Lil Bennedy

You look cuter on the Internet
 I'm sorry, tryna keep the lies in check 
And I'd be lying if I said that I still wanted to have sex 
You're making me real stressed 
You know what, I can tell this date is over 
It ain't like I'm some Casanova 
And lately I've been feeling distant; colder 
Drinking a jack and coke without the soda 
Been struggling to meet the monthly quota 
Overdosing on human condition, cold shoulders, and cups of folgers 
Nothing match better than coffee and smokes 
And I ain't talking bud, that nicotine it slowly chokes 
But it calms me down 
Them greens linger too long, I need my feet on the ground 
And my memory bad enough but fuck it, roll that Dutch 
Don't know what I'm running from but I feel it catching up 
Right behind me breathing on my neck. It's in my cup. 
In my blunt. In that dead eyed stare. 
It's in ya palms, in ya hair, dripping off your lips. it's everywhere. 

-mr perfect. What, you think you fucking special? 
-nah baby gurl I know I'm ugly. Fucking mental 
A real basket case, don’t get too close
I think id rather die alone
This a fucking awful second date

You want my honesty? You fucking got it. 
And honestly just keep the jacket, I don't fucking want it 
I shoulda stayed home, these bars just make wanna vomit 
If he touches me again he'll catch hands, that's a fucking promise  
***I know I shouldn't be so quick to snap 
I said I'm working on it bitch, get off my fucking back 
Feeling cornered, it's so tight in here I'm on attack 
Ima go bum some cigarettes cause only addicts buy packs 
***I'm real good at pushing yall away 
I'm real shit at making yall stay 
The real shit I kick is not for play 
Don't touch the speakers; yall in harms way 
The lord giveth and he take away 
And he take take take until there's nothing left 
Baby wait wait wait; just lemme catch my breath 
It's getting late late late, I know you need your rest 
  But I need you come give me a kiss Tell me I ain't a mess


Second Date [prod. by letsruntrack.]

Special thanks to Duwan Morris, Terri New, Kasey Andre, Fernvndo, P.Soul and Evan Ochs.

Duwan Morris (@long-story-short-314), Terri New( ig: @trysometnew), Kasey Andre (@kaseyandre), Fernvndo(@fernvndo)
Production: P.Soul (@psoul8)
Artwork: Evan Ochs

1. She, 2. Dreamgirl ft. Duwan, 3. Ecstasy ft. Kasey Andre, 4. Wasting Time, 5. Birds ft. Fernvndo

Amour

Amour EP [full length]

Substance Abuse

just messin around. not really my favorite beat but i wanted to use one i havent heard anyone rap on.

gawdlee

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gawdlee - thatoneDOOMtrack (prod. metalfingers)

so pretentious
what i write feels so pretentious
sum your life up in a sentence self-celebratory but somehow conscientious
this is a complicated pen
is it complicated meeting ends or is it commonplace to fail until you win?
i dont know who my demographic is
backpackers smoking backwoods or rap fanatics who dont fuck with lil boat?
a lil smoke to keep me grounded like the posion oak
dont touch me son, I aint no joke. shoutouts to the god, Rakim
maybe im not meant to kick flows without a purpose, but i've no kinship with art rappers rhyming big words
im just scratching at my surface
my peers endorphins go buzzin when they make a purchase,
but i got a hustlers ambition, call me curtis
the first is the worst hit but i promise it gets easy
find yourself distinguishing them wants and needs,
but im so tired of rappers spitting philosophies
if i could, id spit that shit bout xannies and pushin ki's, but i dont got that fake shit in me
see rappers known for pretending, but vibes im sending aint fictitious... wait
wedding ring for my misses but im still rapping bout fucking bitches?
who am I kidding?
im a symptom. a true product of the world we live in,
but thats a given, my society's a prison
so I dont know, im not tryna change the world...
just tryna love myself, my family, and my girl and maybe change a couple hearts along the way
believe me when i say these next words are an essential part of who I am today...

onodera loves you

UNIVERSE

The Last Song (Remix)

The Last Song (Remix) Keshore X Dali

Changgin (ft. A-vert)

rubbin' off the paint remake // photo creds to haku leaf

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BUSINESS MAN

BUSINESS MAN [prod. PENNYDIAMOND]

Something to hold you guys over while I'm workin' some stuff out. This is someting me and dot were working on, on a project we got comin' in the future. ;)

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big doggo freestyle [prod. by whyandotte]

FEAT @lordapex PROD. BY @juancarapan
art by me lol

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Second Date [prod. by letsruntrack.]

ONODERA