The loss. The lack . And the way dreams help facing the pain.
To my father 

You will not have 

It is true that time has passed
the wound slowly closed 
this scar close to my heart
that reminds me day after day 
how much the lack does not weaken 
how much love is still there 

these pieces of film in my memory
these old photos, in a drawer
a resemblance in the mirror
our beautiful years that pass without you 
will surely never leave
no room for oblivion or peace 

you will not have, so many things and so many moments 
you will not have, so many winters and so many springs 
you will not have, so many laughs and so many feelings
you will not have known the love of our children

it happens to me, sometimes in a dream 
to redo everything in my own way 
to flee from reality, just to say NO to it 
and in the sweetness of my sleep 
I gently cut the threads of time 
I walk close to you 
you see, I am ten years old 

you will not have, so many things and so many moments 
you will not have, so many winters and so many springs 
you won't have, so many laughs and so many feelings
you will not have known the love of our children

Translated with www.DeepL.com/Translator (free version)

Tu n'auras pas (translated lyrics )

Korg N364 Workstation
Yamaha Saxophone
Monterey Guitar
A bit of faffing.

Marmalade: Best Before 10-Nov-21

times are changing  ( I just wanna be happy )- by Tam hastings - song idea lofi (2021)

I wrote this one during lockdown a while back, it needs a bit of work....

From Aunty Joan

An Emperor sits on his throne
Building states from human bones
I heard all this from Aunty Joan
She told me on the telephone

Learn to love your inner beast
She said with fortitude at least
put your best foot forward now
Try not to slay the sacred cow

Welcome to the bottom of the pile
You might be here with us for quite a while
And if you're wondering where the moneys gone
It never stays around for far to long long

Prepare for the worst but hope for the best
Scream and shout, don't let it rest
Let it out, get it off your chest

I heard all of this from Aunty Joan
She told me on the bleeding telephone
She told us all this day would soon arrive
And we should hope and pray for our lives

I'm a little wary and skeptical
To drink or not to drink,  and question all
Try not to fight or cause a public brawl
Its what she said to me  if I recall
Unless I want them to cut off my balls

Prepare for the worst but hope for the best
Scream and shout, don't let it rest
Let it out, get it off your chest

I heard all of this from Aunty Joan
She told me on the bleeding telephone
She told us all that day would soon arrive
And we should hope and pray for our lives

Entropy

From Aunty Joan (Remixed Demo) 2022

Sharp Black Shoes

金魚すくい

Electronic psych thing with lots of organ.
The electric bass was played by "Dehaas"

Dreams

🖤

The Wizard of Oz – The Tin Woodman
August 2022
Duration: 2:00
Part of the Playlist, The Wizard of Oz: https://soundcloud.com/bruce-klepper-1/sets/the-wizard-of-oz-music-for
Loosely based on Harold Arlen's music for the Wizard of Oz 
Painting by Marie-Jose Payannet
“Tin Man” sound library by John-Marc Ventimiglia @john-marc-ventimiglia
Music for Danse Etoile Ballet (www.danseetoile.org) who will be performing The Wizard of Oz January 2023 in Colorado.
For strings, marimba, xylophone, bassoons, “Tin Man” sound library and percussion 
From the Wonderful Wizard of Oz by L. Frank Baum:
Just then another groan reached their ears, and the sound seemed to come from behind them. They turned and walked through the forest a few steps, when Dorothy discovered something shining in a ray of sunshine that fell between the trees. She ran to the place and then stopped short, with a little cry of surprise. One of the big trees had been partly chopped through, and standing beside it, with an uplifted axe in his hands, was a man made entirely of tin. His head and arms and legs were jointed upon his body, but he stood perfectly motionless, as if he could not stir at all. Dorothy looked at him in amazement . . . “Did you groan?” asked Dorothy. “Yes,” answered the tin man, “I did. I’ve been groaning for more than a year, and no one has ever heard me before or come to help me.” “What can I do for you?” she inquired softly, for she was moved by the sad voice in which the man spoke. “Get an oil-can and oil my joints,” he answered. “They are rusted so badly that I cannot move them at all .  . . “I shall ask Oz for a heart,” said the Tin Woodman; “for brains do not make one happy, and happiness is the best thing in the world.”

The Wizard Of Oz - The Tin Woodman

Schweres Gepäck

Mood Exhibit - Revealing Secret Charms of the Arcane

House Bass / Paploviante 2022 / Open for Collaboration for You
Paploviante Bass, Music, Picture, Mix and Mastering
BPM 120
Free Download
The track is downloadable as a mp3 file!
You can complete what you want!
If you publish it, you have to mention me in the description and title!

House Bass - Paploviante Open Collaboration

Purveyors of English Rock, Pop, Psychedelia and Various Other styles since the early 1990's...

From Aunty Joan (Remixed Demo) 2022

Orbiting Freakshow Orch