out on all platforms 

https://open.spotify.com/album/690ROHhErsz0miOJW49LxF?si=mwg72MuCRH6Yp9y8geSpLQ

(prod. RFM beats and ‪beatsbyshvrs‬)

(mumbling)
(yeah x1 trillion)

yeah , tell me im the worst
baby idk if thats a gift or its a curse
cuz you never wanna make this work out
now all i do is fucking hurt now
yeah
baby do you ever need me ?
yeah yeah
put my issues in a damn shell
they like jayne why tf
do you even need some damn help
baby im just struggling
tryna pour my heart out
and you never listen to me anyways ..

oh oh oh
i been trying so hard
you look the other way
when im even in your arms
i feel like ill never be enough for u
baby i been struggling to love you
oh yeah
throw my life away
they be listening to my songs
but dont know what i say
sometimes i hate my voice
i cant really help it
i only care abt my self
im so fucking selfish

one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?
one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?

look the other way
i dont wanna be seen right now uh
i thought that i lost myself
and then you came and found me out
i just really hope
that you dont ever let me down
then i was so fucking sad
and you turned me upside
upside down

uh yeah
miss the days when you
left marks on my body yeah
miss the day when you
said that you “fuckin love” me yeah
miss the day when you
would look in my eyes
oooh my
god damn think i fell in love twice
god damn think you look so nice
god damn will you be my wife
(wait thats a little bit too fast)
like do you need a hug?
ik that these other guys just wanna
come and fuck
like baby i can treat you right
ik that you want love
like baby i can be someone that you trust.

(someone that you trust x 10 million)

one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?
one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?

(one plus one thats just me and you and were so stuck like what thats glue youll be there if i need)

unmastered
produced by me
exclusive for soundcloud

lyrics:

i can't
go one week
with my two left feet
so i take whatchamacallit

cus' i was never intimate with my problems

do you want to be someone?
do you want to be someone?
do you want to be someone?
do you wanna, do you wanna?

do you want the whole wide world on your shoulder?
i'm scared of getting older
all of my friends never give the cold shoulder
"find a good man, with a soul" that's what i told her

maybe i could be the man 
you want with my hopes up
i ain't no savior
i ain't no man

i'm just one person do you understand?
i get distraught when my life hits the fan
i've seen my goals slip out of my ha-

another week
another person telling what they need

i just
gotta
keep my
head spinning

one more time
one more time
one more time
one more time

i can't
go one week
with my two left feet
so i take whatchamacallit

cus' i was never intimate with my problems

do you want to be someone?
do you want to be someone?
do you want to be someone?
do you wanna, do you wanna?

do you want to be someone?

(do you want to be someone?)
(do you want to be someone?)
(do you want to be someone?)
(do you wanna, do you wanna?)

do you want to be someone?

do u want to be someone? (me)

self produced

Verse 1
Don’t want you back, I swear
Try love me, I’m not there though
Can’t take her anywhere
Who’s that? They stop and stare, you

Knew you were playin’ round (from the start)
Didn’t know it’d be this bad, though
Saw red flags all around
But you’re still in my bed now

Pre-Chorus
Got her right where I want
Got shawty on my right, holdin’ arms
We goin’ back to the apartment
Look for my phone and I lost it
Shawty wantin’ me to stay, I know that you be toxic

Hit the gas, no caustic
No, I really don’t feel like countin’ all my losses right now
I don’t wanna think about that sh*t right now

Chorus
Please don’t make me mad, shawty, take it back
I don’t wanna think about this sht right now
Please don’t make me mad, btch, I’m feelin’ mad
Tryna make me mad? Shawty, pipe down
Don’t want this to last, can I take it back?
She gon’ make me scream and shout
Can we hit the gas? Wanna end it fast
‘Cause I don’t wanna think about this sh*t right now

Verse 2
I got too much on my mind, so I don’t wanna think about all that
She say I “got two girls by my side”
Fck, if she wanna argue, I won’t hold back
Saw your life and it’s all just a lie
I see your post and I scroll back
She do all of this sht for some likes
I don’t wanna see that sh*t, I know that

