my emotional/soft audios

if i lose myself

come back home

saturn

mhysa

Medicine

see you later (tik tok)

on that time

blah blah blah

shimmy

Twist In My Sobriety

secrets (endless loop)

Verse #1
Story ‘bout life, I hope I’ll live it twice
Sorry ‘bout my life, sometimes it's just 4 times
I wanna close my eyes and feel you by my side
Your type is just my type, I like it, yeah, I like
I wanna close my eyes, and let the heart decided
And when I'm down in the abyss, don't worry ill be fine
But everybody lie, I'm tryin’ not to die
Not to die inside, fuck the sacrifice
I'm not Jesus Christ
Body top of body like a sambo fight
Chills going down your spine when I'm back inside
Brings me back to life
Ain’t no back and forth, this time it's straight forward
This time I'll make you mine, I promise one last time
Just splash me with that water, hope it's crystal clear
Lookin’ at the world through my rear view mirror
I feel I’m going crazy, I think I'm John Mirra

Verse #2
I hear you loud and clear, but I don’t wanna wait
Love ain't what it seems, it just fades away
I can´t hold on and I’m slippin’, slidin’ through the cracks
So help me God! oh shit i forgot…
Do you see the light, is that eternal life?
Or Lucifer’s glow just disguised in white?
Everybody lie, yeah, I learned that too
I think im finna break i ain't got shit to lose
Ain’t no second chance, ain't no rewind
You say it's straight forward, but love's never aligned
Drownin' in waves, but I ain't baptized
Tryna cleanse my soul, but the past won't die
Lookin’ at the sky, I don't pray no more
I dont really care if he´s there or no
And i Still got a couple lessons that I never learned
So lon who knew me from the days of old

Verse #3
Come on, honyyea, I'll teach you how to dance
We’ll have a one-night stand, that bad romance
Let's just have fun while we're still young
Smokin’ on, smokin’ on, smokin’ on that strong
You weren’t the one, but I gave it a shot‘
Cause I took some shots, I guess too many shots
Had a good time, but it didn’t mean lot
4AM, I'm stranded at a parking lot
Thought I could feel something,but I was wrong
Just another night that didn’t last long
You were a random star, shining for a minute
But in the end…you never really...

OSOM (prod. Swizz Beatz)

[FREE FOR PROFIT] JACK STAUBER TYPE BEAT - ETHNICITY on YT 

TECTONIC PLATE

From an album that falls somewhere in-between a Steve Layout improvised concept album and a James Earthenware "live" album. Mostly live reinterpretations of Earthenware songs from 2002 ordered and structured around a written story / narrative that was completely disturbing and insane (the cowboy antibiotics marathon). Maybe the closest I came to writing something that sounded like the Jeff Buckley / Radiohead stuff my friends liked at the time...but recycling "character names" from my math rock project with Luke, plus this mentions "captain decoded" who i don't even remember. Maybe i should revisit this idea and write a new story that includes all of my side projects as distinct characters in the story then the soundtrack is just one song from each side project.

James Earthenware - Celebrity Rescue & The Beige Athletes (dirge)

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