your music is so comforting, this is beautiful

everything by me.

Lyrics:

Today would be different if I just ignored it
And, oh well I tried
But I just can't afford it
Oh, I'm thinking, of something
That I can't have, and I won't be

So I guess that I won't try to change it
And I guess that I'll keep myself faceless
Feels like everyone's leaving me
The fuck did you see in me?
It's all the same in the end

So today wasn't different, at least it's consistent
I know that you're leaving,
I won't try to fix it
I can't change your choices
You're talking to voices
That don't know the best,
Get that through your head

Today wasn't any different

everything by me
drop d tuning

lyrics:

i know that i'll be dead soon
don't know why it's so hard to not feel blue
i'm a dying flower, i can't bloom
i take a couple pills & throw them up in the restroom
unfit for love, i'm imperfect
don't wanna talk, i'm not worth it
see all the sutured wounds on my surface,
know i'm a stupid bitch i deserve it

bound to the room, and it's never been this bad
again i'm staring at the ceiling, again i'm looking at the past
and it's all i'll ever think about
i was happy til you cut me out
and i wish they'd tell me they were proud
but they lock me out, and shut me down

i know that i'll be dead soon
don't know why it's so hard to not feel blue
i'm a dying flower, i can't bloom
i take a couple pills & throw them up in the restroom
unfit for love, i'm imperfect
don't wanna talk, i'm not worth it
see all the sutured wounds on my surface,
know i'm a stupid bitch i deserve it

I'm a dying flower & you're the pesticide

i did not mix any of the guitar in this cus demo

lyrics:

i am a dying fawn
left here to rot all day
my carcass will contort
shaking in bouts of pain

mom & dad didn't hear me
as i wailed out for love
even some sort of sick, cruel god
never reached out his hands from above

the body of a fawn (demo)

prod me | rock cover of m1v's song "valentine"

https://soundcloud.com/m0v/valentine

valentine
lovely little lies
i'll share my mind
oh my

saving it 
for future times
we tried together
& i hope we stay alive for life
for life for life

is it obvious
i'm never obvious?
i'm fucking hobbyless
i don't got much to do
i'm saving myself
my friends don't like me
i disappoint them
they dissapoint me

i don't like them
they don't like me
i disappoint them
they disappoint me

oh me
oh me
yeah i hate me

valentine

everything produced by me :)

lyrics:

i'll take a walk to clear my head, like i always do
you'll have to pick my brains off the trunk of a tree,
i'll be leaving like they want me to
you'll eat your words, & i'll be laughing as a ghost
pray when it hurts, if it ever really does at all
i hate the world, from the winter all the way to fall
fifth time i got anxious this week, i threw up in a bathroom stall

i can't keep going on like this, i can't keep going on
i don't know who i am, i don't know who i am
i won't keep going on like this, i won't keep going on
i don't know who i am, i don't know who i am

I can't keep going on

demo.. sort of
i miss this cat he was cool

lyrics:

So hard to let you in
Lines jagged along my skin, ‘cause
My hands kept shaking when I tried
Hand me a crucifix, a shovel, and a hole to dig
I’m gonna need it when I die

Find where my mother kept the bottles, 
This pill was way too hard to swallow
Drank myself halfway to death, 
But I’ll just pay for it tomorrow 
So, do you care about me yet? 
I’m so sorry to be a bother 
Inches away, closer to death 
I feel my organs as they falter

