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Stoned To The Bone 4

Daily Drops 4/5/23

Cracked Up White Boy Music

BAD MOOD

Alright

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Global Dan - Barbados (prod. Steve Aoki)

lyrics:

Time will tell
Who deserves
Another start
A beating heart
A pulse in them
A second life
Pure of sin
Too many times
I dont win
I refuse to play again
I refuse to lose again
I won’t talk to be ignored again

38
Got his heart
Love and prayers to his counter part 
It could’ve been another start
But he will rot and he will mourn
His saving grace
His work of art
Every night till his eyes are sore
Every night till his vocals tore
He says a prayer and then shuffles forth
Into the fray
Into the dark
He cant cover his beating heart
It could last
Or fail to stay
All his memories fade away
Into the grey
Into the dark
I cant cover my bleeding heart
I cant cover these mental scars
I cant picture our time apart

Yea I will wait I will gather up whatevers left
Its mostly hate I tried beating out of my damaged chest
Its too hard to change now
24 years of pain now
I tried to calm down
But I think we work best when berserk

38
Got his heart
Love and prayers to his counter part 
It could’ve been another start
But he will rot and he will mourn
His saving grace
His work of art
Every night till his eyes are sore
Every night till his vocals tore
He says a prayer and then shuffles forth
Into the fray
Into the dark
He cant cover his beating heart
It could last
Or fail to stay
All his memories fade away
Into the grey
Into the dark
I cant cover my bleeding heart
I cant cover these mental scars
I cant picture our time apart

38interlude (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

 im being paranoid
Girl can u reassure me
That I am real as well
And I haven’t been here before
Cause im getting paranoid
Maybe just try to hurt me
Bring me to earth again
Pull me up from hell

Late deploy
Im in the trees again
But its the real thing this time
I cannot try again
They hold a vantage point
They hit my closest friend
And They would have hit my heart too
If I had forgot the vest
But When we die
Where does the conscience go
Like if I were to die too
Would i return to home
Like Would I be wrapped in peace
And Would I be next to you
And Would u be something to see
Or could I touch you too my baby
I think my favourite night 
Is The kind that’s meant to fade
The ones we take for granted now
The ones that slip away
I pray tomorrows good enough to be a yesterday
Cause half the faces I remember never look the same

 im being paranoid
Girl can u reassure me
That I am real as well
And I haven’t been here before
Cause im getting paranoid
Maybe just try to hurt me
Bring me to earth again
Pull me up from hell
 im being paranoid
Girl can u reassure me
That I am real as well
And I haven’t been here before
Cause im getting paranoid
Maybe just try to hurt me
Bring me to earth again
Pull me up from hell

Its Quiet , Too Quiet (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Coming down
Its really raining now
How are you getting back to the house
Its looking dangerous out
Wait
Im a Cannibal
Im a young animal
I pour some fire into my cup
It taste fucking terrible

Its just another Sunday to tempt my mind
Beneath the planes wing I see the northern lights
Im wiped from her fate like im a passerby
I carried your pain so won’t you carry mine
Give me your fate u know I care
Who do u see when u talk and no ones there
Give me your life u know I care
Who do u see when u talk and no ones there

Coming down
Its really raining now
How are you getting back to the house
Its looking dangerous out
Wait
Im a Cannibal
Im a young animal
I pour some fire into my cup
It taste fucking terrible

The Basement Flooded (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

I looked dead in their eyes in the grave
Glazed with a cataract grey
There must be a reasonable way
Were just particles floating thru space
When the moon decides to flood the Great Lakes
With the beast of planet dread in full display
And All the armour that we wear is homemade
I will walk into its pit in blind rage

They describe a creature in the face of horror
This ugly violent mess that’s bigger than a meteor
We fear the sound the name the smell we fear the thought the face more
U spent a lot of time afraid of something never seen before
Tenderils poke out of the floor
In this cold and broken down Toronto apartment uh
I could be the one that turn it to a home
Camouflage won’t help when they can smell you
If they didn’t tell u that they tryna leave without you
I was deep in the woods when I found you
I looked down at ur body and I mourned u

I looked dead in their eyes in the grave
Glazed with a cataract grey
There must be a reasonable way
Were just particles floating thru space
When the moon decides to flood the Great Lakes
With the beast of planet dread in full display
And All the armour that we wear is homemade
I will walk into its pit in blind rage

Particles Floating Thru Space (eric Godlow)

lyrics:


