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10 of 10

featuring, coproduced, & cowritten, & mixed by @can-of-bliss
mastered by ryan schwabe
art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

if i work hard enough, i can get out of this town
while all of your parents are just flying you out
give my honest opinion, put your head in the ground
if you want explanation, i’ll be shutting my mouth
but i play games to make being broke feel fun
wondering how much money can i waste this month
spill my guts to the cashier while she’s ringing me up
i could go back to california anytime that i want

i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

(can of bliss)
i wanna hurt you and make you feel bad
and then have a breakdown and show you that i'm sad
but i know i won't do that cause that's kinda dumb
make discussion, tell you where i'm from
i get so frustrated every day of the month
cause i'm not getting all the attention i want
doesn't help it's been so long since i made a new song
yeah it's been so long, yeah it's been so long

(sd + can of bliss)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

(sd)
don't take it serious
i've been doing so bad lately
don't take it serious
i've been doing so bad lately
i've been doing so bad lately

(sd + can of bliss)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

star★☆

collar

8 of 10

coproduced & mixed by @can-of-bliss
mastered by ryan schwabe
art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

	
you didn't wanna be seen with me
told everyone you wanted to fuck
i never said i wanted you in me
but i never said i wanted to stop
you can feel so old when you're fifteen
but at 22 you're not grown up
keep the memory but not what's in between

i don't wanna be stuck in your passenger seat
just let me out, i've gotta think a bit, you know

told the only person who'd hear me
she said the thought was making her sick
sarah doesn't hate the person within me
but i'm not being a good catholic
she thought she'd get the perfect boyfriend
look at how i'm proving her wrong
i don't ever doubt she remembers

i don't wanna be stuck in your passenger seat
just let me out, i've gotta cry a while, and i can't tell you why

can you pull the car over
i've gotta throw up
as if to remember it wasn't enough
a perfecter person
could just let it go
but i'm stuck reliving what nobody knows

pullthecar (sd + can of bliss)

6 of 10

mixed by @soupandreas
mastered by ryan schwabe
art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

i saw a boy turn into smoke
convinced myself i’m dreaming
he gestured back shot a pointed glance
at a cycle still repeating

oh it won’t be easy catie
you just gotta try
if you don’t see yourself in me
just look in my eyes

i knew a girl who took so much
she couldn’t stop the bleeding
19 years old with no map
and a skill for self-defeating

she's tellin' everybody she fucks
that she doesn’t feel anything when she gets touched
and she’s bargaining one more month
against one more drink or one more cut
yeah she's tellin' everybody she loves
that it’s their fault she isn’t growing up
yeah she's tellin' everybody she trusts
she’s just having fun and they care too much

oh it won’t be easy catie
you just gotta try
do you still see yourself in me
when you wanna die

i've been a girl who gets so choked up
every time she’s speaking
pretends the awful things she put behind her won’t be creeping up
again again again again
again again again again
again again again again
again again again

oh it won’t be easy catie
you just gotta try
you haven’t been yourself lately
what does it feel like
if it was easy catie
you’d just follow the light
promise you’ll never hate me
just to dull the bite

dare

Snow World

might be this

Again And Again

Agape

tulips

Released 5th February on Dance to the Radio. 
www.dancetotheradio.com
Listen on Spotify / Apple Music etc: smarturl.it/farcaspian

Produced and Mixed by Joel Johnston 
Mastered by Carl Rosamond

Conversations

Released 18th June on Dance to the Radio. 
www.dancetotheradio.com
Listen on Spotify / Apple Music etc: smarturl.it/farcaspian

Produced and Mixed by Joel Johnston 
Mastered by Carl Rosamond

Tell me if you know 
Losing time 
Back home 
Now I'm getting older 
If it's what you like 
Then I'll go 
I'm fine 

Do I crave it when I'm feeling low? 
All of this is what I thought 
Do you crave me when I've slowed? 
I'm all out 
The closest thing I've felt to whole 
My love 

In time you'll always wonder
Does it mean you'll never wish to come home 
Keep moving with the thunder 
These times are why we feel like we're close
Hiding in the shadows 
Does it feel like it did before 
Old times you've always had those 
When it spins put your feet on the floor 

Do I crave it when I'm feeling low? 
All of this is what I thought 
Do you crave me when I've slowed? 
I'm all out 
The closest thing I've felt to whole 
My love 

Crawling back to you 
Like I always do 
Falling back in to 
Like I always do

The Heights EP

These Times

Days

found sounds, tape collages, and pop songs about forgetting
https://beacons.page/orchid.mantis

Snow World

orchid mantis