maneuvers [prod. jezmnd]

snow(prod. by mndbd)

FREE DOWNLOAD: https://shinobutherapper.bandcamp.com/album/questions-lacking-answers-side-a

LYRICS: 
[ verse ]
grew up asking all the wrong type of questions
luckily, i ain't have to tote a smith and wesson
paid attention in school, no second guessing that shit
least until i got to high school, that was when my attention split
like a bitch's wig in a fight
always felt grounded like i could never take flight
made a lot of bad decisions, was never feeling right
might've gone down the wrong road, my lights was low
could've just been a wrong turn, might've just been slow
life expectancy way lower than the rest
cause i'm here to live fast, and then simply go to rest
spent days locked in my room, no sunlight, i looked a mess
removed from any faith or hope, i wasn't feeling blessed
years of my life was spent living like this
living destructively, my life is a blitz
ill prolly never be able to gain control over it
but imma keep on trying, least till it's over, yeah
i been talked about where the fuck i was at
things have been getting better, least i thought that
it would appear that life's improving
but at the same time i feel like i'm not moving
anywhere at all, life's at a crawl
by this time of night i would have bawled
because shit was bad but now its better
but i still spend my days contemplating whether or not
is this what i sought after?
is this what i've wanted for the past four years or so?
i dunno
drawing a blank, my thoughts are going to and fro
i dunno if its all uphill
after years and years, i ain't sure i got the will
or strength to keep on going but i'll try without showing that
i dunno if its all uphill
after years and years, i ain't sure i got the will
or strength to keep on going but i'll try without showing that

[ hook ]
all my life i been put down
all my life i ain't have nothing but a frown

put down (Not Much To Lose DEMO) [prod. Joseph Jacobs]

quarantine tape. 
be kind to everything, but especially yourself.

symptomatic [prod. by ono]

scrapbooking [prod. by czndfx]

shadow of sunday [prod. by heavy the bluebird]

to fatten a frog for snakes [prod. by heavy the bluebird]

https://sungodbeats.bandcamp.com/album/aimless-youth

scripts (prod. sunnymac)

prod. nobody

lyrics:
Ain’t been making sense
I been tryna keep it buck
Just tryna be honest cuz myself just ain’t enough
Talking to my momma, love the way she lift me up
Ain’t seen my father in a minute I just pray he missing us
I felt abandoned like that day I missed the bus
Let that shit haunt me cuz I never made a fuss
One day I’m gonna pop and let the puss run
Momma get to feeling down she got a plus one
Got my big boy pants
Came with no buckle
Got my own chin and it broke my own knuckles
And there’s nothing below it
Tip toeing over trash from a wanna be poet
I’m a stoic
Wash my hands in the grief that we knowing
The only way to get clean
Keep flowing

shadow of sunday [prod. by heavy the bluebird]

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