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CONTEMPORARY MUSIC: APRIL 2022

summer 22 still praying

_:(´ཀ`」∠):_ ᦔꪖ᥅ᛕ ꪀ꠸ᧁꫝꪻ ꪮᠻ ꪻꫝꫀ ᦓꪮꪊꪶ (人´口`)

6/6/22

GLOCKTOBER

just before my thyroidectomy
inspired by https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VzKMuXP6iU

a losing my religon cover (in major key) I recorded last year...

hollow (again)

Himera - You Make It Look So Easy (Reverbed by Malibu) [feat. Petal Supply]

(UNSLSRMX03)

Ambient legend Malibu stretches and reverbs You Make It Look So Easy by Himera to create a transcendental atmosphere of daydreams in the playground.

Music by @djhimera

Remix by @mmmmalibu

Featuring guest vocals by @petalsupply

Mastering by @jesseosbornelanthier

Artwork by Himera

Released on unseelie, 2021.

You Make It Look So Easy (Playtime)

Himera - You Make It Look So Easy (Malibu Mix)

Himera - You Make It Look So Easy (Reverbed by Malibu) [feat. Petal Supply] (UNSLSRMX03)

DIARIES OF A KOKEBOSS HLORD

XTRA XTRA (KOKEBOSS EDIT)

@xaviersobased
@nnyli

visuals https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wF2TtmRiKkE

XAVIERSOBASED - THATS IT (PROD NYLI) #34

You are going to start thinking again. You are going to do cognition. Your sprawling neurotarboretum will be lush with mindshrubbery. A symphony of mind, an intricate polyrhythmic 2000s Don Caballero math rock composition, also of mind. You’re thinking again, you’re doing cognition. You are thinking: “I love Chickenmilk dot com’s ’FTF/ISLWID’ bonus track on the artist’s ‘My Angels, My Souvenir (2021)’ release. Also I am utterly captivated by the corresponding music video made by Yang Gröttrup in collaboration with Chickenmilk dot com, the link for which I can find below.” Consciousness is a miracle 👍

Video: https://youtu.be/jtXscRL5brI

@chickenmilkdotcom ❤️

My Angels, My Souvenir

Chickenmilk dot com - *BONUS* FTF/ISLWID (My Angels, My Souvenir 2021) [MK PREMIERE]

"TOOT DAT" HeartStringaz RMX (Throw-Back!)+YVETTEYOUNG?!

Trendsetter

Too Far

yeat - real six *r&b ballad remix* by mon

An edit I made for my PAI DUI 派对 set

The-Dream
ATB
DJ RISH
Drum sample: Bailey Ibbs

RADIO KILLA (RISHY'S 派对 EDIT)

Music recorded late 2019-2020

Download available via Worldwide Untld: worldwideunlimited.bandcamp.com/album/chang-zhe-na-wu-ren-wen-jin-de-ge-yao-2

Physical LP available via Boomkat: boomkat.com/products/chane-zhe-na-wu-ren-wen-jin-de-ge-yao

Thank you for listening

唱着那无人问津的歌谣

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Acid & Wine (Bludgeon)

Eventually He Will Come Into My Life

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
harmonies come
as the memories go
i had to take a deep breath
i had to take it slow
i move too fast in my head
there’s enough that i know
that i’d be wasted to death
left in a bottomless hole

and i don't wanna go back to the basics
girl i've got a problem but i know that i can face it
wasted all my time but i'm thankful for a placement
i think it's pretty crazy what we do inside a basement
on god
never thought i’d have to find a way
to never let go of life again
i guess there's some things i can't arrange
things unlike my pen

and i can't stop all of my pacing
a life that’s worth erasing
take me home
and i can't shake myself awake no
it’s just not in my make up
take me home

give me the means to fade away
and i will fade all in good grace
all on my own
just give me the means to fade away
and i will fade all in good grace
all on my own

all on my own

(and it's my fault)
and i feel shifty as i fade
was a lone rider
but the times have surely changed
so i'm behind her in any single take
yeah it hurts my heart
which was always bound to break
on god
never thought i’d have to find a way
to never let go of life again
i guess there's some things i can't arrange
is why i stay in this bed

and i fell for you
right when i was supposed to
i can't undo
all the things i want to now

and i can't stop all of my pacing
a life that’s worth erasing
take me home
and i can't shake myself awake no
it’s just not in my make up
take me home

give me the means to fade away
and i will fade all in good grace
all on my own
just give me the means to fade away
and i will fade all in good grace
all on my own

all on my own

s0cliché X Dingobeatz X Drunk Girl - TAKE ME HOME

MiseryGarden Collective exclusive release!!

written by kobayami, Vertigo, & Lxst Boy
produced by jxsie beats
mixed by Lxst Boy & kobayami
mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by kobayami

