Almost There

all the voices in my head
i can get to know
since i been in my head
i started gettin paranoia

bitch still on my line, why u gotta ignore me
dey like god damn u a beast, im paranoid
when i got da $ack, 
i scooped north w my amor
wonder if i make her sad, 
still goin through remorse

ima sit back, still wit my twin we do it
ain no coming back from what u said, 
no matter what 
passive and conceited love
gettin 2 paid, still gettin 2 da pape

im in da mood today
jus might ruinin yo day
got racks up in da paint
still spendin everyday
i aint no fool 2 date
how could you do dat bae
you kno i mean sum yea
i put up wit ya girl

please do not piss me off
u jus might lose me yea
think u should stop it yea
that bih wont love you here
we cannot lock in, nah
cuz i locked down my heart
is u gon free my hurt
its one of a kind

she make me too insane
why you keep playin games
i got a feeling baby
never caught cheatin baby

its always the next day
you said we’d break up maybe
i was da man you made me

beat go hard, i wanna paint
ask me where i go 
and what i do today
see my swag , yea they gon cater (exotic)
beat em (3x) in the making

they gon think im crazy
when you down, im too paid
been way too real for you fakes
das why im by myself, dont change

with myself only got myself
yo biggest investment,
you need that shit rn
you gon need it in a few years
when you down da line
i been smokin off da pain
yeah im pourin down a line

i cant breathe rn,
way 2 hot, i been runnin on dat beat,
gettin paid

Paranoia

prod. kenzee
https://www.instagram.com/ontedm.mp3

i cant take a break from what i love
you used to show me up

i know you hear me girl, 
i know you hear it all

i deserve it all
im worthy of all
get so high can i find my way home
put ya back 2 the wall

if i dont care,
how am i here
girl come here
put her on my stairs
said you're almost there
bitch sound scared
how am i the weird one
how am i the weird one

i deserve it all
im worthy of all
get so high can i find my way home
put ya back 2 the wall

It's All A Blur

Find My Way Home (prod. kenzee)

prod. kapi
https://www.instagram.com/ontedm.mp3

thought dat u was special, you know..
this shit be feelin weird
what did i get myself into
i dont wanna take yo bitch
but im bound 2 hate you
took a chance with yo bitch
steady played ha like a fool

will u be sane if 
they all switched up on you

what happened, im bein lame, shit
i thought, damn.. we was so cool
you act out u turn into a fool
i cant fwu rn cuz u b round w dem dudes
you kno we got hella spots,
you gon have 2 shoot dat tool (kenyeta)
you kno ima be dat 1
with my squad, neva lose
i can withdraw stacks yeah

but im still gon be sad
i done did her bad yea
she want me, i knew huh
nobody got my back
hold me back, outgrew em