This goes out to the asshole I wasted 21 precious years of my life on who left when I undergoing chemotherapy, was bald and bloated, with no eyelashes or eyebrows, uncertain about whether I was going to live or not...Oh! And it was the week before Christmas! Believe me, he absolutely deserves The Curse!!!

Wait? What? I've been asked for lyrics? Thank you...it would be my absolute pleasure to release these words into the universe again... :)

Testo- ;)

I will take a cue from the cunning folk,
The candles have been lit, the house is full of smoke.
The poppet's full of little hairs I've gathered from the sink,
I know it sounds like madness but I've been brought to the brink.
A smirk comes to my face as I gently hold the pin,
And I hope you feel my anguish as I gladly stick it in...
This one's for betrayal, this one's for the pain,
This one's for the loneliness you've made me feel again.
Things aren't getting better, they're only getting worse
I won't give you my blessing, but I'll give you my curse.
My curse...

I jab you in the heart, you may think it unkind,
A spell to block the happiness I hope you never find.
With each little stabbing, each little prick...
I hope yours leads you to despair, I hope it makes you sick.
With dark intent I light the fire, I feel warmed by the flame,
Gather negative energy, spit it out with your name.
Onto the little pyre, I place your effigy,
Watch the blaze consume you, the way that you burnt me.
Things aren't getting better, they're only getting worse,
I won't give you my blessing, but I'll give you my curse...
My curse...

Winds of the North, South, East and West
As I scatter these ashes with pains in my chest-
May he feel my torment, collapsing in the throes,
Send him my affliction, to him O' cold winds blow!
Transfer the torture he inflicts to his own agony.
Days darker than the midnight hour, forsooth I wish on thee...
Bring the howling storms! Clouds of calamity!
With these words, a hex on you...SO MOTE IT BE!!!!!

Unknown album (11/7/2019 5:37:39 PM)

The Curse (Doomsday Demo)

A hollow wind of desire

"My Tango" composed by LINIR OR

Please, the artwork i made for this track is not an apology of drugs! 

Be safe, love life!

Bleep

Don't smell my sister mortfine

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Starting Off This Day - Feat. J BeAt

Petricor: "The pleasant smell that frequently accompanies the first rain after a long period of warm, dry weather."

From album: Esperando el Alba

Guitar: Benjamin Barrile
Mixed by Marcus Huyskens
Mastered by Justin Gray
Photography by François Peltier

Esperando el alba

Petricor

Petricor (minera)

Loose improvisation on a Burns SSJ guitar with various effects and an Eastwood electric mandolin.

Traversal of Fortunes

Mash up of sorts between a violin improvisation and an instrumental piece on a Burns SSJ guitar played through a tremolo into a DIY dwarf destroyer (crazy unpredictable fuzz) clone and various modulation/delay/reverb stompies.

Anterior Chamber Music

a C÷M song (collaboration with https://soundcloud.com/allopenelectrics)

Space – you never told me ‘bout the pastures in your head
Face – you never told me ‘bout the actor's life you led

Walking through the silent timeline

Time – you never told me ‘bout the time it takes to learn
Crime – you never told me ‘bout the wasted time you burn
Hate – you never told me ‘bout the need to let it go
Wait –you never told me ‘bout the rustic lies you know 

Walking through the silent timeline

In your imagination, the fields and the sky, the wind  in your hair, in your mind’s eye
With nature your soul-mate, your bountiful friend, your loyal companion, love without end
A life without worries, anxiety free, a life without danger, a life without me
But that’s just a dream, a construction, in vain
The cruel rustic silence would crush you again

Rustic Silence (by C÷M )

An aural picture of one of my cats in the vein of Tomita.

Merlin pic - Geoff Descartes

Remastered using SC mastering facility

Published on SC 27 August 2020

Merlin Swirlin’ (remaster)

Sussex

I don’t have as much time at the moment to be on Soundcloud. I always appreciate listens and feedback and will respond when I can. 
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Thank you for visiting. It’s always appreciated. 
You’ll mostly find blues colliding with other sounds, styles and traditions here. Lots of improvisation. Lots of guitar and some other instruments. Hope you find something to enjoy!

Traversal of Fortunes

Lorenzo Quant