Carry me home (2025) – Spiritual awakening
"Carry me home" is about finding at the brink of despair and embracing that encounter as a life-changing experience leading to inner peace and unity. There comes a moment in life, where spirituality finds you - a moment of spiritual awakening and where you realize, that something is greater than you and everything you could imagine.

Nadine de Macedo: composition, arrangement, lyrics, piano, synthesizer, programming, production
Garrett Kirby: guitar
Cintale Smith: vocals 

Where to find us:
https://soundcloud.com/nadinedemacedo
https://soundcloud.com/cintalegospelmusic

Carry Me Home

Carry Me Home (feat. Cintale)

This song was created and written by: 
J J Samuel
The production, music and vocals were done by: 
J J Samuel 

#Glam/Art pop #Rock #Cello #Introspective #Vulnerability #Dreamy #Theatrical #AnxietyAwareness #MentalHealth 

 “Misunderstood” – my new track,

🌑💔 Feel the raw vulnerability as this story unfolds…
A journey of someone battling severe anxiety 😰🖤 – their daily fight to break free from its suffocating grip.
Fear spirals until they can’t leave the house, trapped in a bottomless black hole 🕳️.
They ache to step out, to show the world what they’ve GOT 🔥✨ – but judgment and overthinking every stare hold them back.
🎧

The coverart 🖼️ is meant to look like “David Bowie”  This song is dedicated to him, I tried to recreate his vocals using AI, he is national treasure and legend. I wasn’t his biggest fan but that doesn’t mean he wasn’t a great artist.  He was baritone singer able to register in the vocal range of B1 to Eb6, he was able to hit high falsetto’s using Tenor agility. He had a Very rare and unique singing style. 🎤 🎶 


Lyrics, 

[Verse 1]
I’m a humble man
with simple intentions,
I’m not perfect
And I find it Hard to fit in! 

[verse2]

Ooh, I’ll shake the sleep dust from my eyes
As a starlit dreamer, I’ll pierce the skies
Shouting my words — I’ll break free!
Let the real me shine for all to..see!

[Pre-Chorus]

Ooh, this modern circus —  
Blinding me!  
My mind’s lost —  
Can’t catch the astral tide!

[Chorus]

Ooh, I’m so misunderstood!
I feel like a stranger in starlight [Pause]
I wish they would hear the shout in my soul,
as inside I’m trying to break free!
Behind this mask — is the real me!

[Verse 3]
They’re staring again, with eyes like eager vultures
They think I’m strange, an embered pulse in a lonesome post
No, no, no, it’s not as it seems!

[verse4]

Ooh, I retreat to my home,  
Away from their harm and circus schemes.  
I won’t walk through oil-covered fields,  
Alone in my sorrow, where fear feeds,  
Swallowed by a black hole’s cosmic scream!

[Pre-Chorus]

Ooh, this modern circus —  
Blinding me!  
My mind’s lost —  
Can’t catch the astral tide!

[Chorus]

Ooh, I’m so misunderstood!
I feel like a stranger in starlight, [Pause]
I wish they would hear the shout in my soul,
as inside I’m trying to break free!
Behind this mask — is the real me!

[Bridge]

Anxiety — let me go!  
I’ll break your hold!  
Dancing to the comet’s call —  
Astral flame, set free!

[ Final Chorus]

Ooh, I’m so misunderstood!
I feel like a stranger in starlight, [Pause]
I wish they would hear the shout in my soul,
as inside I’m trying to break free!
Behind this mask — is the real me!

[End]

MISUNDERSTOOD

northern lights

A hot moment on the couch, watching TV.
Lyrics:
The flickering screen glows,  
your hand slips past denim,  
Who cares about this TV show ?
We cuddle gently  in the dim

your fingers write a new script
a rebellion against the plot.  
The body signals you decrypt,  
Guide you to  my sweet spot.

Your beloved hand in my panties
control my moans and my gasp
The rhythm of our tangled bodies,
A punk psalm in your tender grasp

(Chorus)
So please me in the middle of our favorite TV show,
Let’s replay our moments, but the ending's getting low.
Your fingers are a promise that you keep on breaking,
These punk rock verses are heartbreaks I’m faking.

middle and ring fingers inside
while your palm rubs my clit.
This is where orgasms abide.
By your divine touch I’m lit.

You have lusty dreams,
And we’re tearing it up
 You unpick my seams, 
My juice fill your cup.

Deep in the sex rush, 
can’t stop what I feel,
Doesn’t matter if I blush, 
girl, it’s totally real.

(Chorus)
So please me in the middle of our favorite TV show,
Let’s replay our moments, but the ending's getting low.
Your fingers are a promise that you keep on breaking,
These punk rock verses are heartbreaks I’m faking.

The remote falls on the carpet,  
your breath is hot on my breast,  
Girl, you never miss your target
In these instants sweet and blessed

Watching TV with my Girlfriend

This song is my promise of lifelong love. It’s about walking through every season, every change, hand in hand with the person I cherish. Even as time leaves its marks, the bond stays strong. For me, it’s a commitment that love will last, grow, and carry us through the years.


LYRIC

Intro

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Verse 
We’ll walk the roads we’ve never seen,
Chasing moments, living dreams.
From quiet nights to skies so wide,
I want you always by my side.

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Pre-Chorus
All the days we can’t replace,
Every touch, your sweet embrace.

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Chorus
When we grow old, I’ll still be true,
Every sunrise, I’ll turn to you.
When we grow old, the story stays,
Love will carry through all our days.

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Verse 
We’ll climb the hills, we’ll cross the seas,
Count the stars above the trees.
Every season, high and low,
With you beside me, I will go.

