if i lose myself

see you later (tik tok)

on that time

blah blah blah

shimmy

Twist In My Sobriety

secrets (endless loop)

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Still Standing Here
by The Miracle Syndicate 

You called me out
At a quiet hour
Said nothing’s changed
But everything sounds different now

You say you’re fine
I say the same
We trade the weather
Like it means something else

You talk in futures
I stay in today
You keep your distance
Like it’s part of the deal

You lean in close
Then pull away
Like you’re testing
What you already know

I’m not your answer
I’m not your past
I’m just the place
Where you slow down

I’m not your promise
I’m just the one
Still standing here
Still standing here

You mention names
I don’t ask who
I learn to breathe
Through the gaps in you

You say you need space
I say “I get it”
Like understanding
Means I disappear

You look at me
Like I’m a mirror
Then turn away
Before it talks back

I’m not your answer
I’m not your past
I’m just the place
Where you slow down

I’m not your promise
I’m not your plan
I’m just the one
Still standing here

Still standing here

Maybe it’s timing
Maybe it’s fear
Maybe we meet
When the noise has cleared

You say “never”
Then you say “maybe”
Like the truth
Needs room to breathe
It’s something I feel

From you

I don’t ask for more
I don’t ask for less
I just stay steady
In the middle of this

I’m not your answer
I’m not your past
I’m just the place
Where you feel safe

I’m not your answer
I’m not your past
I’m just the place
Where you slow down

I’m not your promise
I’m not your plan
I’m just the one
Who doesn’t run

I think you'll get it
Or you won’t
I’ll still be here
Either way

Still standing here
Still standing here

Credits:
Written and performed by Elena Morgenstern, Nayeli Astra Xóchitl, and Brad Astra
Produced by The Miracle Syndicate
Mixed and mastered by Brad Astra at Nude Studio · Calgary · Canada
Label: Painful Records © 2025

Special Thanks:
To the ravens who guided our melodies, the universe for its endless inspiration, and to everyone who has been part of this journey. This music collection is dedicated to those who dream with their eyes open.

In Loving Memory:
To Rio, who always listened. 🐾🖤✨

Still Standing Here

why do i
fall for your stupid touch
and why 
do i miss your scent and 
the touch of your love

i keep on feeling all your kisses 
cause they are burning me
i swear its like the sun 
cause you keep on sunburning me

My skin it stings
my heart when i hear your ring
i cant even tell a thing
because you dont say nothing at all

why do i
fall for your stupid touch
and why 
do i miss your scent and 
the touch of your love

why do i
fall for your stupid touch
and why 
do i miss your scent and 
the touch of your love

I can keep on feeling your burns
and they always just hurt
I cant even use a bandaid 
because it has deeper burns

I know your scared to let somebody in
but if your like the sun
i know the closer that i get 
will just burn me
im not stupid 
but im dam pretty sure im not clueless
that you
really wanna do this
so lets move fast and just move in
cause i know that we can do this
even though your kisses they sting but i can do it

sunburn

Back To You

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