i had this album i made in 2006 called the meditation hustle.

i never put it out

somebody asked me about it recently.

this was on it.

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I take xanax in my room
Black out Wednesday night, wake up on a Friday afternoon
I think that I hate my life
I just met a hot girl and I think I like her, she gave me a knife

I might spiral, I’m not okay
I might cut my wrist
I pop pills on the weekend
I don’t give a damn cause life’s a bitch

I don’t wanna break your heart
I just wanna play the part
I don’t wanna break your heart
But life’s a bitch

I don’t really trust nobody
I don’t even trust myself
I just wanna touch your body
But it don’t change the way I feel
God damn, she only fucking with rappers
But I’m tryna sing you a song
I’m just a sad boy, I’m just a crybaby, internet boy

So I take xanax in my room
Black out Wednesday night, wake up on a Friday afternoon
I think that I hate my life
I just met a hot girl and I think I like her, she gave me a knife

I just met a hot girl and I think I like her, I’ve already cried like twice
I make up a lot of scenarios inside my head that make me wanna curl up and die
Everybody thinks I’m cool, I don’t like that
Everybody thinks I’m cool

I got baggy pants and an attitude
I like xanax and orange juice
Don’t speak to me cause I don’t fuck with you
But I kissed a girl and I like her
I wanna make you mine, I wanna make the time
I’m running out of time, I’m running out of time baby

I take xanax in my room
Black out Wednesday night, wake up on a Friday afternoon
I think that I hate my life
I just met a hot girl and I think I like her, she gave me a knife

I might spiral, I’m not okay
I might cut my wrist
I pop pills on the weekend
I don’t give a damn cause life’s a bitch

I don’t wanna break your heart
I just wanna play the part
I don’t wanna break your heart
But life’s a bitch

IN MY ROOM (prod. noturmood)

i think i might've cut this track out of the tape wrong oh well

too much of life is mood

scallops hotel - niopo tree stipend [too much of life is mood]

scallops hotel - a handful of mulberry berries [too much of life is mood]

Bitchortwo

A flute sample over the classic Nas song “Life’s a Bitch.” Putting my own turn on it

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Open Mike Eagle