⸻

Pre-Chorus
Time will write upon our face,
But never fade this endless grace.

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Chorus 
When we grow old, I’ll still be true,
Every sunrise, I’ll turn to you.
When we grow old, the story stays,
Love will carry through all our days.

⸻

Bridge
Let the years just roll, let the rivers flow,
Every step with you, it’s the life I know.

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Final Chorus
When we grow old, I’ll still be true,
Every sunrise, I’ll turn to you.
When we grow old, the story stays,
Love will carry through all our days.

Outro
When we grow old…

When we grow old

Aime-moi d'amour
Tes yeux langoureux
Ils me rendent fou
Je vois le ciel bleu
Quand je suis avec toi tout doux
Aime-moi d'amour
Mon amour
Pour toujours
Aime-moi d'amour
Ta voix si tendre
Murmure mon nom
Mon cœur peut se fendre
De cette douce chanson
Mon cœur tremble de bonheur
Chaque heure
Je sens ta chaleur
C'est un honneur
Aime-moi d'amour dans la nuit étoilée
Les rêves murmurent
Les secrets oubliés
Sous la lune timide
Ton souffle léger
Je danse dans l'ombre
Ton ombre dorée

Tes yeux parlent plus fort que mille mots
Un océan calme
Un feu sans écho
Ta voix m'appelle
Douce mélodie
Une vague qui berce ma folie

Quand tu ris
Le monde s'efface
Quand tu pleures
Le temps se lasse

Aime-moi d'amour
Encore
Toujours
Sous les cieux sans détour
Aime-moi d'amour
Un seul regard
Ton coeur
Mon phare

Chaque battement
Un frisson
Un cri
Chaque instant
Un poème écrit
Aime-moi comme le vent aime la mer
Sans fin
Sans frontière

Aime-moi d'amour
Ce que j'aime sont tes yeux langoureux
C'est ta voix si tendre
Ton coeur trembler de bonheur
Aime-moi d'amour

Aime-moi d'amour

The vibe strives to capture a glimpse of the dream house genre of the mid-1990s.

Thanks for listening. If you enjoy, pls like and/or repost, which would be greatly appreciated. Cheers.

Calls of Past

The Edge of Light

[Verse 1]
I’m standing at the border of my pain
the edge of who I used to be
shadows whisper comfort—
but I can't go back
I feel the pull of something free

[Pre-Chorus]
The world tilts and my breath expands
a trembling step an open hand
I’m not afraid of what I'll find
when love begins with me this time

[Chorus]
On the edge of light I'm breaking open
learning how to see with new eyes
on the edge of light my heart is chosen
to love myself and let the rest arrive

[Verse 2]
The mirror no longer speaks in blame
I touch the glass it speaks my hope
every scar a holy thread—
woven proof that I was never less

[Pre-Chorus]
The world tilts and my breath expands
a trembling step an open hand
I'm not afraid of what I'll find
when love begins with me this time

[Chorus]
On the edge of light I'm breaking open
learning how to see with new eyes
on the edge of light my heart is chosen
to love myself and let the rest arrive

[Bridge]
A fire glows inside the dark
a quiet spark that will not fade
I'll walk into the unknown sky
knowing love has found its way

[Final Chorus]
On the edge of light I'm breaking open
rising into all that I am
on the edge of light love is the ocean
and I am ready to dive again

[Outro]
On the edge of light—
I am finally mine

The Edge of Light

My Sixth Collaboration with Sandi J. 🇺🇸 🫶🫶🫶✨✨✨

BREAK MY HEART Feat. Sandi J.

A short poetry I wrote a few months ago. I found it cool to make it as a slow rap on a vocal background.
Lyrics:
Tu te pelotonnes dans mes bras de boxeuse
Pour trouver la douceur au cœur de nos envies
Ton parfum est une île douce et heureuse
Aux rivages transparents léchant le sable ravi.

Tu voudrais que je sois le mâle dominante
Tu hésites sur mon genre mais adores mes seins
Mes muscles ambigus t’attirent et te tentent
Vers le sentier courbe de tes luxurieux desseins

Noie ton nez mutin dans mes boucles de cuivre
Adore la toison rousse sous l’aisselle blanche,
Les éclaboussures de rouille que tu aimes suivre
De ma poitrine ferme, aux angles de mes hanches

Je te guide sans rudesse, te plie à ma volonté liquide,
Femme aux envies puissantes, aux rêves diagonaux.
Je te comble et te soumets, mais tes désirs avides
Jamais rassasiés, s’ouvrent et fleurissent de nouveau.

Ma force te domine mais je succombe à tes envies.
Comme la vague qui sculpte lentement la falaise,
Ta soumission me chavire et ton sourire m’asservit.
Tu me sculptes et me modèles comme la glaise.

Tu émerges en souriant d’entre mes cuisses nues
Un sourire illumine ton visage mouillé de cyprine
Tu reprends ton souffle, magnifique et ingénue,
Dans la langueur étoilée de nos étreintes divines.

Mutine

Lyrics © 2025 Ora Belle. All rights reserved.

This song began as a poem I wrote in 2015 about history repeating itself

November After Dark (https://soundcloud.com/user-546024790) reworked the beginning of that poem into his beautiful track Love Repeats Itself, and I turned the second half into this

The original piece was long, layered, and personal, so parts of it may still show up in future music but I’m really happy to finally share this one. It lives close to my heart. I’ve carried it for years and finally giving it shape feels right

I hope it finds whoever it’s meant for and becomes whatever you need it to be ✨🫶

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Ora Belle