wont deceive it

in my head

prod. me 
feat. @xxcrush
rushed master by me 

i want 2 fucking givee uppp

lyrix;
@misalivee
ohhh ohhhh i just want
i just want it all, i just want

i hope that you forgot everything i said
i hope that you deleted every message that i sent
im a fuck up, an addict, i should kms
why am i living? bitch i wna know myself

i still see you in my dreams
like omg bitch youre the one i need
its hard to funtion when youre like all i got
been mixing drugs in hopes my heart gon stop
and baby all i want, i might fucking give up
talk to me cuz i been twisted off my drugs
i wont talk to you again and it sucks

@xxcrush
You know this is bad for me
You don’t know what im battling
Like don’t talk this way
 it’s hard to say
I wna kms yahh like I have too
 like she bad news
Well im bad too
Bat wings actually 
i had too Feel the noise
I can’t hear your voice
Ina void promise I’ll get back too you 
tryna be fly like me
These not angel wings
Uu can’t ever see the way I see 
Ima freak like that’s so me
You look so cute with those bangs omg

why am i alive ++xxcrush

shitty weed n empty pockets... 

shitty weed n empty pockets... 😢 k1dzheart ON DA #HOOK 🔊🎶 PRODUCED BY~ Ca$hM¢Bl!ing

friday nights in the city
hide my face in the smoke now u cannot see me
i’m awake but i’m dreaming
i’m up early and they sleeping on me
and i’m up now and she still tryna call me
on the phone and she say that she balling
on the plane you know that I’m balling
no i ain’t talking no spaldin

don’t know why they hate on me
snowman cocaine on me
fucked up at the rave off e
back stage yeah i get in for free
groupie bitches tryna follow me
what you want you know its all on me
i feel like a hollow tree 
on the inside you know that i’m empty

on the inside you know that i’m empty
bitches on me you know i got many
i make money now you know that i’m spending 
my whole life fucked up yeah it’s ending 
my whole life fucked up

my whole life fucked up i don’t care tho
pradas laced up yeah i wear those
in the same spot like a scarecrow
i know life isn’t fair bro
my bitch is hot but i’m so cold
in my back pocket yeah i keep a snow globe
wanna be alone so i isolate
drugs in my stomach make me feel great
i don’t feel love
i don’t feel hate
i know i fucked up
i made a mistake 
it was never chance
it was always fate
in the mist i evaporate

empty

gothiccromance w/ whyhaze (dullxx)

ima fade soon
don’t know what to do
locked inside my room
and i’m missing 
you
ima fade soon
ima fade soon
ima fade soon

i ain’t been faithful
i been unstable
disconnect me from the cable
whenever you’re able
my life like a k hole
i keep coppin 8 ball
i been fuckin up my nose
who said cali don’t got snow

i don’t wanna fade 
but i made it this way
i needa hurry up
andale but my life been on delay
stuck inside my brain
its like you’re haunting me
feels like you’re watching me
but you can’t talk to me
done with my bullshit
now i feel so useless
its just all the lies you told me
made me feel so stupid 
said i was insecure
now i can never care
don’t come over here
i’m not going over there

i don’t care 
i don’t care 
i don’t care now
about your whereabouts 
or about what you up to
live my life how i want to 
get high feels like i got
you know that ima fade soon
i hope that you fade too

fade

DC SHOES AND SKINNY JEANS BY 9ARADOX FT. ORYX 
PROD. BUHGUUL

DC SHOES & SKINNY JEANS + ORYX  [BUUHGUUL]

prod. me
feat. @xxcrush
mixxed by me n crush master by meeee

you dont ache like i ache

lyr:

@misalivee
bitch like watch me fall apart 
forget like all i said 
i just wna get it out 
think im better off dead
and i keep on getting fucked
i just want it and ill cut 
forget like all i said 
swear that she dont give a fuck

and bitch i swear to god i wna die 
i dont wna see it killed myself 100 times
dont wna try let me get out 
dont hit me up im like not a shadow


@xxcrush
And Like I’m not a shadow
Why is everyone so shallow 
 how is this gonna work if I barely care about myself
I need help
This remind me of a dream 
it’s been way too long 
Tryna figure out tha cost of it 
U could rip up my whole world to bits
Oh my god
2 lines on my iPhone 
Ima forget this im so goneee
This feels wrong like I know 
please just keep on holding on
Cus I won’t ever stop

just watch me ++xxcrush

itsokaywhatever

lyrixx:

talk tough like tell me what to do
watch me kill myself id do anything 4u 
its awkward like i cant rly stop her
be the only one to try and id still falter
baby tell me little lies tell me what to do
i would kill myself to be close to u
yeah i hate my life like u say u do 
watch me kill myself to be close to u
baby i dont rly give a shit 
hit me up there wont b another bitch 
watch kill myself i just dont give a shit
baby watch drop i dont wna quit 

imma die hit me up watch me bleed like watch me drop
idgaffff i been sick as fuck twisted off my drugs
yeah i hate myself bitch idgaf 
yeah it all makes sense baby you dont dont rly gaf
imma die lit suicide off all my drugs
she dont give a shit and she tell me she inlove
yeah ill kill myself cuz idgaf

you wont save me, i want you

We Are the Dawn!

i hope the thought of me is haunting enough

fade

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