skin

lyrics:

waking up in the afternoon
past 7, im late for school
my mom is mad
so is my dad
"hurry up you're late son
make sure you're fast"

stand outside in the freezing cold
waiting on the bus as the sky rains snow
my mom is mad
so is my dad
"hurry up you're late son
make sure you pass"

growing up i had no friends
on my own, had to depend
on myself and my mom and dad
oh mom and dad im sorry

i was nice but i turned out to be
what u hated most for me
doing drugs to help me sleep
what the hell is wrong with me

i wish
i wish
i can be a kid
i wish 
i wish
we can turn back time
(x2)

how did i grow up to be like this
from little ol me, to wanting to death
im fine, ill be okay
im fine, ill be okay
where did i go wrong
is it cause i love too strong
in my mind 
in my heart
there's a place you'll stay
in my mind 
in my heart
you'll be okay





i want to be a kid again

(05alagen, owleeng)


Im a ghost
im a ghost

baby im a ghost n im floatin thru yr city
every day that i wake up i feel like its all ending
and i just want you to know
baby im a ghost

baby im a ghost
baby im a zombie
every time i hear your voice
i ask why you'd want me
how could you want this
when im a demon
imma hurt you
and leave u bleedin

2025 imma just do me
yo bitch suck dick she been pullin on my jeans
i really need you, but you dont need me
and i need you to stay but ill ask you to leave 
i dont wanna hurt you cause babe ur an angel
everytime that you leave i feel my faith go
right out the door and flop out the window 
dont know where im at but baby im a 
ghoooooost
baby im a ghost

im a ghost

everything by me

lyrics:
you say i'm out
of my mind 
you let me down
you say
i am holding you back
i never knew you like that
can you remember that time when you loved me way back then?

could you call me right back? 
love me, i need it bad 
kill me on the inside
tell me i'll never see you again
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?

could you call me right back?
love me, i need it bad
kill me on the inside
tell me i'll never see you again
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?

i spent the holidays with cigarettes in bed
with movies i'll rewatch but never 'till the end 
i only waste my time away when i'm alone
'cause nowadays this cold damn house don't feel like home

can you see me calling?
i wish i still saw your face in the morning 
you always said i'm the one that you wanted 
you always said i'm the one that you wanted 

could you call me right back? 
love me, i need it bad 
kill me on the inside
tell me i'll never see you again
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?

could you call me right back? 
love me, i need it bad 
kill me on the inside
tell me i'll never see you again
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?

love like this

lyrics

 don’t think i can change the way i see the things to be
i just poured me up don julio to go to sleep
every fucking morning, i see some bullshit on my twitter feed
spend the rest of the day trying to find a little bit of peace
yeah, i’m in my bag right now
i’m in my bag right now, i’m getting a bag right now, yeah, yeah
i’m in my bag right now, i’m getting a bag right now
i’m winning this battle right now
i don’t want to lie, i just want to kiss you in the rain
pass this world, forget this pain
remember my name, and keep close what i told you
you stole my heart and left a little hole too
i won’t complain if i lie in your arms
you are my saint
my soul has been tamed
yeah, i’m getting a bag right now, but it’s not the same
if you’re not right next to me, i don’t want to play
i close my eyes for a second
and i’ve seen the future, i’ve seen the future
i know that you love when you’re mentioned
but i can’t compute, yeah, i can’t compute
but it’s dark, uh, blood all on the floor
creatures surrounding my body, yeah, i’ve seen this shit before
it’s craving a scent that i carry at the core
i’m just praying that i taught you the ways, now you cannot ignore
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my
hold my
hold my

heretic pain

heretic pain (flesh) [bonus tracks from album on spotify]

HANDSOME

handsome

Prod. Neverforever

Hiya!!! hope /you/ enjoy... hehehehe pun intended.

lyrics :3 -

rotting inside my own bed
holding pillows pretending their you
you just wont get out of my head
but hey, its not like i’m asking you to.


the way you looked with her in that dress
i hope she knows shes blessed with you
I’ve stalked myself into a mess
but i cant stop holding on to you

you


your right, i’m obsessed.
locked in my room
i’ve grown distressed
created this mess, are we doomed?
driven by change
and its all thanks to   

you 

all thanks to

you

rotting inside my own bed
holding pillows pretending their you
you just wont get out of my head
but hey, ill never ask you to.

you.

ive been struggling making anything lately, im gonna keep trying i got things but havent finished on my end, in the meantime heres a song from 2022, im trying, thank you <3

im alright, not really w/ azrael (2022)

Wintèr's Whispéring Woě's.

Ŵintęrs Tẃister

This song is about staying present instead of chasing certainty — choosing steadiness, devotion, and trust in the moment rather than promises about the future. Set against a continuous marching rhythm, it reflects quiet strength and endurance in love: moving forward together, step by step, without urgency or doubt. It’s a declaration of commitment through presence, not pressure.

you.

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