I know my demons know they’ll find a way
Tryna find out what u won’t say
Then They gon make up what u don’t say
The Stale press like an earthquake
Aint u hear the news they say its doomsday
Decades worth of shit just for this fate
Shelter for the rich while poorer people turn to biowaste 
I guess U don’t really die if u in first place 

Did I hit a nerve 
U dont call me back no more but u had hit me first
Till im out of words
I would write u letters back until im out of verbs 
I been stacking money up like I just got the CERB
I could see the future undecided thru my very own brain
Every time its always something horrible I hate this game
Maybe we attack where they’re bound to break
Right between the best of the fleet they’ve made
Least to expect one to come they’re way
U could smell his breath fore he sees your face
Terrified
Fear left them paralyzed
Friend its just not your day

I know my demons know they’ll find a way
Tryna find out what u won’t say
Then They gon make up what u don’t say
The Stale press like an earthquake
Aint u hear the news they say its doomsday
Decades worth of shit just for this fate
Shelter for the rich while poorer people turn to biowaste 
U don’t really die if u in first place 
I guess U don’t really die if u in first place 

Everything eventually must die
Its easier to understand when its not your life
Uh
You cant even look me in my eyes
It won’t make it easier just hold ur head high
Up
Way up in the New York City sky
Im inside a plane to somewhere else the same night 
Uh
Sorry I called u up hope u dont mind
Ill just keep on trying till u pick up

Next Stop , The Moon! (eric Godlow)

THROUGH THE DARKNESS

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Jake Hill - How It Ends (NOT MINE) (NON-PROFIT)

production by jay vee
vocals by shinigami

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grew up too fast
like a bullet breaking thru the glass
remember that
fell asleep in every single class
i hate the fact
that ive become an insomniac
i hate the fact
that im never ever going back

cant even say that im feeling sad
i cant help but dwell on everything i had back when i was a kid
all those emotions they cease to exist

the world was so new woke up bright every day
now im just jaded its faded to grey
and i lay in a coffin that i helped create
facing the fact that ill never feel great again

shinigami - grew up 2 fast (prod. jay vee)

Baby if you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile
I think to much
It's over complicated
I hate myself and I wish I could change it
My life feels like a game
With snakes and mazes
I hope she thinks of me with my replacement

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho 

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho
I don't know how to hide it
My memories divided
If only I could get out my head
And see inside it

A whole new perspective
My soul was neglected
Bomb on my heart
Like was it her objective
Torn into pieces
My strengths turn to weakness
I don't say much
Cause these thoughts leave me speechless

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyls
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

And you won't last a mile
Your dead if you're in my head
I'll make you suicidal
You couldn't love me
No matter if you tried to
If someone told you different
Then just know your being lied to

Fuck life fuck you
Driving fast hit the gas
Imma dust you
Shedding tears
As I'm switching to my fifth gear
I don't give a fuck about my ex I tell her stay clear

Tell her stay clear
Running for my life
Cause I know that the pain's near
I would rather die
Then ever fucking stay here
I can't take it
Everybody be the same here

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

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life is just a cycle (prod. foreigngotem)

im good at being lonely cant u tell

NO THERAPY❌ ft Amanda K. (prod. Rock Lee)

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Lyrics:
walking in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, take that belt off I sweared
I was done with this, come back for you baby I'm a masochist
running so damn fast from this
cause baby you the catalyst
alcohol the agonist
pain I cannot manage it.
kiss your glowing lips again
aware that you're a basilisk

now it's 9 am at the station
in my chest I feel no breathe the space is vacant
got no recollection on how I awakened
on this bench said fuck that wench I cannot take this
why I always find myself
downing all the shelf
going 85 inside the residential belt
walking home alone again, I'm talking to myself
I can't find no home until I'm greeted by the 

BLINDING LIGHTS
GLOW SO BRIGHT
I FLY UP HIGH
I TOUCH THE SKY AGAIN
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coming down
she never come around
I just wander and I ponder If I'm better drowned
leave my body in the lake
I live my life and I'm half baked
and I just wonder If she faked each day she said we're bound

running the in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, as I belt over snares
rip out my hair
everything I came to know was fucking lies
anxious as a mother fucker, rather die
missing every touch and every fucking lie
now I now the truth behind each every line

Street Lights [prod. shinpuru]

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“sad songs don’t create sadness, they help you carry the sadness you’re already holding and sometimes even allow you to put it down and move on” - AJAXX

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