-lyrics-
(Verse 1: kobayami)
been about a year since I felt your grace
and I wont lie
I been missing that pretty face
with bangs on the side
thinking bout what i could've done better for you
should've adored you
should've gone for it and kissed you
well you know it wasn't always that bad
got to finally meet when you drove me mad 
with your beautiful looks
and the rope that you took from me
I know what I ain't took
but you put the life back in me
2 weeks into meeting you and we're talking in the dms
blowing up my phone, stating up until the a.m.
talking bout cute days but we'll never see them
cause I dont talk to you no more
I'm sorry babe I should've done more
without me though you're much better off
I'm not the same as i was before
mostly cause I'm such a bore

(Verse 2: Vertigo)
never been that into bangs but they look good on you
I never meant to change my ways, sorry if I failed you
now i just need you to know that I made every shot count
and I counted up my sorrows while I'm still on this couch
got ice cream and movies, yeah thats where I'm at
I'm feeling empty in my chest, dont know where  my head's at
I got a grovel to my voice, she said lets smoke till 2
i like that you think that, so lets go smoke on the roof
wish that I could've brought some weed and ride the high like noble steeds
but instead I grow like weeds
and affect your love too
she said I always seemed like the man with the plan
those people annoy be though, they're the type i can't stand
and so I'm sorry that i bored you with my lackluster ways
i hope that you'll forgive me
maybe
maybe someday

(Verse 3: Lxst Boy)
yeah
brush your bangs up off your face
looking so cute
I tried to be a better person
but that's far from the truth
and baby i cant fall asleep
cause I'm thinking bout you
constantly i find myself
walking straight up the moon
i miss your pale white face
in the glow of the evening light
talk about our past decisions
one day maybe get it right
yeah
or maybe get our act together
I sit and ponder petty things like the rainy weather
you picked me like a rose and told me I was something special
and now i wither and I die, never elemental
I grow as old as the trees as they surround the middle
I'm sorry that I'm boring
oh baby just a little

you're boring (kobayami, jxsie beats, Vertigo, & Lxst Boy)

i’m a christian!!! and a slut <3

eternal sunshine ☀️🫧

'destroy' produced by heylog

lyrics:
often this summer we fight & start over
u were the best but this bye ain't forever
i'll make some space for ur tears on my shoulder
cus i'll still be here when ur ready to come home

don't cry i'm here with u
through every bump i still love you
don't give up, we'll survive the storm
i promise to keep u warm
babe i try but it's so hard
another boy is probably locked in ur arms
i have no hope of trying again
do u believe we've come to an end

i'm so goin numb, rip my heart out and my guts
love for me is lost and this pain is all for what?
(why)
i built an outer shell, ain't no one allowed in here
i keep my circle small and i shrink it every year
i'm still growing up and i fear the endless void
that i might get sucked in and soon to be destroyed
(destroy)
never would i want u to feel like ur not safe
i see fear in ur eyes when i found ur true place
why u always lie
don't joke it's not the time
i'm not here to pick sides
i'm just here to sit tight
she leveled to my waistline
and give me the rude eye
no something don't sit right
emotionless incline

I ALWAYS GET WORSE BEFORE I GET ANY GOOD
WHY CAN I NOT LEARN WHEN I KNOW I PROBABLY SHOULD
I LOOK AT MYSELF AND I HATE THE FACE I SEE
YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THESE WORDS TRULY MEAN
	
i just need to isolate before i go and lose it
on some stupid situation i have no control with
watch me think over my head
at this point i'm useless
i won't match up to your degree
who in here is uncommon like me
just leave me alone
before i destroy us
away with everything
and everyone

spotify

destroy

17 - THE MOB

16 - NARCOTIC LOST BOY

Hype Williams - The Throning

Tay600 - Worst Memory  [Tribute To LA]   Prod - JBThePhilosophy

twat♡boy: ﾐ☆ circles we goin in circles  ～☆

Speaker Knockerz - Lonely Fast

sorry hav not been uploading im very depress
this mix is like a bunch of music that defined my life during the tumblr years (2010-2014)
also im not being ironic i literally love jesus so fcking much
praise god!

tracklist:
heavy air - pure x (subliminal prayer that repels dark entities read by me)
i was all over her - salvia plath
fake out - r.l. kelly
sweet toof - mickey brown (pastor cartman remix)
wet hair - japandroids
false start song - cute boy kissing booth
imported colas - injokes 
better off alone - mathew lee cothran & delaney mills
raising pheonix - assassins88
memory pools - foxes in fiction (ytiet 28 remix)
world/insured - alex g
vox celeste - deerhunter
- - -all nightcored by me :]

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