dead
she's been dead
for a while

once, i tried to
smile

dad
he's been dad
my whole life

taught me
how to lie

and I know
i tried to
love you more

but now
im sore

if I lied
you'd call me
a whore

I am
insecure

she
loved me 
with her skin

but I
treated her 
like sin

he
loved me
with his fist

guess
you can call me
a sadist

and I know
i tried to
love you more

but ive
been so sore

if I lied
you'd call me
a whore

I'd be
insecure

I guess
ive grown to become
your worst fear
has just begun

i see that you're
trying your best
but she died
from a lumpy breast

if I
had one wish
i'd trade my life
for you 

if I
wanted
I would've killed
myself too

thank u benny for this sweet sweet melody,ure The Best !!
also,  BIG LUV TO EVERYONE WHO HELPED OUT YALL ARE THE GREATEST LOVE YALL sm

the d word

oolfs