece
and fall apart watching as i bleed

need it bad

prod. StoneSoWavy!

my second personal favorite in the album!!

A friend of mine help me put a few of my thoughts into words here. :3

Lyrics -


fear is only right, for i am afraid each day and night
lie awake / see your smile / gorgeous eyes / pure denial
is this the fate that i decide?


call me what you like,
shifting endlessly under your design,
 i see what goes through your mind,
when will you be mine


Valentines, right round the corner
There’s is no more time
your head on my shoulder
lets repeat old times
historically mine


days pass by
i see nothing but your smile and your eyes
you’re stuck in my mind
all of the time


in silence, i got
lost in the
overwhelming
vulnerability
eating away at me.
years may pass by
only traces of regret in my eyes
unfolding in my own web of lies.

 
as time goes on
things get hard
i see you
you can let down your guard

x2

a castle by the sea
is waiting for you and me
forever, an eternity.


st.valentine.

(prod. michael harrison)

Lyrics:
[Verse]
all the words i mumble under my breath
are shouting at you in my head
and maybe if i wasn't with you ill be
but its all because of you im like this

[Chorus]
or maybe its because you
made me believe you were fucking worth it
(oh woah)
your not fucking worth shit
(oh woah)
and maybe i deserved it
(oh woah)
the stars were not as perfect

just cause i dont want your body
doesn't mean you give it to somebody else
(no)
can somebody help
(oh woah)
i need you to myself
(oh woah)
not with somebody else

[Verse]
(oh woah)
(not with somebody else oh)
(i need you to myself oh woah)

no one taught me how to fight all these feelings
when i drowning in replies that you send me 
you couldn't look me in my eyes to convince me
cause otherwise i wont fall for your miss me

so do you miss me?
vacant heart since 16
i been tryna find piece
but if i do im empty
are you coming with me
or not im tryna fix things
while your off that mixed drink
i hope you dont forget me

[Chorus]
or maybe its because you
made me believe you were fucking worth it
(oh woah)
your not fucking worth shit
(oh woah)
and maybe i deserved it
(oh woah)
the stars were not as perfect

the stars were not as perfect

i feel like a social outcast

prod. dexter yu + endie

lyrics:

Keep moving motion girl, I gotta go
It's been some time I'm feeling a way
I can't describe, but I need you to know
How I'm feeling one of these days
Love when I see you I'll see you in passing
And miss that smile on your face
Girl, I been distracted a form of refracting
Distance keeping me safe
It's keeping me safe
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame
What a shame
What a shame
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame

I don't know how far
I could be
One minute in bed broke back
Never felt half bad but I dealt with it, babe
The same way it was given
Brief love intermissions
And I felt okay
So I kept moving motion
To dilute all of this pain

Keep on moving faster
None of this shit could catch up
I was outside not hoping I'd die
Just hope I revisit the past year
I was alone, miss being alone
The way that I was in the last years
Miss being at home
But it was time to let go
And pick up the phone just to keep

Keep moving motion girl, I gotta go
It's been some time I'm feeling a way
I can't describe, but I need you to know
How I'm feeling one of these days
Love when I see you I'll see you in passing
And miss that smile on your face
Girl, I been distracted a form of refracting
And distance keeping me safe
It's keeping me safe
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame
What a shame
What a shame
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame

st.valentine.

foolish❔

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