Pre-Chorus
I leave when I say we’re done
And I ain’t gonna leave the door open for you
I’m gonna leave at once
Float away

Baby, I got to, I gotta go
I know that you want to (stay)
But we can’t dance
So hold my hand

‘Cause I don’t wanna think about this sh*t right now

Chorus
Please don’t make me mad, shawty, take it back
I don’t wanna think about this sht right now
Please don’t make me mad, btch, I’m feelin’ mad
Tryna make me mad? Shawty, pipe down
Don’t want this to last, can I take it back?
She gon’ make me scream and shout
Can we hit the gas? Wanna end it fast
‘Cause I don’t wanna think about this sh*t right now

right now

prod. @aftrrs
made for @noob song wars

(cant find a point too dull)
(i could tell that its in my mind again)
(wont lie like it aint been rough)
(but you know that id pay that price again)


cant find a point too dull
i could tell that its in my mind again
wont lie like it aint been rough
but you know that id pay that price again
right now, and you probably was right back then
my choice, i would probably take it way back when
would you rather be the last one standing
or would you rather be the first one dead?

you'd rather M.I.A
its getting hard staying in my lane (https://soundcloud.com/imnotvrycreative/stay-in-my-lane)
i dont ever wanna get complacent
maybe already in that place
"i dont wanna do too much"
only one getting in my way
duck head till its something to show for it
man i cant let it be no waste

cant find a point too dull
i could tell that its in my mind again
wont lie like it aint been rough
but you know that id pay that price again
right now, and you probably was right back then
my choice, i would probably take it way back when
would you rather be the last one standing
or would you rather be the first one dead?

lose more than you gain from it
same shit overhead stay dangaling
i dont ever wanna break no promises
but truth is i dont wanna go through with it
ironic, said i wouldnt but im losing it (https://soundcloud.com/imnotvrycreative/ironic)
might trip a little, but aint falling for no stupid shit
the best part is youre almost through with it
how you think that i dont know why youre doing it

(make sure its the worst it gets)
(tryna let it go, but i cant drop grip)
("dont kill you, it makes you stronger")
(well then i think im dead)


cant find a point too dull
i could tell that its in my mind again
wont lie like it aint been rough
but you know that id pay that price again
right now, and you probably was right back then
my choice, i would probably take it way back when
would you rather be the last one standing
or would you rather be the first one dead?

(cant find a point, too dull) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(cant find a point, too dull) (first one dead)
(won't lie like it ain't been rough) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(won't lie like it ain't been rough) (first one dead)
(right now, and you probably was right back then) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(my choice, i would probably take it way back when) (first one dead)
(would you rather be the last one standing) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(or would you rather be the first one dead?)

FIRST ONE DEAD [p. aftrr]

GATEKEEP

same timing

written: me & djembe
mixed: me & djembe
produced: @rays_revenge | @kohanbeats_ | @prodjoshhh  | @prodbyapollo_ |

i think im back maybe idk

all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxruben/holdin-on-feat-djembe

Lyrics:

(max)

Holdin on to you
I can see it your eyes
Said you wanted to 
But you don't wanna give me reasons why
Now you wanna fall in love
Baby you don't even know if i'm your type
We've been in the room just us
Gotta take a minute before i catch my flight
Uh- I know you want it bad
She wanna send me naked pics and see how i react
She wanna tell me that she love me so i buy her bags
Cause she not everything i wanted but i need it bad
You’ve been on my mind
I’ve been holding on too long
I can change your mind
If you really wanna know i can show you

(djembe)

I aint bluffing when i tell you that i need ya
Feeling heavy you can prolly even read my mind
Heart skip full beats when i see ya
Come direct baby i wanna waste your time
Ha, girl i need that
I can scream and let ya hear a little feedback
I pay every price girl believe that
Couldn’t even tell you why but it just feels right 
You just my type
Watch out baby i just might
Quick trip before i catch my flight
Baby if you say the word
I might stay the whole night Ya dig
Girl i know you know you better
I don't really try to get to know you better
Baby im just tryna see where your head at 
Say the word and let me get you in my bed ah

holding on (ray’s revenge)

