even though you used to call my name, 
i turned a cheek; i looked the other way
my hands are weak, my soul is laced with shame 
'cause i'm the only one whose left to blame 

it is what it is

Delta Dawn

never,forever. - you could have stayed

i shouldn't look back w/ scum & lil lotus [prod fats'e]

prod @93feetofsmoke
vox mix by @fats_e
ft. @lilxlotus

limited edition hoodies - bit.ly/2CIKS2v

hands around my neck
every night were getting too drunk
bruises on my chest 
yeah I swear to god it's fucked up

bands around my neck
I'm just struggling to stay up
water in my breath
I'm still swallowing the salt but
grasping for new air
smoking lungs filled with ash dust
electric turned off
for about two weeks fuck

hands around my neck
every night were getting too drunk
bruises on my chest 
swear to god this shit is fucked up

i know we'll wake up in the morning 
telling each other were sorry
sick to my stomach 
throw up in the toilet
caught up on each others snap stories 

hands around my neck
every night were getting too drunk
bruises on my chest 
swear to god this shit is fucked up

fucked ft. lil lotus

bad luck [prod nothing,nowhere. x i spell it nature]

I took you back to my room ,you stood in front of me, 
and I didn't know what to do..

Ft @lilxlotus

I Lost My Virginity In A Psychiatric Hospital Ft.LIL LOTUS  (prod. Lonnell Suave)

Feel the weight in my age
Should I drink and wilt right here
When the rage has all lifted
I'll still use hate to block my fears

I see blue
I've left oceans, I've left family
No devotion
mixed up feelings bout existing

Mostly anxious, of course broke
Guess I'm angry
Trying not to find a burner
Destruct naturally

Guess it's like that
Curse on my back
Only see black
In my memories

- FamilyPet -

I found religion in places it shouldn't be.
And I found beauty in faces I shouldn't see.
Found I was clinging to people I didn't need.
Found out I'd only be happy in my dreams.
Look at the stars,
Watching them die
Spacial perspective of my life
Smoke in the sky at midnight
Drifting out like high-tide

wondering when's the highlight
of my lowlife, when someone dies i get tongue tied because my mind just holds on tight to the thought that every night

might be my last, wasn't built to last,
and the years go slow but the days go fast. and i cant move past the simple fact,

that the end wont wait, even if you pray,
even if you cry

, even if you beg,

we are all the same, in the way we hate, the way we love, at the end of the day we're all the

same

blue ft. familypet

no samples

[lyrics]
is it I think too much
or are we chasing after
a ghost of what once was

I can't tell the difference

is it you care too much
or am I holding our past
like a knife against my tongue

I can't tell the difference

would it be enough
if we were loaded and fucked up
house out in the hills

I wouldn't bet on it

we could be more lost
car roofs, wet shoes
cashed out in an friend's garage

but one time's enough

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

never,forever. - you could have stayed

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