the girl i like has a boyfriend
and she lives across the ocean
but she used to love me ik
yes ik ik
you even told me so

jus want you to know i care for you
jus want you to be right there with me
when she comes across the sea
na na na
im always alone, im dying alone
i cant even help it, its on my own

the girl i like has a boyfriend
but ill always love her til the end
and hes never dropped a single album
but ik ik
ill always love you so

jus want you to know i care for you
jus want you to be right there with me
when she comes across the sea
na na na
im always alone, im dying alone
i cant even help it, its on my own

the girl i like :L

so why im i so human
it takes one builet go away 
and lately i dont feel so safe
take the gun to my head so i can fly away
i dont feel human 
i dont feel human
i feel so selfish 
i feel so inhuman 
i cry 1ms times
ik  
im such a selfish freak
you know that im unstable
but you stay here well i was alone
well i wanted to kill myself
you said i was the holy ghost 
ig you found someone else

human demo

day_or_night_i_wont_cry

my head is numb and i just want to rot away -_-

my head is numb
I'm quite concerned
I wanna lay down
with the birds
my eyes are falling out my head
still thinking bout the shit you said
I'm bleeding out my skin alone
I'm tryna cope all on my own
the bugs are crawling out my skin
still thinking what we could have been
I hate myself I should've known
my heart is dead and reaped and sown
this is my final note goodbye
I hope you find my body dry
I really wanna see it through
I cant believe I trusted you
you broke my heart and cursed my skin
I'll rot away and then I'll win
I promise you that when I'm gone
I'll haunt you til the crack of dawn
you fucked with me I'll show you how
I hope you're fucked up and dead now
my head is numb
I'm quite concerned
I wanna lay down
with the birds
my eyes are falling out my head
still thinking bout the shit you said
I'm bleeding out my skin alone
I'm tryna cope all on my own
I hate myself I should've known
my heart is dead and reaped and sown


my head is numb and i just want to rot away

my singing ruins it

you are what i am waiting for.
when i finally know you, this song is for you.

i want you to be my best friend.
and what we’ll have, i’ll save it till the end.
the end of time, that i will spend with you.

the end of time

disharmonious frequencies

this time im truly numb

I recorded this for a label who are creating a compilation album with all the money going to support palestine ill put a link when they release it since its only on bandcamp

with the sun in my eyes,
temporarily blind,
in the light what will i find.
obscured by the light,
i can’t see but it’s not night,
and nothing’s alright.
with hope in front of me,
my mind still atrophies,
so what will i be.
nothing that i can see
i cant see past the dark,
because the truth is stark.
i’ll let time tell,
and right now it says its hell.

nothing is wrong,
it’s just taking so long,
and success feels like a con.
the measures don’t apply to me,
so how can i be happy,
that’s what i’ll never be.
but we’re forced to anyway,
and we have to every day,
strive towards a false goal,
and get sad and old.
the truth is a lie,
i follow and with no clue why,
but there’s no time to stop,
or you’ll lose to the clock.

my head is numb and i just want to rot away

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