Tell me that I’m, tell me that I’m 
Tell me that I’m worthless to you
You can tell me, hope you tell me 
Please just fucking tell me the truth
Tell me that I’m, tell me that I’m 
Tell me that I’m worthless to you
You can tell me, hope you tell me 
Please just fucking tell me the truth

worthless

prod. & w/ @vluuu2

im so fucking shy
so sad i just wanna cry
gonna grab my fucking knife
and just commit suicide
i wish i was prettier
eyes so bright it crystal clear 
wish that i had someone near when i attemp to disappear
i hope one day that i make it
be in love and also famous
but i feel so fucking faithless
my life now i just hate it

i thought u was the one
i was sitting in my room
thinking i could get you
but you just threw me away

when i first saw you it was love at first sight
when i first saw you it was midnight
do you wanna be my fucking wife
thats what i thought in my head
but you had to break it

i wish i could see you in tears
i wish i had no fucking fear
i wish i was prettier
but i had to see it crystal clear
i know that im the loser in your dreams
i know that you dont think of me
but its okay cuz im gonna shoot myself in the head

i wish i was prettier ft. odihu

( Return / vol . # ​‎4evr ?)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2cnMjAZ5Bvt5l96nXT2jUH?si=64e60677da56400a

Sorry for inactivity, I've been working on other projects cuz this one was kinda boring to me since i last posted. I plan on returning but I have to resituate myself with this kinda music cuz i've been disconnecting from it a bit lol

recorded this with my actual guitar and i might make more like this too if ppl like it, i got sum more with real guitar so i can probaly make a mix or something

lyrics:

stay inside ashamed
i didn't want this
bring me food
a note saying you love me
"leave me alone"
i say but i don't mean it
hide in the corner
covered by my blanket

"you don't seem the type who would do this..."
it was the situation i was put in
go to the store
repent for my actions
i'll make it up to you
that i promise

grab my chest, i feel my heart is pounding
sweat drips off, i'm nervous and i'm shaking
now you're mad, it seems you really hate me
i did wrong but can you really blame me?

"you don't seem the type who would do this..."
it was the situation i was put in
go to the store
repent for my actions
i'll make it up to you
that i promise...

everything can't always be so nice. [ Class B 一之瀬 帆波 ]

@1zakuro @vluuu2 @bloodsekai

[Chorus: zakuro]
Please don't go, just come back
You're so crazy and I love that
Zakuro, don't you love me?
I seen your ghost, you're so haunting

[Post-Chorus: zakuro]
Missed you so, your desk talks to me
Missed when we would talk beneath

[Chorus: zakuro]
Please don't go, just come back
You're so crazy and I love that
Zakuro, don't you love me?
I seen your ghost, you're so haunting

[Verse 1: bloodsekai]
Blacked out in the hallway, your corpse keeps coming back to me
Can you tell me why you're falling?
'Cause I don't wanna see you die anymore
Zakuro, I miss you so you know
Your long black hair makes me choke

[Chorus: bloodsekai]
Please don't go, just come back
You're so crazy and I love that
Zakuro, don't you love me?
I seen your ghost, you're so haunting

[Post-Chorus: zakuro]
Missed you so, your desk talks to me
Missed when we would talk beneath

[Chorus: zakuro]
Please don't go, just come back
You're so crazy and I love that
Zakuro, don't you love me?
I seen your ghost, you're so haunting

[Verse 2: odihu]
I can't feel my fucking face
I feel like such a disgrace
Wish that I'd just die today
Sadness all over the place
Cut my wrist up then I cry
Thoughts all about suicide
Bad future up on my mind
I just really wanna die

[Verse 3: odihu]
Stuck in my head and I can't escape
Why does it have to be this way?
So insecure about my face
I hope that my drink gets laced

[Outro: zakuro]
Missed you so, your desk talks to me
Missed when we would talk beneath

miss u zakuro

I ALREADY APOLOGIZED SO Y IS NO ONE CHANGING PPWC

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my heart burns
i dont know y
im here rn
i dont deserve it;
its a big world
nd im on the stage
im out of cue
yea i ruined the play;

put myself thru this sufferance yea y am i here
god take the wheel nd please just steer
to remove myself is it even worth it?
if i leave will everything be perfect?

i dont need u
to validate me
ive done my wrong
i took it up w god
i apologized
nd nothing seemed to change

waited by the gates, there was no one there
i have no choice, this isnt fair
tried to do my right yea all for u
i had no chance, yea i shoulda knew

Today wasn't any different

forgiveness funeral

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