PROD: @hiisero
ALL PLATS: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/imnotvrycreative/wish-me-well
===================================
Lyrics:

(Mm, Uh huh, Uh, Mm)
(It can't be anybody else)
(I wanna get my-get my-get my-get my-strangers)

(Mm, Uh huh, Uh, Mm)
(It can't be anybody else)
(I wanna get my money well)
(Oooh)
(That boy my son, might get the belt)
(I ain't never wished you good, honestly shouldn't wish me well)

Sum wrong, gotta check light
You doing bad? It's the best time for me
I just wanna get the checks right
Fuck you, laughing to the bank LMAOP
If talking that shit's an addiction 
Damn, I guess I'm a D1 fiend
I mean, I honestly can't be beat
Might come close, but it can't be me
ha

Need pockets fatter, in the mix batter
Reap what you sow, I'm calling him @aftrrs
Shit on 'em, I don't need no crapper
I seen through that sh- like Casper
He get shovel whacked, zero
Know the beat good if it's made by @hiisero
Fuck you, I'ma heat ya pillow
I'm with the @sstrangerscollective, minions, bello

I, yeah, yeah
It can't be anybody else
I wanna get my money well
Oooh
That boy my son, might get the belt
I ain't never wished you good, honestly shouldn't wish me well

FUCK BATMAN.
Dog in him, still see it on a CAT scan
I'm just talking my shit, ain't rapping
Let that fly like Aladdin (not really tho)

Like, oh my gawd, keep that vague, so broad
What's my biggest flaw? I'm too locked in, Alex Vause

Probably not tho, need the @sstrangerscollective up like condo
Man, that shit not real like Rocko
Wild Wild West, keep a Roscoe on him

Get on the beat, heat, Bunsen burner
Took it there but tell me, could you take it further?
I seen ya change like observers
I'm with the @sstrangerscollective, it look like a murder

I'm so spiteful, locked and loaded rifle
Can't take no time off, you damn right it's my fault
I'm so spiteful, don't wish me well, don't like y'all
I'll be that, you damn right it's my fault

I-I-I, Yeah
You know it can't be anybody else
I wanna get my money well
Oooh
That boy my son, might get the belt
I ain't never wished you good, honestly shouldn't wish me well
Shouldn't wish me well

(Don't wish me well, don't wish well)
(Shouldn't wish-, shouldn't wish me-, shouldn't)
(Don't wish me well, please don't wish me well)
(Well- Well- Well- shouldn't wi-, shouldn't wish me well)
(Don't wish me well, don't wish well) (Sero)
(Shouldn't wish-, shouldn't wish me-, shouldn't)
(Don't wish me well, please don't don't don't don't) (@sstrangerscollective.)
(Well- Well- Well- Well)

WISH ME WELL [p. sero]

The Most

saw u hit the u turn baby 
guess its all in my own head
saw u hit the u turn baby
guess its all in my own head

2 fuckin crazy for my own damn good 
no I can’t let u go, even tho I should
mama so disappointed,gave me same old looks
we got hella dif views, from the same damn book
hold on

God damn it’s all fault, fault again 
God damn I just want it all, all to end 

wats wrong, has it been too long?
guess what bae I’m not that gone ik 
what would you do if I made that call today
wats wrong, has it been too long?
messed up when I made that song
what did I do to make my soul fade away 


remember when I told you it would be okay
remember when I didn’t want to share my space
but u took advantage of bandages set that day
and u manage to vanish from my life okay 
let me go back in time when it was easier
only when I needed her 
now my whole face is in the dirt 
am I makin it worse
Am I  makin it 

wats wrong, has it been too long?
guess what bae I’m not that gone ik 
what would you do if I made that call today
wats wrong, has it been too long?
messed up when I made that song
what did I do to make my soul fade away 

drowning 
up in my blood 
I was jus never the one
to make the better decision 
no matter what I do 
why do I want you around 
why do I keep falling down 
ik I sound crazy 
I sound crazy

same timing

onlywoke